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Meegane

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PostPosted: Fri Feb 21, 2014 7:03 pm


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@AwesomeJediMark - Magazine OUO [Apr 14]

Dong Shu Lei
Uncle Mark....I don't know where to begin....but I think I accidentally took one of your magazines

Mark the Awesome
Ummmm what kind r u talking about

Mark the Awesome
Also can u call me jedi and not uncle im not that old..........

Mark the Awesome
If its the most recent comic issue of my little pony thats not me its dwight yeah...........

Dong Shu Lei
It's not comic, magazine! The Life assistant just said it's yours.

Dong Shu Lei
O____O I though you are at least 30.....

Dong Shu Lei
Um...I can't give too many information in case it's not yours, but the cover is a - er- busty Asian lady ...I see chinese on it too OxO?

Mark the Awesome
Um wow what. Im 25 ..... who said im 30?!?!?

Mark the Awesome
Uh ........ Why do you have it........

Mark the Awesome
Which month's edition is it if its the special edition can my friend have it back

Mark the Awesome
My friend says its important.... To him....

Dong Shu Lei
I can't call you uncle if you are 25? What's a Jedi? Synonym of Uncle? You prefer younger title like - Onii-chan?

Dong Shu Lei
Um - I-I accidentally took it from the room, since it's private belonging, I'd like to return to the owner...

Dong Shu Lei
So it's yours -er- your friend? The Life assistant said you want it back anyway.....um-just a minute, let me check

Dong Shu Lei
Oh it does written special edition, so how can I give it back to you?

Mark the Awesome
Yes um i think my friend will appreciate it

Dong Shu Lei
Are you sleepy or busy? You didn't answer my questions at all.....

Mark the Awesome
Huh what.. Yeah just drop by my office w/ it and stuff

Mark the Awesome
A peace offering 2 the higher gods

Mark the Awesome
Bring some beer


@mimserable - Advice for first visit [Apr 14]

Dong Shu Lei
Mimsy, I am going to visit Mark to return the magazine, anything I should note when seeing a supervisor?

Mimsy K. Morris
Hello, Shu! (:

Mimsy K. Morris
Mark differs quite a bit from our other superiors. He may appear more casual, but there are topics he takes seriously, such as Star Wars.

Mimsy K. Morris
My suggestion is to be friendly. And do not do anything that you do not want to do!

Dong Shu Lei
I see...things I don't want to do? O.O

Dong Shu Lei
Do u think I should bring some snacks with me?

Mimsy K. Morris
Yes, Mark is unique and intriguing! Not in a negative sense, necessarily. He once requested that I put on a small gold bikini, for instance.

Mimsy K. Morris
I think that he would enjoy some snacks, but you should not feel obligated.

Mimsy K. Morris
I should warn you that his room is incredibly cluttered. Try to avoid touching anything - it is all very important to him.

Dong Shu Lei
GOLD BIKINI?!!!! That's-funny....why gold...that's a special request XD Is it some sparkly gold like a shining disco ball?

Dong Shu Lei
Good! I always have some in my pouch anyway OuO

Dong Shu Lei
Um.....I hope clumsy me won't fall over something...i do that a lot, landslide or even worse....

Mimsy K. Morris
It did sparkle a bit. It was also made of metal, which would be uncomfortable, I imagine! I believe it is related to Star Wars.

Mimsy K. Morris
You will be fine! Try to avoid worrying about tripping. (: Fixating on events that you want to avoid can often cause them to occur.

Mimsy K. Morris
Imagine that you are just visiting a friend, or me, or Robert. There is no reason to be anxious in those situations, right? (:

Dong Shu Lei
Oh it's true, but I don't know why, is that science?

Dong Shu Lei
I think it may work! I don't feel uneasy visiting you or Robert >u< Thank you Mimsy, you are so intelligent <3333

Mimsy K. Morris
Yes! It is called a cognitive bias.

Mimsy K. Morris
I am confident that it will be fine! You are welcome to visit us any time you would like to, as well. Thank you. I am glad to help!


@mimserable - SOS I don't have beer [Apr 14]

Dong Shu Lei
Mimsy! Help~ >"<

Dong Shu Lei
Uncle Mark asked me to bring beer, where can I get some? ;A;

Mimsy K. Morris
May I ask why he requested it? Are you asking for his assistance or trading goods, or simply visiting to return the magazine?

Dong Shu Lei
I don't know....I am just returning the magazine....I do notice that he wasn't asking my questions and just said something I feel related

Dong Shu Lei
Maybe he's sleepy or tired? I just feel a bit weird

Mimsy K. Morris
Weird? How so?
(I will return to the subject of the beer momentarily, I promise.)

Dong Shu Lei
First we had some disagreement over how to call him, he didn't seem like I call him uncle, so I provide with an alternative, he didn't reply

Dong Shu Lei
And then when I gave details of the magazine, he said it's his friend and told me to go to his office.

Dong Shu Lei
I asked if he's sleepy, his reply was "A peace offering 2 the higher gods" O_O
I really have no idea what he was talking, it's weird

Dong Shu Lei
Finally, he asked me to bring some beer akjdflkjsdlsdj I don't have beer at all. Did he think I would have some?

Dong Shu Lei
Sorry Mimsy, do I seem annoying? I am just a bit lost orzlll

Mimsy K. Morris
Of course not! You are welcome to talk to me as much as you would like to, whether here or face-to-face.

Mimsy K. Morris
I am beginning to suspect that Mark thinks that everyone has beer. If you would like to bring some, I can find some. Do not feel obligated.

Mimsy K. Morris
Do you feel safe delivering the magazine alone?

Dong Shu Lei
You are so sweet Mimsy! <3
B-but I know some hunters are under-aged?! They don't have and shouldn't have BEER?!

Dong Shu Lei
Um....though for the first visit, I'd like to leave a good impression anyway, the deep rooted traditional etiquette I learned told me so.

Dong Shu Lei
It might sound stupid, but it has been affecting me. It might be weird to say so, but it's like brainwashing ŎUŎ

Dong Shu Lei
So if it's not troublesome, can I have your help? I think I'll be alright, Uncle Mark's not the big bad wolf & I am not red riding hood X3

Mimsy K. Morris
Oh! This island does not follow the laws of any other nation. Everyone who has been recruited is considered to be of legal age.

Mimsy K. Morris
Of course, this means that they are responsible for their actions, and may be penalized as necessary. But you need not worry about that!

Mimsy K. Morris
I completely understand the importance of a good impression. You are smart to place importance on it too!

Mimsy K. Morris
I am happy to help, and it is no trouble at all. If you would like to stop by our room on your way, I should have acquired some by then.

Mimsy K. Morris
Take care to remain on the safest path, little rabbit. I know that you will be fine.

Dong Shu Lei
I see.....Drunken people can be horrible though...
Ohhhhh how I can return the favor? (★^O^★)

Dong Shu Lei
I will, my Alice (◍•ᴗ•◍)❤


@tomcatachresis - Dear Mr. [May 11]

Dong Shu Lei
Hello, Mr. I hope you are alright in Sahara......
Recently, on a titan mission, we've got transferred to a desert (I believed is sahara)

Dong Shu Lei
It's such a harsh environment to stay at, and many of us got infected by horrible bugs, including me......so I hope you are okay...

Dong Shu Lei
I don't know whether you can read this, but please be safe and come back ;u;

Obadiah Thompson
It was very kind of you to be worried about a stranger, sweetheart. Thank you. It meant a lot to me. I'm safe.

Dong Shu Lei
You are not a stranger to me (ㅇㅅㅇ❀) We did meet at a Death meeting be4....though just a glance. It's reasonable to care sb fr. same division

Dong Shu Lei
You are welcome, Mr. I am glad to hear you are safe (◍•ᴗ•◍) So you are back? Be sure to take plenty good rest~


@omniscienterror - I want to know [May 14]

Dong Shu Lei
You know Mimsy for a long time? I hope you don't feel bad @ comments

konstantin bashmet
Ah. I use to, time ago. We are not friend any longer.

Dong Shu Lei
I am sorry to hear that qnq

Dong Shu Lei
*hugs*

Dong Shu Lei
I know it's a bit rude to ask....but would you mind telling me what happened?

Dong Shu Lei
I mean - it is better than I making wrong guess......please?

konstantin bashmet
Is long story, and ugly. Many want to protect you, am thinking, to keep the ugly of this life away.

konstantin bashmet
We were friend, and ally, and then it changed. Not friend any longer.

konstantin bashmet
She will take very good care of you until she does not.

Dong Shu Lei
Me? Yes, maybe because I look stupid & too naive....Um I think - no memories are ugly.

Dong Shu Lei
They maybe bad, but they constructs the you now. They are part of us though we don't wanna admit. So I won't say it's ugly? ;u;

Dong Shu Lei
It is so sad that hear that you two are no longer friends....something big happened? Have you tried to talk to her about what you feel?

Dong Shu Lei
I-I don't know if I am lucky or not, either they don't care about me or the one who used to taking good care of me died, so it's unfamiliar.

Dong Shu Lei
The losing interest matter.

konstantin bashmet
Do not think you stupid. Naive, but most new hunter are. Ah...Well. We awoke at same time.

konstantin bashmet
Two year ago, now, hard to believe time go very swiftly. Room all damaged, so share one for long time. She is ally.

konstantin bashmet
Used to be very much scared of all things. Of touch, of nude, of combat. Of all things, quiet and also angry and still so afraid.

konstantin bashmet
But she was friend. Good one. Am good at finding what people are in need and do that. Bring food, help remind to care for self.

konstantin bashmet
Mimsy work very much.

konstantin bashmet
Ah, but. Do not misunderstand. Do not want more; am not romantic interest in anyone at all. But she find someone to be with.

konstantin bashmet
And then, there was no time for me. Day, week, month. Empty time alone, forgotten, abandon.

konstantin bashmet
This is Robert. She is very happy with him, although he is kind he is idiot. Potato. But she is happy, so I leave.

konstantin bashmet
I leave note behind. I move to basement, to be alone, to give Mimsy space to be with boyfriend.

konstantin bashmet
And that is end. After that, she ignore me. No matter what try to do, she did not look or talk or speak.

konstantin bashmet
After all things, after year long, it all mean nothing. She is not a good person; there is nothing inside but the cold and desire to kill.

konstantin bashmet
Which is fine. We are all hunter, and have all cross to bear. But she is foolish, and think herself to be better than she is.

konstantin bashmet
Is a very long story, many detail still missing. You can ask Mimsy, to find different answer. Both her and Robert think different.

konstantin bashmet
Getting educated answer very important. Hope you have a nice night, Ms. Shu.

Dong Shu Lei
Aww you are such a nice person ;u; Oh really? That’s great! I woke up alone and saw two bears…well not actually bears…

Dong Shu Lei
Before the basement was open? To be honest, I’d loved to share room with someone…it’s less lonely.

Dong Shu Lei
NUDE?!!!!! O口O D-do you mean sharing bathroom with other hunters…Yes, we will all grow, becoming numb to everything as time passes ( p′︵‵。)

Dong Shu Lei
I agree that Mimsy is really clever and caring, I always ask for her advice when I am not sure what to do.

Dong Shu Lei
I-I didn’t mention anything involve romance O___O; or did I? Oh my….do you feel lonely and left out….?

Dong Shu Lei
When one of my sisters got a boyfriend, I thought she'll no longer love me, I was defeated by the fear & avoid to talk to her. It was awful…

Dong Shu Lei
I knew Robert, he’s the bear I mentioned before, a big nice guy but a bit lack of manner. Potato? What does that mean? surprised

Dong Shu Lei
Excuse me?! You left bcoz Mimsy got Robert? Sorry that I've to say – it’s really stupid. *Knocks you head*

Dong Shu Lei
She won’t leave you just because she loved someone, she knew who spent more time with her, that’s you, not Robert.

Dong Shu Lei
What made you think she will be happier if you leave? ( ; ; )I mean you two were best friends (can I say that?)

Dong Shu Lei
My sister is a good example for your case bcoz her personality is not like Mimsy but she scolded me for not telling her what I was thinking.

Dong Shu Lei
What I mean is you are not Mimsy, how do you know what she felt. Not offended, but no one will completely understand another’s mind……

Dong Shu Lei
I am sad to hear you think so…..have you considered the possibility of this?

Dong Shu Lei
They were lovestruck at that time and nothing else can get into her eyes.

Dong Shu Lei
I do observe that when she is too concentrated on one thing, she may overlook the others….

Dong Shu Lei
And then when she realized, you already left and maybe have some new connection.

Dong Shu Lei
I might not be good enough to guess what she though at that time, but I will ask Mimsy to understand this better before I came back to you.

Dong Shu Lei
Good night, Mr. Bashmet, hope these messages won’t give you a unhappy start at the morning 。◕‿◕。

konstantin bashmet
Cannot be sad that other are thinking you stupid and naive and still be acting like both.

konstantin bashmet
To be calling ME stupid makes small what all have gone through.

konstantin bashmet
World is not a kind place where wishes can change what we want. I WISH we were still friend. I WISH thing were different.

konstantin bashmet
It is being far, far too late for wishes.

konstantin bashmet
When someone who you spend time with no longer spend any time with you at all --

konstantin bashmet
You can sit and wait. I did, for long time. For thing to change, to try and be normal.

konstantin bashmet
Or you can be moving on to give them space and wish them good life.

konstantin bashmet
She did not be appreciating gesture, so after many day and week alone, entirely alone, I decide.

konstantin bashmet
She can have her space and her boyfriend and better company, because she did not need me any more.

Dong Shu Lei
I am stupid & naive, and I know that. It hurts to hear someone say that but it's true. I don't mean you're stupid, but your action.

Dong Shu Lei
It's different. I always know world is cruel, or else I won't be blamed to be a cursed person.

Dong Shu Lei
I wish my elder brother didn't die so early, I wish my parents love me. But those are things I can't change......

Dong Shu Lei
My point is why we don't take active role on things we might control. Why you decide to wait until you two connection was ended?

Dong Shu Lei
I am not accusing or blaming, just I can't understand. Is it really important for who to take action first? Is it like no action = the end?

Dong Shu Lei
I am stupid, I can't understand, so I ask.

Dong Shu Lei
Finally, I didn't see this as trivial, or I won't come to you. I know how painful it is to be abandoned by someone you love & used to love u

Dong Shu Lei
Sorry for giving you a bad time again, see you later, Mr. Bashmet.

konstantin bashmet
I am sorry for your tragedy in life. I do not have any, and it is being easy to forget that many other suffer *before* get here, too.

konstantin bashmet
I feel I must explain, more, about what was like before Mimsy.

konstantin bashmet
Did not ever initiate conversation, or talking. Did not ever smile, because nothing did touch me in way that would cause it. Had friend, but

konstantin bashmet
Not close. No depth. All shallow. Boring, empty. Very much passive.

konstantin bashmet
Whole life center on making her life better. Do laundry, remind to change clothes. Make food, remind to eat. Help research, sit quiet.

konstantin bashmet
Do not mind. I live to taking care of other people and person, to help better them, instead of wanting thing for me.

konstantin bashmet
I do not want things. I do not like things. For a long time, this extend to people, too.

konstantin bashmet
So, yes. I stay for long time and wait. Not want to be bother, see? Not want to interrupt. Can wait my turn.

konstantin bashmet
But, turn come less often. Mimsy very decisive: she know what she is wanting, and does that, if important. I became less important.

konstantin bashmet
After leaving, I try to talk to her. Sometime bring food, stay in room for long time with her, but no looking at me. No talking at me.

konstantin bashmet
No response to me anywhere. Is like, becoming invisible.

konstantin bashmet
I promise that I try, I just did not try enough or for too long, because for first time, I feel pain, and rejection.

konstantin bashmet
I am sorry to have given you scare, Shu. Cannot promise to not do again, because I am what Obadiah call "a*****e friend".

konstantin bashmet
If you want to talk or watch cooking, you can whenever you want, but maybe not tell Mimsy. It would strain relations with her, and do not

konstantin bashmet
want to be a big trouble to you. You may see Miss America also, she live very near me. We often same rooms: B001 and B002. Good night, Shu.

Dong Shu Lei
Mr. Bashmet, how are u? I'm sorry that I misunderstood you that you didn't try at all.

Dong Shu Lei
I guess personality really affects how we think & act, thank you for sharing a bit of your past with me.

Dong Shu Lei
I guess I just care Mimsy too much that I don't want people to view her negatively...after all you must know her better than me but-just...

Dong Shu Lei
You are such a selfless person, Mr. Bashmet! But I guess the people like/love u would like u to care yourself more ^^ Like your feeling

Dong Shu Lei
So tell your friends more what you feel & think, I am sure they will be glad about that. If u treat me as a friend, I'm willing to listen

Dong Shu Lei
I don't feel scared, I'm just sad about that. I had heard words worse than that before, no worries~

Dong Shu Lei
I guess I should stop bothering you about you & Mimsy. Lastly, from what she told me, I think she was just cared you so much that she could-

Dong Shu Lei
-not forgive the "abandonment", that's it. I've told you what I want to say. We can't do anything, can't go back, at least don't hate her?

Dong Shu Lei
I am sure I will bother you sometimes, I want to make some small thank you cakes to some people >u< Don't mind if I bring recipes to ask u~

Dong Shu Lei
Miss America is the "president" of basement kingdom? I see her posts on twitter quite frequently ;D

Dong Shu Lei
Good night, Mr. Bashmet. Wish you have a good dream tonight *hugs*


@ProDiddy1 - Family [May 24]

Dong Shu Lei
Hello Mr, can I ask you some questions?

ProDiddy
Yeah, sure! What's on your mind?

Dong Shu Lei
Seeing people mention about their family, it makes me worried about my brother, he's in coma and I can't get any news about him since I woke

ProDiddy
Let me check, I'll get back to you on this later today.

Dong Shu Lei
Oh, thank you so much <3

ProDiddy
He's stable and cared for. Tabs are being kept on him so that shouldn't change unless something happens.

Dong Shu Lei

Oh that is....so happy to hear of QuQ
Did my family has problem in paying the hospital, what can I do to help with the debts?

Dong Shu Lei
I mean, Death hunters are not allowed to leave the island & because of safety, we'd better not to approach our family.....but I wanna help

ProDiddy
Deus placed life insurance accounts of each of your family, including you, before you died. It's pretty common, thought family's rarely
ProDiddy
11h
ever find out. Your own policy ended up going toward your brother's care, and should last awhile. Worry more about yourself than them.

Dong Shu Lei
Oh my - I don't know that, thank you so much for telling me! ;A;
That's a big relief, you are a really really really nice person *hugs*


@mimserable - Pet Take Two? [May 24]

Mimsy K. Morris
Hello, Shu. I hope that you are feeling well today

Mimsy K. Morris
I am curious: have you ever owned a pet of any sort? It is a relevant question, I assure you!

Dong Shu Lei
Um yes.....a bunny before I joined the island, but it passed away... ;;
It's very cute & fluffy, very docile and my companion when I'm alone

Mimsy K. Morris
Oh! I sincerely apologize if I brought any unhappy memories to mind. Is it still too painful, or would you like another pet sometime?

Dong Shu Lei
Don't be sorry Every living thing has a life span, it might be a good thing it didn't die in a too painful way ;u; Oh! We can have pet here?

Mimsy K. Morris
Yes, that is true. Animals should not ever be brought onto the island to be kept, but some consider a favorite minipet to be their own.

Mimsy K. Morris
I am unsure if you have met Laika, Robert's puppy, but that is the case with him.

Mimsy K. Morris
In any case, I have acquired a small someone who would like to meet you, if you would like to consider one your own as well!

Dong Shu Lei
Oh Robert has a puppy! I wanna seeeeeee, does Laika love food as much as he does? XD Ohhhhh I'd like to meet the little one ;D

Mimsy K. Morris
Yes, a small cwn anwnn. He is energetic and enjoys treats, but I cannot imagine anyone enjoying food as much as Robert does!

Mimsy K. Morris
You are welcome to visit Laika any time. I will be in the minipet lab for the next hour, if you would like to stop by to meet yours.

Mimsy K. Morris
Otherwise, I could use our minipet carrier to bring it to you. You may borrow our carrier until you get your own, if you would like to. (:

Dong Shu Lei
Oh oh is it too much trouble to bring it to me? If not, I will wait in my room, had to finish something first >"<

Mimsy K. Morris
It would be no trouble at all. I will be there shortly. I hope that you will like it, and that it will make you very happy!

Dong Shu Lei
I love surprise, thank you Mimsy!!! <3 *chu*
PostPosted: Tue Mar 04, 2014 9:17 am


SELF-TRACKING

Trainee Level:
Awakening [Dark Cove]: With Robert & Jerry
Weapons Initiation Solos:
[ PRP ] All in a row:
[1v1] Hammer Time: with Jordan (Training)

EVENT: Wonderland

[Semi-ORP] This is not a meeting
[ orp ] Quest Complete
[PRP] Lost Little Puppy (Shu & Lydia) User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
( Mission PRP ) Unfriendly Fire
{ ORP } { THE SECRET BOSS } Alice
[PRP] Busty Asian Beauties? User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
[ORP] Bix's Newb Friendly Afternoon (Newb hunters welcome) User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
[ prp ] not to fuss and relax ( kostya & cake ) User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
{ Hunter Daily Chance } Item Hunting!
[1v1] Boy meets Girl (Shu/ Roland)
[ Mission ORP ] Always Clean Up
There's always a shorter one (Shu/ Gale) User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
[ORP] Hide 'n Seek User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
[PRP] MORE BASEMENT ROOMMATES (Shu/Noemi)
[PRP] I Want To Be Popular! (Shu + Dylon)
[PRP] Don't Stray From The Path, Little Rabbit (Shu/Mimsy) User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
[PRP] Ringu (Otto + Shu)
[ORP] Sandwiches Are Great Midnight Snacks User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
[Training Course] I-I guess I am ready (Shu/Ro)
[PRP] Secret Shippers (Solia and Shu) User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
[PRP] One Last Hour (Shu/ Taym)
[ ORP ] MISS DEUS BEAUTY PAGEANT User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
[PRP] It's the time to have a ...... (Shu/Otto/Cami) User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.

EVENT! PONY EVENT!
{ The Purge } The Hunters' Story ❀ ❀ ❀ ❀ ❀ ❀ ❀ ❀ ❀ ❀ ❀
[QUEST PRP] Scavengers 2 (NoeSolShuMilo)
[QUEST PRP ] Scavenging Team 2 (Shu/Jasper) User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
[Quest PRP] Dispatch Team (Robert/Shu/Mimsy User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
{ THE CORRIDOR OF MADNESS }
{ THE CORRIDOR OF ANCIENTS }
{ THE CORRIDOR OF DREAMS }
{ THE PURGE } The Gathering of Legacies
{ BOSS BATTLE } Versus Medea
{ BOSS BATTLE REDUX } Versus Medea
{ THE PURGE } Desserts
[Solo] Cracking
[PRP] Little Mimi and Little Shu (Noemi/Shu) User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
[ 1vs1 ] Abnormality (Shu/ Otto)
[Drabble PRP] Let's try this! (Kostya/ Shu) User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
[Training course] Much tower, many jenga, so wow~! (Ro/Shu/Hanna/Cami) User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
[1v1] Your Other Mom Maybe (Shu v Molly)
[1 v 1] Little Kittennnnnnnn~ (Dakota/Shu)
[1v1] YOU MIST (Pandora/ Shu)
[1v1] Little Ones (Lan/ Shu)
[EM] Buying With Bulk (Evan/Noemi/Oliver/Al/Shu)
[IOU - Training course] A Challenge to the Dynamic Duo (Shu/ Jasper)
[EM] Sun Tans & Sand [Cousins + Cambe + Shu]
[ ORP ] CELEBRATING AMERICA (also the 4th of July)
[EM] Baa-aa-aa-aad Omen (Shaymver)
[LADIES] Makeover (Mimsy/Shu/Noemi/Cee/Lydia)
[ORP] [T] The Great Escape (Survival Training) ❀ ❀ ❀ ❀
[PRP] Your Presence, As Promised (Robsy + Shu)
[PRP] An Innocent Game (Truth or Dare)


[ promos ] Are you ready?
[ promo ] All Your Base (Molly, Shu, Noemi)

Meegane

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PostPosted: Thu Jan 01, 2015 11:01 pm


Intermediate Trainee Level:

[Drabbles] Moments
[ Division Meeting ] Death Division
[PRP] Inebriation [ Shu/ Otto ]
[DRP] Not Quite Cartoons [ Shu/ Ever ]
#6 (The Robsy Wedding)
Apology (Shu/ Noemi)
[ MISSION ] This Is War (Gale & Co.)
[ MISSION ORP ] Last Man Standing
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[Solo] All Alone with you (Shu)
[Training] Be the best knight (Shu/ Leslie)
[PRP] Well, It's Not Doritos and Vodka (Shu/ Aquamarine)
[PRP] Walk Down Memory Lane — Jack/Shu
[PRP] Float or Sink? (Shu/ Jordan)
[PRP] A visitor (???/ Maebe)
[1v1] No Kids Allowed (Elio and Shu)
[1v1] Don't hide up (Lucky/ ???)
[ prp ] and the world moves in slow mo ( leslie & shu )
[ drp ] and all this devotion ( leslie & aleria+ ) | | | | | | | | | | | | |
[prp] A Nice Date Out (Shu/ Roland)
[ORP] Halloween Costume Party ORP (Everyone!)
[ TRANCE AU ] Any road can take you there [ ever x shu ]
[1v1] Facing Fears (Taym/Shu)
[1v1] Little Game Big Game (Dylon/Shu)
[drabble orp] Holiday Gift Thread 2014 ~* | |
[ Drabble ORP ] [New Years AU] Ordinary Citizens
[Drabble] - How hard could it be (Zac/Anyone) | |
[PRP] Plushies and Detergent (Melvin/Shu)
[2v2] Battle Royale! (HOHS)
No Title (???/ Hoarce)
[EM] Peas in a Pod [Ever x Shu x Dylon]
[ 1v1 ] some legends are told ( leslie vs shu )
[PRP] Lovely Ladies (Shu & Sherry)
[PRP] What is a Megane...(Cameron/Shu)
[1v1] Captain Red Riding Hood (Shu? / Claude)
[PRP] New Perspective (Joy and Shu)
[Solo] Endeavours
[Solo] Paper Planes (Shu)
[EM] Mission: Moe (Abbi, Astrid & Shu)
[PRP] Kindred Spirits (Shu x Mimi)
[PRP] Confessions (Noemi/Shu)
[PRP] Rabbit Heart (Chance/ ?) User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.
[PRP] New Skin (Melvin/Shu/Oliver Golems)
[PRP] Orzlll titled by Lani (Mik/Shu)
[PRP] Cupid's Visit (Edgar/ Shu)
[PRP] Body In A Box - Isaac x Shu
[ORP] MALL INVASION
Dealing Normal Type: | | | | | | | |
Dealing with Spitter Type & Hello Roland: | | |
Speedy: |
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At ice rank: | | |
Healing Jordan & Paranoia status: | | | | | | | | | | | | |
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[Meta] Knight Meta
[True Knight's Story Solo] The End of Her Story

[ GM ORP ] Undying | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | | |

[DRP] Push and Pull (Shu)
[PRP] I don't know you but how about a visit? (clyde/shu)
[PRP] Salt Pudding (Dawson/I haven't decided her name)
[PRP] standing on the rocks ( leslie & shu )
[ GM PRP ] [ Urgent ] Wheel of Time ❀ ❀ ❀
[PRP] Deception (Shu + ???)
[Solo] To whom it may concern
[Solo] It wasn't just a dream
[Solo] Without a Trace
[PRP] Knowing the guy on twitter by yourself (Shu/ Lawr)
[PRP] The Truth About Cats And Dogs (Shu/Max)
[1x1] Hit with the Hammer [Clyde/Shu]
[ orp ] Black & Blue

[ORP] The Great Minipet Chase

Awakening RP for Rhys:

[PRP] This is not a dream (Ember/Shu)
[ Training Course ] Yes, They're Serious (Rhys/Shu)
[1vs1] i can move mountains ( leslie v shu )

Drabble Week
[ORP] A Day in the Life of (Dong Shu Lei)
[ORP] DAY IN THE LIFE OF SIN
[ORP] A Day in the life of Kimberly
[ORP] A Day in the Life of Saya
[ORP] A Day in the Life of Rhys
[ORP] A day in the life of (Mark)

[CYOA PRP] HUMAN STUDIES: SUPERSTITIONS (Shu/Mercy)
[OFFICE TOT] Get Our Paws On Some Candy (Shu/Max)

[ORP] HALLOWEEN AT THE BULL
[PRP] Location location. [shu + ava]
[PRP Artifact research] It doesn't matter (Shu/Ace)
[Artifact Quest] Midget and Beanstalk (Shu/Ace)
[ORP]#HunterMovieNight2015
[Solo] Ash Like Snow
[SnOwRP] Snownanigans
[PRP] Our Madness and Colorful Charades (Shu/ Caroline) User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.

[Solo] You had a bad day?

[Mission ORP] Happy Holidays | | | | | | |

{Camp Lucy}
[Orientation ORP] | |
[PRP] HalloweenWorld (Shu, Justin)
[PRP] Sight for Shu-eyes (Joy and Shu)

[Class ORP] How to Survive an Encounter With A Human That | | |
[PRP] Somewhere and something (Shu, Carl and Rep)
{ STATUS EFFECT ORP } Peter Pan Syndrome | | | | | |
[ORP] Hearts & Crafts (Status Effect VDay Cardmaking)
[PRP] How are you? (Roland/Shu)
[ MISSION ORP ] Saving Private Dwight (THE CONCLUSION P25!) - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -
PostPosted: Fri Jan 09, 2015 9:34 pm


A dream

Shu had a dream, in the dream, she was studying aboard. Her sisters didn't die and her brother was unbelievably healthy. The only thing unchanged was her twin sister still lived with their grand parents. There were no monsters, everyday was just strangely normal.

She had a friend, a boy who always teased her. In the dream, they were sitting at somewhere quiet in the dark, the sky were filled up with shining stars. Nearby the calming sea waves could be heard.

"Z." She called the boy's name. "Do you think I am blissful?"

The boy turned to pull her cheeks until she yelled in pain, "That's arrogant. Is that something saying from this mouth?" She patted on his arms for surrender, "Of course you are. You are ******** loved!" He said in a morsel of jealousy.

"Yup. I am loved. I am loved but why I still feel alone......" She asked in a soft voice.

"Alone? Is that your delusion? Are you just too emotional?" He hit the back of her head, "don't think too much, silly."

The momentum drew her head forward, "I'm loved, I have many friends....but I feel like - I can be replaced easily. If they have someone more important, they'll dump me.....I will be left behind."

He fiddled her hair until it looked like an awful bird nest. "You really are ******** thinking too much, you're sooooo insecured. How do I know that? Let's worry when that really happens. Tsk. You should think like your age." He picked up the bottle.

"....You know the fruit candies. The one with many flavours like strawberry, lemon, orange, lime, grape, and so on. I am the candy that afraid to be put down....."

She didn't have a chance to hear Z's reply, it faded, became vague and darkened, until nothing left.
 

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PostPosted: Fri Feb 06, 2015 8:56 pm



{ spoiler - please don't say anything if you read this. }

Attachment

Every mail can be come with attachment. She never thought of getting attached to someone or something ever since the initial link was cruelly cut off.

Veins that invisibly throbbing since she was born, when cut, bloods gushed out and the piercing pains induced - all she never thought of, all she fought against her will to die - only one remained but silenced.

She was never simple to begin with, ever since she realized her parents' feeling. She acted like she was okay for the sake of her siblings. "The bud never bloom before it withered" she believed that was what her name meant, instead of a blessing and wish for the bright future of a young daughter.

She felt loved, more than enough - used to.

Her sisters tried their best to stuff up the hole that gouged by their parents, same for her brother. She understood that and lived for them until - it happened.

It took away everything from her, she became an empty corpse holding a nearly poof soul. On one side, a voice told her how they spent their last time just to protect her and she should live. On the other hand, she didn't know how to - how to continue when she couldn't feel the love........

It was that critical moment someone threw a rope to her and she eagerly took it, trying to survive one last time. She made excuses and fake goals for herself and went to the island.

She never think of creating links with someone, that will only be the obstacles on her path -

- Unluckily and inevitably, the soul desired to be loved did, the innocent girl did.

It was hard to deal with.
PostPosted: Fri Feb 06, 2015 11:27 pm


Sand Castles

I crowned myself the princess, territory merely my heart. On the land cursed, I build castles made of sands, reinforced with sweats and tears.

I love my little castles, the gravels, broken shells scraped my hands glistening beautifully. They are so beautiful that I can't resist to reach my hand out - before my hand could land on the fine surface, I hesitated: What if they fall?

I treasure my little castles, each of them look different but all stunning.

But, they are built of sands. I couldn't build them in the same shape once they collapse.

I am worried and scared all the time, I check them with my eyes everyday.

People realize their beauty reach out and touch, my word of 'they will fall' stifle in throat. Some crumble with the gentle touch, they do not shine like before in my eyes. Bit by bit, they lose their sheen.

If they would collapse some day, if I have to be so worried day and night, if it hurts so much, why not I destroy all of them at once?

At least......

I do it with my hands, but not others'

Today, I still do not have the courage I need to do so, they give too much memories. I stare at the castles and have the thought lingering in my mind.

I curl up on my knees in my princess dress.

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PostPosted: Sun Apr 26, 2015 12:01 pm


Reflection

She knew she was dreaming, because she seldom walk with her bare feet. She hates the coldness rising from bottom, it had nothing resembling the cool streams you'd dip your legs in summertime.

She looked around and walked, just walked slowly. She had no idea where she was heading, she just knew she need to. She felt light, as if she was a floating soul, like those you would see in cartoons. Eyes flickered left and right, but nothing got into her sight.

It was dark, but she could see herself clearly.

At the front not far away stood a mirror in full-length, it was the first and only object she saw so far and she realized she was walking towards it. It was jet-black, like someone used markers to mar it perfectly. It made a strong contrast to the sophisticated golden frame around the mirror glass.

She touched it, in the manner you touch the water and create ripples, the blackness dissipated and the effect extended outwards until the mirror shone in its originally sheen. She raised her head and looked up, into the mirror, shocked by the image it reflected.

A girl with a deadpanned face, eyes aloof and empty, staring afar.

She made her steps backwards in disbelief, her stifled squeaks still drew the attention of the reflection. She looked at her coldly, with no affections, far and detached.

"Why are you not smiling?" Voices heard, and she found herself asking a question.

The cold stare was piercing, sharp like an arrow. "Why do I care?"

"But you should be - should be cheerful, love smiling and - and- and optimistic like the Sun!" She realized she was yelling in an unbelievable, surprised, and confused tone, voice didn't sound like hers.

The reflection turned her head aside and snorted, staring at her again. "Does it matter to you? What do I matter to you?"

She could hear the gulp from her throat but her mouth was pursed. Unable to do anything, she gazed at the mirror. It was shining without the presence of light, the interference of the reflection showed something else - face that wasn't her.

She watched as the person in the mirror made a step backward and looked down her feet to find she did as well. She grabbed her hand onto her face, in the mirror, the part without interruption still showed the icy frozen expression of the girl. There was a mask on her face, she took it off but still couldn't see her face in the mirror. Out of huge fear, she broke the mirror by tossing the mask towards it. The clear sharp clatters hurt her soul like needles.

Surrounding her were broken pieces of the mirror, glistening, in irregular shapes. Her feet stepped on one and it stabbed through the sheer skin, it hurt. She looked into one, but couldn't find herself. It had a familiar face looked back at her, her eyes flickered to another piece, it had another familiar face. She nervously took a glance over the pieces, they all had someone she knew.


Who are you?



The bloods stained the surface, she wiped over the glossy pieces and marred them until nothing was clearly reflected. Her guts twisted, her mind buzzed, she felt it unbearable when the voice of the girl repeated her last question: Does it matter to you? What do I matter to you?

It repeated again and again slowly but persistent, up to a point that the annoyance hurt her brain. It sounded like a broken tape, it sounded like robot repeating a line purposelessly sometimes, it sounded like a simple innocent question, it sounded like something, everything, and nothing.

Stop, stop please. I don't know, I don't know, don't ask me.





You are nothing. Nothing to them.







A whisper replied, dry and flat.




"Does it matter to you?" A short pause. "What do I matter to you?" She found tears running down her face and she repeating the questions. As if it was solely an iteration, as if it was a new question asking for an answer.

The mirror in front of her was unbroken, not a single crack can be found. It was perfect. It reflected a girl with red eyes, face wet by tears.





Ah, I see.




I am nothing. She is nothing.

She woke up from her bed, buried herself in the pillow already soaked with salty liquid. The hair on two sides already wet and heavy, how long has she been crying?

It was a nightmare, one of the many she'd had.
PostPosted: Tue Jun 09, 2015 9:50 am


Quote:
Pisces —
all you have ever loved seems to be taken from you, until your house is left an empty, cold thing,
and your soul has been turned into a ruin. do not despair; get up from the floor, dust your clothes.
there are seeds on the upper shelves in the shed. it is a time as good as any to start keeping a garden.”

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PostPosted: Mon Jun 29, 2015 2:12 am


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TCG Event Log

[DUEL RP] Shu vs Maddie - WIN
[DUEL RP] Shu vs TK - WIN
[DUEL RP] Shu vs Sy - In progress
[DUEL RP] Eva vs Shu - LOSE

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PostPosted: Sun Jul 02, 2017 9:29 am


{ Full Hunter Log }

Meta 1 June 2017 - Siluhe's journal

Post Meta ORP - All the Melacholies

[ Plot Solo ] You're not good enough (Shu)

[ OFFICE ORP ] #Death Lives Matter : x - x - x - x - x

[BOSS ORP] We do not sow : x - x - x - x

[ISLAND ORP] Truth or Truth : x

[PRP] Peel Talk (Rhys/Not-Shu) x

[ORP] [Camp Lucy] Scavenging (Toki) x - x - x - x

[Training] I don't care about you (Not-Shu/Zane)

[PRP] No Title (Shu+?)

[ GM ORP ] The Cabin ("Part 1" until Oct 31st @ 7 PST) x - x - x - x
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