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Lilly's Diary
personal thoughts here
July 2014
  • [07/16/14 03:24am] Pretty good week!

  • June 2014
  • [06/10/14 02:10pm] It's really over.
  • [06/06/14 01:56am] End of a friendship, I guess.

  • April 2014
  • [04/09/14 01:52pm] Kinda wish she'd just fucking leave me already. :/

  • February 2014
  • [02/27/14 12:57am] Going to go back to not giving a fuck
  • [02/24/14 10:45pm] Really getting the shits.
  • [02/24/14 09:29pm] Trying to avoid being swallowed by debt

  • December 2013
  • [12/20/13 07:50pm] "Rikkful"

  • November 2013
  • [11/11/13 12:49pm] Pissed the fuck off

  • September 2013
  • [09/20/13 01:41am] Now he fucked up big time.
  • [09/19/13 01:03pm] Got rid of Red.
  • [09/19/13 03:45am] Another beautiful day.
  • [09/18/13 02:50pm] Wonderful fucking week!

  • October 2012
  • [10/30/12 03:57am] :/ these feels.

  • July 2012
  • [07/11/12 01:38am] depressionnn

  • June 2012
  • [06/11/12 07:46am] I suppose things are the way they were meant to be

  • May 2012
  • [05/14/12 12:20am] Let today get to me
  • [05/10/12 05:52pm] Ready to eat a bullet

  • March 2012
  • [03/19/12 05:20am] stressed out :/

  • February 2012
  • [02/24/12 11:59pm] so fucking stressed i feel like crying
  • [02/24/12 02:26am] Fuck this shitty house.
  • [02/16/12 12:33am] Back to the grind

  • January 2012
  • [01/23/12 06:05am] just plain fucked
  • [01/17/12 12:11am] Maybe my dreams a prophetic?
  • [01/12/12 05:22pm] another losing chloe dream

  • December 2011
  • [12/26/11 05:07pm] My dreams are very important to me
  • [12/24/11 10:59pm] "Dream" dejavu
  • [12/17/11 07:44pm] Sad and alone.
  • [12/13/11 02:18am] IF she wants to find someone else, let her.
  • [12/08/11 04:10am] ARG (videogame related)
  • [12/02/11 11:21pm] Stress and worries

  • September 2011
  • [09/16/11 11:34pm] Pretty tired of getting cut off :/
  • [09/10/11 06:12pm] (Honestly) Considering moving back to TX.

  • August 2011
  • [08/17/11 02:41am] Ridiculously sick of everything atm
  • [08/01/11 09:59pm] Don't know what's going on

  • July 2011
  • [07/15/11 11:14pm] So her living in a dorm
  • [07/12/11 05:52pm] Maybe she needs to live alone.
  • [07/10/11 10:07pm] Chloe: You can read this when I think you're ready
  • [07/08/11 07:27pm] =__= another life change coming up?

  • June 2011
  • [06/28/11 06:25pm] People are retarded.
  • [06/12/11 03:04am] also, fuck people.
  • [06/12/11 02:37am] adsfghjkl
  • [06/09/11 03:24am] aaaaaeeeeeeeerrrrrrrfffffffff

  • May 2011
  • [05/18/11 10:34pm] It was worth a try.
  • [05/18/11 07:17pm] Balancing out the bad with the good
  • [05/05/11 03:44am] asdf

  • April 2011
  • [04/19/11 08:31pm] FUCK TODAY IS SHITTY
  • [04/18/11 11:18pm] wtf
  • [04/18/11 11:17pm] Meh
  • [04/11/11 01:49am] Can't cry this time
  • [04/10/11 10:17pm] Fucking spoiled brat.
  • [04/07/11 07:46pm] trying to stay calm~
  • [04/01/11 02:25am] well whatever.

  • March 2011
  • [03/29/11 02:43am] fuck this
  • [03/22/11 09:27pm] trying to not yell
  • [03/14/11 10:25pm] Trying to make the best of it.
  • [03/14/11 08:19pm] meh.
  • [03/11/11 06:43am] just posting..
  • [03/02/11 03:12am] bluh

  • February 2011
  • [02/23/11 07:40pm] ...
  • [02/20/11 11:27pm] = =
  • [02/19/11 04:04am] stfu
  • [02/15/11 10:45pm] well
  • [02/10/11 07:35am] venting

  • January 2011
  • [01/23/11 09:40pm] eh..
  • [01/14/11 07:53am] moved~
  • [01/05/11 02:17am] what the fuck ever.
  • [01/01/11 10:31pm] meh, i can never do anything right

  • December 2010
  • [12/27/10 05:45am] Update just for the sake of updating~
  • [12/21/10 04:57am] eh
  • [12/21/10 02:33am] lsjdfadf
  • [12/18/10 05:38am] llflfl
  • [12/18/10 05:36am] i'm hungryy
  • [12/16/10 05:02pm] First day of apt hunting~
  • [12/08/10 11:27am] LEGO
  • [12/04/10 12:59pm] First time in a long time
  • [12/02/10 08:06am] Actually.. really happy.

  • November 2010
  • [11/29/10 04:43am] Mad World
  • [11/21/10 05:59am] The world is fucking crazy.
  • [11/14/10 07:34pm] dream within a dream
  • [11/13/10 05:14am] I wish I could live for you.
  • [11/06/10 06:29am] sleepy day
  • [11/02/10 09:15am] I am strong.
  • [11/02/10 07:05am] o o

  • October 2010
  • [10/30/10 09:53am] -shrug-
  • [10/13/10 06:28am] Better
  • [10/09/10 02:31pm] Dream

  • September 2010
  • [09/28/10 05:04am] Glad she doesn't read these
  • [09/28/10 03:31am] ^ ^
  • [09/27/10 06:34am] Blarghty
  • [09/20/10 11:48pm] meh.
  • [09/19/10 08:48pm] Ugh.
  • [09/16/10 07:14am] bleh
  • [09/11/10 08:48am] Meh.
  • [09/08/10 12:12am] Moving soon..
  • [09/05/10 01:58am] Blarg..
  • [09/04/10 12:30am] =/
  • [09/03/10 09:06am] I want to fade.

  • August 2010
  • [08/27/10 01:30am] OKAY...
  • [08/26/10 09:34pm] aww.. lol
  • [08/25/10 12:11am] fuck my phone = =
  • [08/23/10 05:32pm] =___=
  • [08/21/10 07:44am] Fuck fuck fuck
  • [08/18/10 08:27am] No excuse.
  • [08/17/10 08:26am] Starting a new chapter soon
  • [08/04/10 01:20am] don't want anyone
  • [08/01/10 10:29pm] Maybe I won't move then.
  • [08/01/10 02:39am] sign? Or coincidence...

  • July 2010
  • [07/31/10 07:48pm] eh.. meh..
  • [07/31/10 12:39pm] we're so much alike sometimes
  • [07/31/10 02:30am] I'm stupid. x__x
  • [07/30/10 04:49am] Lydis timeline
  • [07/23/10 05:17pm] too fucking forgiving.
  • [07/22/10 10:43pm] Meh..
  • [07/19/10 06:42pm] wooo
  • [07/19/10 01:31pm] My heart is closed tightly..
  • [07/16/10 07:22pm] Something bad is going to happen today.
  • [07/12/10 09:26am] caffeine od
  • [07/11/10 06:53pm] blah blah lonely day blah blah
  • [07/11/10 04:59pm] fucked up dream
  • [07/11/10 09:14am] she has done
  • [07/09/10 06:30pm] Hello, darkness, my old friend.
  • [07/06/10 06:47pm] Made it through.. gotta stay strong.
  • [07/05/10 08:57pm] E-Will
  • [07/05/10 07:59pm] Angels (lyrics)
  • [07/05/10 07:48pm] Just a thought (Lyrics)
  • [07/05/10 07:43pm] oh, thats why i felt shitty
  • [07/05/10 03:43am] Why do I feel this way?
  • [07/04/10 05:44pm] Sleepy..
  • [07/04/10 03:20am] x.x;;
  • [07/03/10 11:41pm] What the hell (good vibes)

  • June 2010
  • [06/25/10 09:12pm] wow. o o
  • [06/25/10 06:26pm] dont know how much longer i can take it
  • [06/25/10 04:31pm] Time to use this power o mine~
  • [06/24/10 05:22pm] updated journal entry
  • [06/24/10 05:10am] Faith
  • [06/23/10 07:30am] x x
  • [06/22/10 01:30am] @ @
  • [06/21/10 05:51pm] Plan B
  • [06/21/10 04:40pm] Don't care anymore.
  • [06/21/10 07:20am] -stares at the moon-
  • [06/20/10 08:44pm] ...
  • [06/20/10 06:00am] blech.
  • [06/20/10 02:10am] Rain (Lyrics)
  • [06/20/10 02:08am] not a friend in the world
  • [06/20/10 01:32am] meh.. what the hell
  • [06/18/10 06:06am] *yawn*
  • [06/12/10 07:55am] Staring at my phone.
  • [06/12/10 06:20am] My mood is crap.
  • [06/08/10 02:48am] *SNAP*
  • [06/08/10 02:33am] Meh...
  • [06/07/10 08:40pm] A-Kon changed me
  • [06/02/10 01:04pm] My dad = Chloe's mom

  • May 2010
  • [05/30/10 05:52pm] Gonna have fun
  • [05/30/10 03:49am] CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE
  • [05/30/10 02:55am] I need to invest in good headphones.
  • [05/29/10 10:16pm] X
  • [05/27/10 02:20pm] Story Sample
  • [05/27/10 12:20am] "With all you did nothing has changed"
  • [05/26/10 09:35am] Sleepy, positive feeling.
  • [05/26/10 04:29am] Work Sched 26th - 1st
  • [05/24/10 08:54pm] *throws phone at wall*
  • [05/24/10 09:35am] What about my party side
  • [05/23/10 01:35pm] everything is so.. weird
  • [05/21/10 03:36am] Just postin'..
  • [05/21/10 03:29am] *hugs journal*
  • [05/19/10 01:32am] Happiness is all that matters..
  • [05/19/10 01:27am] With everything that's changed..
  • [05/17/10 08:47pm] UGH FUCKING REALLY
  • [05/15/10 07:46pm] Worrying about important stupid things
  • [05/11/10 05:19pm] -snuggles pillow-
  • [05/09/10 12:50pm] Did a lot of thinking x x
  • [05/07/10 09:46pm] sleep is good...
  • [05/05/10 10:22pm] I miss the old days..
  • [05/05/10 09:34pm] Grandpa just died.
  • [05/05/10 06:45pm] : )
  • [05/05/10 12:41pm] she got in, dragged me out..
  • [05/05/10 10:07am] She won't stop banging, screaming
  • [05/05/10 07:33am] -crawls into hole-
  • [05/04/10 03:02am] My heart yearns for her..
  • [05/03/10 07:03am] Faith..
  • [05/03/10 03:22am] Sat in the shower, let the water wash over my brain..
  • [05/02/10 07:00am] x x life is good.
  • [05/01/10 08:46pm] I made life harder on everyone..
  • [05/01/10 12:27pm] x x
  • [05/01/10 03:00am] Chloe just left.

  • April 2010
  • [04/27/10 01:36pm] It's falling off D:
  • [04/27/10 10:01am] Its all coming back
  • [04/26/10 08:33pm] we've cleared the air..
  • [04/26/10 12:54am] *Stares at Phone*
  • [04/25/10 05:22am] Soon (update)
  • [04/24/10 10:28am] Going to give her my spare panda
  • [04/24/10 03:05am] ^ ^
  • [04/22/10 11:03pm] -it splits down the middle, and falls away-
  • [04/22/10 10:26am] -her porcelain mask hits the ground-
  • [04/20/10 10:20pm] Broken (Lyrics) ((Gorillaz))
  • [04/20/10 09:54pm] Rhinestone Eyes (lyrics)
  • [04/16/10 02:25am] Few more months, just a few more months..
  • [04/15/10 06:56pm] Music.
  • [04/15/10 04:30am] Dont want to be friends anymore
  • [04/14/10 05:31am] I love her.
  • [04/13/10 08:27am] Tommorow will be a better day.
  • [04/13/10 07:25am] Naive
  • [04/12/10 06:51am] -sigh- urgh
  • [04/11/10 04:59am] I'm so tired of being dissapointed.
  • [04/10/10 07:15pm] iPhone
  • [04/08/10 09:48pm] -facepalm-
  • [04/08/10 01:20pm] 6am rant
  • [04/08/10 01:06pm] Work Journal #whatev - April
  • [04/08/10 12:59pm] Work Journal # DONT CARE - April
  • [04/08/10 03:27am] SO. FML.
  • [04/08/10 03:07am] very interesting
  • [04/08/10 01:56am] Lonely Day (Lyrics..kinda.)
  • [04/07/10 09:43pm] My camera is becoming my bestie
  • [04/07/10 05:45pm] blah dream
  • [04/06/10 07:12am] she's perfect x x
  • [04/06/10 04:59am] Just another day in hell.
  • [04/04/10 09:15pm] ehhhhhh dying
  • [04/03/10 12:24pm] Work Journal #1 - April
  • [04/02/10 07:31pm] -stares at the sky-
  • [04/02/10 08:18am] sleepy.. everything is gonna be ok
  • [04/01/10 01:07pm] scared

  • March 2010
  • [03/31/10 10:02pm] she's doing so well...
  • [03/30/10 02:31am] I love her, I love her
  • [03/29/10 07:08pm] fucked up dream..
  • [03/29/10 08:07am] ----
  • [03/29/10 12:53am] She runs away (lyrics)
  • [03/27/10 09:12pm] may be moving sooner than I thought..
  • [03/25/10 07:32pm] -sigh-
  • [03/25/10 05:43pm] Barely Breathing (Lyrics)
  • [03/25/10 08:31am] neena is still mad xx
  • [03/25/10 02:52am] I hope she dies first..
  • [03/24/10 12:52pm] 6am rant..
  • [03/24/10 03:03am] -
  • [03/23/10 01:19pm] another happy post >.<
  • [03/23/10 02:43am] SO HAPPY ><
  • [03/22/10 09:34am] Life is getting better, piece by piece..
  • [03/20/10 01:20pm] o__o
  • [03/20/10 12:50pm] The storm will pass..
  • [03/19/10 01:07pm] HAPPY.
  • [03/19/10 12:55pm] Work Journal #4 - March
  • [03/19/10 01:17am] havent felt this way in a while..
  • [03/19/10 12:50am] this is just a rough patch..
  • [03/18/10 08:07pm] Pokemon stuffs >.>
  • [03/18/10 07:56pm] I'll be strong.
  • [03/18/10 07:33pm] Hmmm..Lilith help us..
  • [03/18/10 03:36pm] The talk last night..
  • [03/17/10 07:45pm] Lilith is warm.
  • [03/17/10 06:11pm] FUCK.. what the fuck do I do
  • [03/17/10 01:03pm] one hell of a night
  • [03/16/10 06:47pm] I'm so happy that i'm not crazy x.x
  • [03/16/10 06:30pm] Random venting
  • [03/16/10 05:58pm] I feel better..
  • [03/16/10 04:50pm] It's going to take me some time..
  • [03/16/10 03:51pm] But when she's gone..
  • [03/16/10 03:43pm] Hm..
  • [03/16/10 03:33pm] Had a serious talk with chloe.
  • [03/16/10 12:57pm] Work Journal #2 - March
  • [03/16/10 12:49pm] Work Journal #1 - March
  • [03/15/10 10:11pm] ...
  • [03/15/10 09:53pm] Happy as hell X3
  • [03/15/10 09:24pm] hurt feelings (whats new?)
  • [03/15/10 01:36pm] emotions are back.
  • [03/15/10 12:39pm] Well (Lyrics)
  • [03/15/10 11:29am] Sleeping is becoming impossible..
  • [03/15/10 11:14am] I'm starting to hate waking up..
  • [03/15/10 06:06am] my eyes only 3
  • [03/15/10 06:00am] Finally got to talk to chloe
  • [03/15/10 01:03am] my eyes only 2
  • [03/14/10 11:06pm] my eyes only
  • [03/14/10 11:04pm] I dunno.
  • [03/14/10 09:17pm] It's a good thing when I get upset.
  • [03/14/10 09:11pm] Scary..
  • [03/14/10 08:18pm] Okay. I decided something.
  • [03/14/10 11:26am] hm.
  • [03/13/10 11:25pm] My life is so wishy washy..
  • [03/12/10 12:56pm] DAMNN HERRR
  • [03/11/10 07:33am] As creepy as this sounds..
  • [03/10/10 01:38pm] feeling detached..
  • [03/07/10 03:48am] too happy
  • [03/05/10 06:45am] April 30 x x
  • [03/05/10 01:08am] sometimes I wonder why I bother.
  • [03/04/10 03:20am] The light before we land
  • [03/04/10 03:17am] randomly emo
  • [03/03/10 12:42pm] SO HAPPY
  • [03/02/10 12:54pm] lol she still wont say it!
  • [03/02/10 02:11am] encoded post
  • [03/01/10 01:49am] <.<.. meh.

  • February 2010
  • [02/28/10 07:00am] lmao >.>
  • [02/27/10 07:45pm] Neena is ridiculous x x
  • [02/25/10 12:53pm] drama drama drama
  • [02/23/10 03:05am] drama abortion
  • [02/23/10 01:31am] jsdfjka UGH!!
  • [02/22/10 02:00pm] i hate condoms
  • [02/22/10 01:03am] stupid stupid girl..
  • [02/22/10 12:07am] w/e = ='
  • [02/21/10 11:56pm] she blocked me = =
  • [02/21/10 11:51pm] I was too harsh
  • [02/21/10 08:51pm] STILL tired
  • [02/21/10 07:34pm] tired
  • [02/21/10 12:22pm] 2:04 AM - Short work journal
  • [02/19/10 01:39pm] going to sleep, feeling better..
  • [02/18/10 12:59pm] x x
  • [02/17/10 10:56pm] healing..
  • [02/17/10 05:02am] -sigh- she butchered the atmosphere.
  • [02/16/10 11:59pm] o o chloe is prob. moving to cali
  • [02/16/10 01:46pm] last night was a great night
  • [02/16/10 03:31am] <__< if chloe goes les..
  • [02/15/10 04:53am] staying optimistic..
  • [02/14/10 10:45am] AWH <33
  • [02/14/10 05:13am] ridiculously happy x x
  • [02/13/10 07:16pm] weird.. everything is so soft
  • [02/13/10 06:00pm] Zero (Lyrics)
  • [02/13/10 05:28pm] this is disgusting
  • [02/13/10 10:30am] Mmkay. (Calm)
  • [02/13/10 08:26am] sitting in the room, looking out the window
  • [02/13/10 03:23am] Fuck this.
  • [02/12/10 10:57pm] bad idea
  • [02/12/10 10:51am] v-day is going to suck
  • [02/12/10 10:03am] I know what I did wrong
  • [02/12/10 05:19am] Almost fucked up.. almost..
  • [02/12/10 04:45am] It's not over (Lyrics)
  • [02/12/10 04:38am] 2:35 PM - Work Journal
  • [02/11/10 01:11pm] Relationship/Break up advice for future guys
  • [02/11/10 12:41pm] this will fall on deaf ears.. ((Open Arms - Lyrics))
  • [02/11/10 12:23pm] idkkkkkkkk
  • [02/11/10 05:10am] This love (Lyrics)
  • [02/10/10 01:07pm] lol >.< I'm amused
  • [02/10/10 12:33pm] #5 -- 4:20 AM -- Venting
  • [02/10/10 12:27pm] #4 -- Recap
  • [02/10/10 12:26pm] #3 -- 2:05 AM
  • [02/10/10 12:19pm] #2 -- 12:15AM
  • [02/10/10 12:13pm] #1 -- 11:15PM
  • [02/10/10 02:58am] long rant
  • [02/10/10 12:39am] Lovesong (Lyrics)
  • [02/10/10 12:24am] let neena out
  • [02/09/10 11:57pm] something i want to say
  • [02/09/10 11:30pm] She fucking hates me (Lyrics)
  • [02/09/10 11:00pm] new plans.
  • [02/09/10 10:56pm] meh..w/e
  • [02/09/10 12:43pm] 6am rant
  • [02/09/10 02:52am] I gotta feeling (lyrics)
  • [02/09/10 02:42am] explanations
  • [02/09/10 01:10am] Liar (Lyrics)
  • [02/09/10 12:10am] Throwin' down (lyrics)
  • [02/08/10 10:41pm] ugh god i'm so blah (update)
  • [02/08/10 01:15pm] lol gonna break up with her
  • [02/08/10 01:02pm] LOL OMFG THIS IS HILARIOUS
  • [02/08/10 12:54pm] lol kiwi pwns
  • [02/08/10 12:40pm] may lock neena away
  • [02/08/10 12:38pm] angst
  • [02/08/10 03:52am] ugh!
  • [02/08/10 01:14am] Sweet Delilah (Lyrics)
  • [02/08/10 01:11am] want to run away....
  • [02/08/10 01:06am] about lyrics
  • [02/08/10 12:04am] Still (Lyrics)
  • [02/08/10 12:01am] Prob wont' get a chance to talk to chloe
  • [02/07/10 12:19pm] x__x
  • [02/06/10 12:33pm] idk anything
  • [02/02/10 01:17pm] omg chloe is so perfect xx

  • January 2010
  • [01/31/10 11:33pm] quick post
  • [01/25/10 01:03am] Vermillion Pt. 2 (Lyrics)
  • [01/24/10 12:42pm] 6am rant
  • [01/22/10 03:28am] discussion:
  • [01/22/10 01:45am] enjoying this moment
  • [01/22/10 12:43am] things wrong in life
  • [01/22/10 12:36am] Worries
  • [01/22/10 12:28am] I hope she stays strong..
  • [01/21/10 02:55am] Work Sched this week
  • [01/20/10 12:15pm] some stuff about work and chloe
  • [01/20/10 02:50am] Got Jealous (lyrics)
  • [01/18/10 03:26am] Hemorrhage (Lyrics)
  • [01/18/10 02:26am] Clingy, needy .__.
  • [01/18/10 01:35am] I'm in a bad mood
  • [01/15/10 11:39pm] next few entries may be private
  • [01/15/10 11:32pm] Feel bad for chloe..
  • [01/15/10 01:16pm] Work sched~~
  • [01/14/10 12:25pm] 6am rant~~
  • [01/13/10 12:35pm] ok, gonna rant~ (6am rant)
  • [01/13/10 12:24pm] Original rant gone.
  • [01/13/10 01:46am] feel like shit
  • [01/12/10 01:11pm] Ok, taking off the mask.
  • [01/12/10 03:33am] work sched this week
  • [01/11/10 09:01pm] adieu..
  • [01/11/10 08:53pm] give up
  • [01/11/10 12:47pm] 6am mega rant
  • [01/11/10 12:48am] = ='..ffs
  • [01/10/10 09:31am] Good day
  • [01/08/10 08:35am] Posting this because chloe's asleep XP
  • [01/06/10 01:55am] Want to be left alone..
  • [01/05/10 11:11pm] My own prison (lyrics)
  • [01/05/10 09:13pm] lots to update..
  • [01/05/10 12:19am] Work Sched.
  • [01/04/10 12:28pm] 6am rant
  • [01/03/10 07:40am] sleepy, long rant
  • [01/03/10 05:07am] idk, secret
  • [01/02/10 09:39pm] Chloe is the best thing that happened to me
  • [01/01/10 11:24am] Status update!
  • [01/01/10 11:05am] Stance on drugs~
  • [01/01/10 09:16am] Brown Eyes (Lyrics)
  • [01/01/10 09:14am] Hurt..
  • [01/01/10 08:30am] Gonna stop lying to myself.
  • [01/01/10 06:54am] Everybody's Fool
  • [01/01/10 03:53am] Feeling down.
  • [01/01/10 03:19am] Half the man I used to be (Lyrics)

  • December 2009
  • [12/31/09 10:11am] /sigh
  • [12/31/09 07:29am] Is she the one..?
  • [12/31/09 07:23am] meh..
  • [12/28/09 08:04pm] o.0
  • [12/28/09 06:44am] I'm a clueless uke
  • [12/27/09 12:24pm] Idk .. another tired rant
  • [12/27/09 02:42am] you know whats fucked up
  • [12/27/09 02:35am] w/e mood
  • [12/26/09 11:23pm] Pissed~
  • [12/23/09 07:52pm] summore stuffs
  • [12/20/09 12:40pm] LOTS of stuff..rl and all
  • [12/11/09 09:59am] everything is ok
  • [12/08/09 07:27am] Sched Dec. 09 - Dec. 15
  • [12/07/09 04:21am] Doing some honest thinking
  • [12/06/09 08:42am] lol
  • [12/03/09 03:33am] Schedule Dec. 02 - Dec. 09
  • [12/03/09 12:31am] Annoyed @ work.
  • [12/01/09 02:51am] Saving all my love for you (Lyrics)
  • [12/01/09 01:37am] No more spending money~
  • [12/01/09 12:31am] Anxiety 'bout Work
  • [12/01/09 12:22am] Dreading work tonight

  • November 2009
  • [11/30/09 10:37pm] Feel better after sleeping
  • [11/30/09 05:16pm] Can't sleep
  • [11/30/09 05:05pm] This is so strange..
  • [11/30/09 04:31pm] Chloe doesn't love me anymore..
  • [11/25/09 11:13pm] Dad being a baby -___-
  • [11/23/09 10:54pm] WORK SCHED
  • [11/23/09 10:37pm] blah moment
  • [11/21/09 02:05am] @__@
  • [11/13/09 12:31pm] Got my check, etc.
  • [11/12/09 07:16pm] Work tonight too.. bah
  • [11/12/09 02:51am] Hybrid Rainbows..
  • [11/10/09 05:58pm] Work Sched. 11/11 - 11/17
  • [11/09/09 03:04am] SO HAPPY (also nervous D: )
  • [11/08/09 10:52pm] Talk (Lyrics, PERFECT SONG)
  • [11/08/09 10:37pm] Tear away (Lyrics)
  • [11/08/09 09:18pm] Mayday (Lyrics)
  • [11/08/09 08:27pm] Chloe might go on a date
  • [11/08/09 07:35pm] Hearts are rock, Love is a river.
  • [11/08/09 04:31pm] Work talk + happiness
  • [11/07/09 05:10pm] ehhhhh.....
  • [11/06/09 10:33pm] Last night.. was.. perfect.
  • [11/05/09 03:39am] xxx
  • [11/05/09 02:21am] The Happy Song (Lyrics)
  • [11/05/09 02:11am] Not going to sleep much friday.
  • [11/05/09 12:03am] Adonis (Lyrics)
  • [11/04/09 11:58pm] Portrait (Lyrics)
  • [11/04/09 08:51pm] Work Schedule
  • [11/04/09 04:52am] Forgotten Love (Lyrics)
  • [11/04/09 03:33am] Life
  • [11/03/09 05:27pm] doing things with dad
  • [11/03/09 04:44pm] Status Report #001
  • [11/03/09 12:55pm] I am being pushed away from.
  • [11/03/09 12:36pm] woke up wanted to cry
  • [11/03/09 05:13am] pissed again
  • [11/03/09 05:06am] Almost Human (Lyrics)
  • [11/03/09 04:48am] I've managed!
  • [11/03/09 03:58am] Temporary resident being..
  • [11/03/09 03:47am] Forfeiting my life.
  • [11/03/09 03:34am] Blocked her and her friend.
  • [11/03/09 03:29am] Pissed off.
  • [11/03/09 02:01am] Relationship is dead. Friends now.
  • [11/03/09 01:10am] Breathe (Lyrics)
  • [11/03/09 12:56am] crying
  • [11/03/09 12:28am] story of my life lol
  • [11/02/09 11:28pm] back at the house with mel
  • [11/02/09 09:54pm] hanging with mel
  • [11/02/09 08:01pm] trufax
  • [11/02/09 07:09pm] Fish tale
  • [11/02/09 06:52pm] Mermaid Fishin
  • [11/02/09 06:18pm] aaaaaaaaand I'm over it.
  • [11/02/09 06:11pm] nothing important..
  • [11/02/09 05:59pm] -IF- Things don't work out...
  • [11/02/09 05:40pm] Left offline messages.. final try
  • [11/02/09 03:08pm] Got a job
  • [11/02/09 07:28am] Sleeping on it.
  • [11/02/09 02:15am] finally calmed down..
  • [11/02/09 01:31am] hate my life, fucking hate it
  • [11/02/09 01:23am] single.. hate my life
  • [11/01/09 06:31pm] don't know how she does it
  • [11/01/09 07:32am] why does being alone hurt

  • October 2009
  • [10/30/09 06:50pm] Oddly alone feeling...
  • [10/30/09 05:33pm] Weird dream (another)
  • [10/29/09 01:28pm] JOB
  • [10/28/09 08:06pm] don't know anymore
  • [10/28/09 05:09pm] weird dream
  • [10/28/09 05:38am] 7,
  • [10/27/09 06:29am] lifes a bitch
  • [10/24/09 08:54am] thoughts
  • [10/22/09 08:48pm] Legitimate annoyance~
  • [10/21/09 07:15pm] What am I doing..?
  • [10/21/09 06:29pm] Note from mom...
  • [10/20/09 12:52am] Very worried.
  • [10/20/09 12:07am] hyperactive, ugh
  • [10/19/09 08:16pm] Huh..
  • [10/19/09 07:25pm] Lonely day (Lyrics)
  • [10/19/09 07:01pm] She needs a friend..
  • [10/19/09 06:54pm] Creep (Lyrics)
  • [10/19/09 05:21pm] Secret Journal.
  • [10/19/09 05:19pm] Am I going crazy?!
  • [10/19/09 04:56pm] Lost my emotions..?
  • [10/19/09 06:59am] Making plans with my new buddy
  • [10/19/09 04:44am] hate yuu so much
  • [10/19/09 04:11am] I'm a fucking jackass, and I hate myself
  • [10/18/09 09:01pm] cant take it anymore
  • [10/18/09 07:29pm] worried
  • [10/17/09 05:05am] OMG, TODAY, PWNS.
  • [10/16/09 11:04pm] hurr durr
  • [10/16/09 09:34pm] Curse you brain!
  • [10/16/09 12:59pm] 6:39 AM
  • [10/16/09 05:34am] Choe's goin to a rave
  • [10/15/09 11:04pm] In love and Lonely (Lyrics) (I wanna sing it to her)
  • [10/15/09 07:50pm] This journal is addicting, lol
  • [10/15/09 07:18pm] If I'm happy, I shouldn't sweat the small stuff..
  • [10/15/09 07:09pm] What is love?
  • [10/15/09 05:51pm] Had a bit of trouble sleeping
  • [10/15/09 07:23am] Hmm~~~
  • [10/15/09 03:16am] Chillin'~
  • [10/14/09 08:02pm] o__o ok~!
  • [10/13/09 09:18pm] Being single isn't so bad.
  • [10/13/09 06:47pm] Just got out of the shower.
  • [10/13/09 01:55am] I... dunno.
  • [10/12/09 11:13pm] The death of all the romance (Lyrics)
  • [10/12/09 10:39pm] Believe (Lyrics) ((Pretty much my mood atm))
  • [10/12/09 09:27pm] Why does life have to be so complicated?
  • [10/12/09 09:08pm] Should I stay or Should I go? (Lyrics)
  • [10/12/09 09:15am] Sonofa
  • [10/12/09 04:47am] Goodbye (Lyrics)
  • [10/12/09 03:10am] Stay with me (Lyrics)
  • [10/12/09 02:33am] Getting comfortable being single.
  • [10/11/09 07:11pm] So clear, yet I can't see..
  • [10/11/09 05:47pm] Kinda sucks, that I can't control others
  • [10/11/09 06:39am] Random moment of weakness..
  • [10/11/09 04:59am] Poor Chloe...
  • [10/11/09 04:35am] Survivor (Lyrics)
  • [10/10/09 11:30pm] This much fun (Lyrics)
  • [10/10/09 10:49pm] Bummer (Lyrics)
  • [10/10/09 10:39pm] How it's going to play out
  • [10/10/09 10:33pm] Cry me a river (Lyrics)
  • [10/10/09 10:25pm] Hmmmmmm...
  • [10/10/09 09:41pm] I guess it was her way of dumping me
  • [10/10/09 08:14pm] Kinda weird being single.
  • [10/10/09 05:07am] Looking through past entries
  • [10/10/09 04:56am] I lol'd, IRONY!!
  • [10/10/09 03:01am] private (chloe no reading)
  • [10/10/09 01:28am] argh, that's cruel
  • [10/09/09 11:42pm] I will survive (Lyrics)
  • [10/09/09 09:14pm] 'nother thought
  • [10/09/09 08:44pm] Journal = new best friend
  • [10/09/09 08:35pm] Temporarily Single
  • [10/09/09 03:42pm] feeling blah
  • [10/09/09 04:01am] not important, heh
  • [10/09/09 03:18am] mood swings &wonder
  • [10/09/09 02:12am] semi-bad mood
  • [10/08/09 05:09pm] mid morning journal entry o o
  • [10/08/09 07:10am] x x
  • [10/08/09 05:52am] Twitter
  • [10/07/09 06:32am] Duvet (Lyrics)
  • [10/05/09 08:04am] this sums me up perfectly
  • [10/05/09 06:16am] reminded
  • [10/04/09 12:53am] Goin' Crazy~~
  • [10/02/09 02:33am] today sucks

  • September 2009
  • [09/30/09 03:51am] butterfingers
  • [09/25/09 07:52am] The Footsteps of Dreams (Lyrics)
  • [09/25/09 07:46am] 1:36 am
  • [09/24/09 11:27pm] pissed off
  • [09/20/09 12:33am] November Rain (lyrics)
  • [09/20/09 12:03am] blah day
  • [09/19/09 05:06am] dunno nothing n'more
  • [09/15/09 07:48pm] new hope
  • [09/14/09 08:51pm] -sigh- .__.
  • [09/14/09 03:25am] random frustration, venting
  • [09/13/09 11:26pm] pondering (pt2)
  • [09/13/09 11:21pm] pondering (pt1)
  • [09/13/09 04:58pm] being randomly blah XP
  • [09/13/09 07:46am] XP somewhat blah ish right now
  • [09/11/09 07:21pm] Pissed off
  • [09/11/09 12:19am] idea for story
  • [09/10/09 02:51am] damn jobs are hard to find..
  • [09/08/09 01:38am] hum de doo
  • [09/02/09 09:16pm] New job opening...?
  • [09/02/09 06:20pm] dissapointment, possible positive
  • [09/02/09 05:51am] growing up sucks..
  • [09/01/09 01:39am] I wasn't strong enough...

  • August 2009
  • [08/31/09 03:42am] fha;dfj LOL!!
  • [08/23/09 01:09am] everything is good, like pwns
  • [08/21/09 09:41pm] Like a Killer (Lyrics)
  • [08/21/09 08:31pm] Must be dreaming (Lyrics)
  • [08/21/09 08:00am] The Labyrinth Inside my eyes (Lyrics)
  • [08/21/09 07:40am] Hear me out (Lyrics)
  • [08/21/09 06:48am] why i'm in the wrong about trust
  • [08/21/09 05:59am] semi-breakdown?
  • [08/21/09 04:35am] Major Realization
  • [08/21/09 04:33am] what does trust mean
  • [08/21/09 04:14am] fucking trust issues
  • [08/20/09 08:28pm] Game watch list
  • [08/20/09 02:35am] odd
  • [08/20/09 02:17am] Danger (Lyrics) ((How Im feeling))
  • [08/20/09 01:03am] Summer Rain (Lyrics)
  • [08/20/09 12:14am] Let it Go (Lyrics)
  • [08/19/09 02:04am] hm... actually
  • [08/19/09 02:01am] XP waiting game
  • [08/18/09 03:49am] really going to do it, shit ><;;;
  • [08/18/09 02:56am] I've sure been acting strange, huh XP
  • [08/17/09 09:32pm] El Manana
  • [08/17/09 09:19pm] Very.. somber mood.
  • [08/17/09 07:35am] Deep thinkin'.
  • [08/16/09 07:53am] Why the fuck not?
  • [08/15/09 09:10pm] trouble coping
  • [08/14/09 09:17pm] Over it.
  • [08/14/09 05:07pm] The deep end
  • [08/14/09 07:26am] so relieved
  • [08/14/09 05:47am] break down
  • [08/13/09 09:05am] sex related (nu reading)
  • [08/10/09 01:12am] heh...>__>;
  • [08/04/09 01:22am] Finally clicked..
  • [08/03/09 09:33pm] Broken Record

  • July 2009
  • [07/30/09 07:05pm] Modding my PSP
  • [07/27/09 05:53am] lrn2read
  • [07/23/09 06:35am] Shoujo-Ai really fucks you over..
  • [07/23/09 02:57am] Gaia News blog
  • [07/22/09 07:05am] Everything works out..
  • [07/16/09 09:05pm] "short topic"
  • [07/15/09 06:32pm] Rejected.

  • June 2009
  • [06/30/09 02:30am] Two halves of a whole
  • [06/16/09 04:16am] Random Donations &Random Quests
  • [06/15/09 06:46pm] RL Pics
  • [06/07/09 07:58pm] being a downer
  • [06/07/09 04:10pm] -sigh-

  • May 2009
  • [05/29/09 11:17am] so happy.. (and yet sad)
  • [05/24/09 11:00am] nervous
  • [05/15/09 12:43pm] Next few quests..(updated)
  • [05/14/09 12:18am] Wonderfully Kind Gaians~
  • [05/06/09 09:49pm] Ink Donationss
  • [05/02/09 11:01pm] Outfits (non-related)

  • April 2009
  • [04/19/09 12:30am] Outfits + Backstory
  • [04/18/09 06:11am] Open your heart
  • [04/18/09 05:41am] Aura
  • [04/11/09 08:16am] Arts <3
  • [04/07/09 06:16am] Hm.
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