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There's a skunk outside.. that, or someone in the neighbourhood is smoking pot.. wouldn't surprise me, what with spring break and all.. actually smells more like pot than skunk, skunk has a certain smell.. anyways..

I'm debating on moving to Missouri now.. all of the problems me and chloe have are solved when we're together, because she can't run away from me, when I'm 5ft away.. but moving there is commiting.. and I don't know if I want to anymore..

I don't know what's wrong with me lately.. maybe I haven't been sleeping enough, or maybe my grandpa is going to die sooner than I thought.. I'm just.. not sure about anything anymore.. = =;; whatever it is. . . ugh..

Maybe I should start drinking again, or maybe I should start doing drugs.. maybe drugs would fix whatever problem is in my head.. maybe I'd be normal like everyone else.. sure the side effects are scary, but then that's only for normal people.. if i'm already ******** up in the head, then there shouldn't be any problem..right?