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I know chloe's busy with life and all.. but yeah.. I dunno.. I've gotten so attached, her distance hurts....I keep trying to push her away, but I can't, which frustrates me..

I've been trying to close my heart to her, just to stop myself from going crazy, but I honestly can't.. .--.

I know she loves me and all.. but it just feels like she thinks our relationship is very casual.. (even though she says she doesn't, it still feels that way) so yeah.. I dunno..

It went from seeing her every day, calling her every night, to maybe getting 5 minutes with her, and no calling me at night whatsoever..

and this is probably a stupid thought to have, but I was thinking, why would she need me when she has linzy...but yeah, I know why she hasn't been calling me lately, but still...that's what it kinda felt like.. ehh..i'm in a very shitty mood..

I kept waking up, hurting so bad, because yeah...