i don’t want to be good, i want to be gold. forgiveness like iron, in the blood & invisible.
agony, soft as an eyeball, misused by god, can be found in gardens: hydrangeas, carnations, daffodils.
emma bosacki, creature map
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Posted: Sun Jan 15, 2017 10:02 am
name: Clementine Drew nickname: Clem gender / pronouns: cisgender girl?, genderqueer?, she/her age:131718 19 birthday: December 9th, 2003 zodiac sign: Sagittarius birthstone: Ruby blood type: b- favorite food: apples with cinnamon!!! Oh yes that's the GOOD STUFF hated food: spinach :C what does she look like, a rabbit? school: Graduated Meadowview, currently on an extended gap year while she figures things out. Previously attended Knightside.
hobbies: Gacha: MMORPGs may come and go, but one 'calming' consistent in the world of video games is that every gacha wants your money first and foremost. Exactly what she's playing any given month might rotate around, considering the amount of money her parents will let her put into any single game is much smaller than she'd like, but at any time you could probably check her phone and there'd be a minimum of two gacha games with cute anime girls opened within the last 24 hours. Tapdancing: Clementine has been in dance lessons since she was twelve. She has no real plans to make a career out of it - oftentimes for that you have to start much younger than she did, and she just doesn't have the drive to make up for lost time - but she finds it comforting, in the same way runners might talk about a runner's high. It's grounding, and the sound can be more than a little hypnotizing.
virtues: Kindhearted: Oftentimes it gets caught up in all her hubris and shortsightedness, but Clementine really does care - in fact, she cares immensely, and at heart she hates to see people harmed unless it's necessary. Why be mean?? Being mean is so tiring?? Just be nice?? Just: Clementine has a clear sense of when justice has been served, and frequently she worries about unfairnesses in the world that she's incapable of doing anything about; she may be petty and childish and prone to getting caught up in her own tiny little problems until they seem enormous, but when she's not so knotted up in all that, she does try and make sure to be as fair as possible, as just as possible. There's a lot of things that aren't fair in the world, and if she can solve a little of that... well, she's got to, doesn't she? Being an onlooker shoves the responsibility away, and no matter how much she might hate it, she won't shirk it.
Flaws: Contrary: Clementine has a tendency to, intentionally or unintentionally, shy away from any advice she's given or any opinions offered to her; she's prone to playing devil's advocate just for the sake of it, and she often flat-out acknowledges the advice she's been given is fully reasonable, she just doesn't want to. To some extent this has faded after a near-death experience in her early teens, but when she's upset it tends to come back as strongly as ever; the more upset Clementine gets, the more harshly she doubles down on being contrary. Crybaby: It's often difficult to take Clementine seriously, given that just about anything can bring her to sniffling and then to tears. She struggles harshly with emotional regulation, often being dragged around by her own feelings, and nowhere is this more obvious than sadness; it's unlikely she manages two weeks without a genuine uncontrollable crying fit, even if it only lasts a few minutes. The older she becomes, the more frustrating this is; people might've brushed it off as her being a kid when she was younger, but now people think she's childish and unstable and unreasonable -- and even if she is, it's still totally getting in the way of anything she wants to do!!
PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION Eyes: Bright crimson red, often a little watery, short lashes. Hair: Mahogany red-brown, wavy, and usually in some sort of updo. Her day-to-day standard has been pigtails for almost six years now, but the style's changed (they start at the bottom of her head instead of the top now), and she still trims her own split ends with scissors. Face: Round face, big ears, and a slightly protruding upper lip. Skin Type / Body Type: Clem is straight-up white for the last god-knows-how-many generations of ancestry; her skin is on the lighter side and has a persistent flush. She has a long, thin scar on her left arm from running into a glass door as a kid. She has a fairly standard build, and leans more towards the ectomorph side of the spectrum. Clothes: Absolutely no intent whatsoever. Typically consists of oversized graphic/band tees, mismatched knee-high socks, clunky sneakers, basketball shorts or a skort, and a hoodie tied tight around her waist. She loves stripes, green, and yellow. Generally the first thing Clem pulls out of her drawers is what she puts on, regardless of design.
There will always be those who say you are too young and delicate to make anything happen for yourself. They don’t see the part of you that smolders. Don’t let their doubting drown out the sound of your own heartbeat.
clementine von radics, for teenage girls with wild ambition and trembling hearts
Fuku Color: Main Color: #FEED81 Secondary Color: #31E03E
Attacks:
Sailor Scout Attack: Onnie Buttercup Blast! Action: Sailor Onnie holds her hands up to her mouth after incanting her attack, and blows a stream of magical buttercup petals at the enemy. Effect: Because these are magical, they can affect enemies even through clothing. These petals can cause itching, dryness, and minor blistering; however, if they come into contact with a mucus membrane, they cause salivation (if inhaled) and dizziness as well. Limitations: The effects of this attack last for 30 seconds, and Sailor Onnie can use it three times a battle. All physical damage caused by Onnie's magic (i.e. blistering) typically fades after the effect of the attack ends, although the sensations may linger and/or cause scarring at player discretion.
Super Sailor Scout Attack: Onnie Buttercup Barrage! Action: Sailor Onnie holds her hands up to her mouth after incanting her attack, and blows a stream of magical buttercup petals at the enemy. Effect: Because these are magical flowers, they can affect enemies even through clothing. These petals can cause itching, minor dryness, blisters, and a small rash; however, if they come into contact with a mucus membrane, they cause excessive salivation (if inhaled) and considerable dizziness as well. Limitations: At this stage, the effects caused by contact with the petals can last up to 35 seconds, and Sailor Onnie can use it twice a battle. All physical damage caused by Onnie's magic (i.e. blistering) typically fades after the effect of the attack ends, although the sensations may linger and/or cause scarring at player discretion.
Eternal Sailor Attack: Onnie Buttercup Nursery! Action: After incanting her attack, Sailor Onnie stomps her foot, and a field of magical buttercups rises from the ground around her. Effect: Even with the protection of clothing, the toxins produced by these buttercups are potent and will be experienced by anyone who comes into physical contact with the flowers. Touching the flowers causes various effects (including blistering, dizziness, itching, abdominal pain, rashes, drooling, and nausea); the longer an individual spends in the field, the worse the buttercup poisoning may become, to the point of potential (temporary) paralysis if an individual is particularly susceptible or just.. goes rolling around in the field. Limitations: This attack has a diameter of roughly fifteen feet (with Onnie in the middle); the buttercups spring up in a flower-shape resembling her symbol. It lasts for 40 seconds. The severity and variety of the effects caused by Buttercup Nursery is entirely player discretion -- one individual may simply become rather itchy and break out in a rash, while another may become somewhat nauseous, and a third entirely may become so wracked with stomach pain it incapacitates them. All physical damage caused by Onnie's magic (i.e. blistering) typically fades after the effect of the attack ends, although the sensations may linger and/or cause scarring at player discretion.
Sailor Onnie was awakened as a Chibi & completed the ritual to become a full Senshi in Summer 2019. As well as upgrading her abilities in general, this connection with her world has made her magic considerably more potent.
name: clementine drew nickname: clem gender / pronouns: cisgender girl, she/her/hers age:1314 15 birthday: December 9th, 2003 zodiac sign: Sagittarius birthstone: Ruby blood type: b- favorite food: apples with cinnamon!!! Oh yes that's the GOOD STUFF hated food: spinach :C what does she look like, a rabbit? school: Meadowview, formerly Knightside Hobbies: MMOs: Clementine isn't anywhere near the top echelon of players, but considering that she runs off of her own allowance as far as costs go, she's pretty good. After all, she's 13! She doesn't have to ask for parental consent anymore (not that she did in the first place, but, hey, it's good to pretend). At the minute it's mostly whatever free MMOs show up on Steam - she has schoolwork, after all, and it's kinda hard to explain subscription costs to your parents when it's their money you're spending, but she's trying to find a good time! Dancing: OH GOODNESS DOES CLEM LOVE DANCING. She's naturally athletic in the unpracticed way that some people just are -- right now it's just a jazz/tap/ballet combination class at the local dance studio, but she's been doing it for a few years, and she hopes to maybe specialize soon! Tap, maybe. Tap's a lot of fun. It's grounded. Virtues: Considerate: Even though she might not actively pay attention, Clementine tries to keep everyone's problems in mind. She's terribly contrary when it comes to things that affect her -- but other people? Other people deserve nothing but the best. She's willing to work around and through any problems you have, depending on how you feel about her help, and she'll respectfully back off if you tell her she's too overbearing. Forgiving: Despite what Clem tends to say, she's really all bark and no bite: Clem doesn't really have the guts to hate someone. There's always extenuating circumstances behind any action someone takes, and if she doesn't know that...how can she really be all that angry? There's no way to really put yourself in someone else's shoes without being them. And it's because of that fact that Clementine Drew has never held a grudge for longer than a week -- god forbid she genuinely wish ill on anyone without feeling at least the teensiest bit terrible either. Flaws: Contrary: If Clementine asks you for an opinion, or to make a choice for her, odds are she's going to go with the opposite answer. It's not necessarily that she does it to make a point, but she's determined to always be the exception to the rule. SHE IS NOT SUBJECT TO THE MAN'S RULES (yes she is, it's teenage rebellion and a contrary personality) Crybaby: Anything and everything can bring Clementine to tears. Doesn't matter the time of day -- she's just about as likely to cry at things as she is to do anything else. And who wants to be friends with a crybaby? It's hard to take her seriously when she's sobbing her heart out over a stray dog, or dropping a dollar bill, or even just getting vaguely reminded of something that elicits strong emotion.
PHYSICAL DESCRIPTION Eyes: Bright red Hair: Reddish-brown, wavy, with scrunchies keeping two long pigtails up on the sides/back of her head. Her bangs look like she did them with scissors, because she did. (It's strangely charming, none the less.) Face: Round face, big ears, and a slightly protruding upper lip. Clothes: T-shirts a few sizes too large that she uses a ponytail holder to tighten up in the back, mixed with long-sleeved undershirts and school-uniform everything-below-the-waist. Clementine takes a 'the first thing I pull out of that drawer is what I put on' approach.
You. You are wracked with a perverted sentimentality.
aoya - i've got no sense for living (I've got tons of weaknesses, and a bunch of useless redeeming qualities too so I'll be gunning for 60 points, wish me luck!) kim wilde - kids in america (outside a new day is dawning outside, suburbia's sprawling everywhere) pinocchiop - nee nee nee. (hey, hey, hey, @you this is a one-way mention to you) nanawoakari - declaration of complete resignation! (what's wrong with having an empty head, filled with nothing but flowers? I'm well aware that it's pretty cringy, but I follow my own rules) circusp - fall away (so grab my hand 'cause I'm falling fast and when we land I'm the girl to ask you just one little question) kinoshita - totally serious lovesickness (don't you see I've got a heart of glass?! it might not seem like it, but I'm trying pretty hard! take it easy on me, please? in a lot of ways) beat_shobon & circusp - tell me (please, te-te-tell me just what I should do! oh, sh-sh-show me a new avenue! from skies to the sea, I'll be the greatest you've seen! ...if you could te-te-tell me -- oh, te-te-tell me what to do!)
Hmm. I cannot understand these feelings any more.
Posted: Wed Jan 18, 2017 6:50 am
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Despite this, I feel obligated to suggest. Should you choose to create this world once more, another path would be better suited.