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Long day, but good day. Saw an entertaining movie, played card and board games with my sister n her friends. Missed him through all of it thought, missed him for the past 2 days actually -sighs then crosses fingers- i hope hes on tomorrow, er, today >x<'
I was in an oddly good mood today.. but like. from when i woke up to 1:30 or something i just felt like crying (dont wanna go into detail) then from watching that movie to now, ive been in a great mood owo lets see, no dreams that i can rememvber. hmm maybe i'll just post a dream that i remember. But the one i have in mind is really.. negative and well enraging on my part, but it ended ok i guess.

A couple weeks ago i had a dream that i was for some reason on my p.e. teacher house. She's kind and was all hospitable and let me stay at her place. So then i eventually needed to take a shower. So i went to the bathroom and was taking a shower, then i remember getting out and getting a towel. But i forgot my clothes, so i'm trying to make my way down a hallway to the room i was staying in to get my clothes trying to avoid anyone who wlaks by cause im only in a towel. Then this older man sees me, he's probably in his like 50's but he seemed to be in good shape for his age, he had like a jogging outfit on or something, with those baggy jackets and shorts. So he's kinda like "uh hey, what are you doing?" kind of laughing at me cause im all backed against the wall as if i was sneaking i said something like "nothing, sorry, please go away, sorry" Then he started to approach me.
I start to panic and try to push him away but of course hes all trying to touch me and i remember his hands touching my hips, bleh gross and awkward, and he took my towel too, i manage to get away and run down the hall. Pretty sure he followed me. But i kept trying to avoid him, i finally found clothes. and suddenly No one else was in the home for me to talk to. So i try to find a way to trick him into stopping. I try to dress up as a ghost and then warn him that if he tried to touch me he'd be cursed. XD it was so lame because i stood on a counter top wearing an old dress he was standing there i was like "you better stooop" all in a ghosty voice, "You will be cuursed" and he didnt listen, of course, all he did was try to look up my dress. So i kick him away while holding down my dress, jump down and run away. I didnt look back but i knew he was chasing me.
I somehow get into this place that looked like a home depot or like the storage room of some store and im running by all these people and ducking under tables and stuff and i eventually lose the *****. So then suddenly im with my family and we are in my dreams version of disneyland. Me my mom, my dad and my little sister are riding on some ride that is kind of like the soarin through california. Then i woke up. That day after that dream i was nearly jumpy towards every male XD whenever i saw a guy who seemed older with grey hair id avoid and just be all cautious. It was a weird couple of days. But its all good X3 maybe i'll remember a better dream later to type out.