Sentinel Sailor Star
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- Posted: Mon, 13 Jul 2015 04:19:26 +0000
✰ ✰ x ONE MORE ↻ ☪ N I G H T x one more
▒ before I shall ✄ wither and ☁ d i e
▒ before I shall ✄ wither and ☁ d i e
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- Salisbury was honestly uncomfortable with the way things were now.
Not only because the other was going to hate Salisbury for what he did (he still tried to hold out hope, but that hope was dimming with each passing day), but because of the other's stare as well . . . he didn't like the other's focus right into his eyes. Anyone trying to look into him and figure him out was the last thing he wanted right now. The more he focused on Titus' eyes, the more his knees trembled from where he stood. Why was he still trying to face him, even though his throat was clamped shut and he couldn't allow himself to say anything for the moment? But . . . what could he say, to justify all that he'd done?
The other male walked toward him, and Salisbury only stood petrified in front of him. Titus' hands cupping his face felt so . . . so . . . right with him. Salisbury was actually scared to admit that to himself, but he found solace in the other male wiping his cheek away. Salisbury didn't want to admit that he was on the verge of crying, but here was Titus reminding him of that painful truth. Salisbury's hands trembled--no, he wasn't contemplating on reaching for the other male--or was he? He fought with himself, telling him to not ruin anything more than he already did; however, his hands still went against his will, desiring to pull the other male close to him.
Salisbury's eyes widened when Titus soon pulled away from him, and the dark-haired male soon followed suit. His fingers grazed the redhead's hips, and Salisbury took a moment to look at his hands. Yes, he truly missed Titus--he couldn't deny that--but did that give his body any excuse to act away from his mind? Apparently so. It was like he was losing his self-control the more time he spent with Titus, and as much as Salisbury wanted to be angry at himself for it, he couldn't allow himself to feel that way. The more he thought about it, the more significance Titus had to Salisbury, and the florist was having a harder time adjusting to the entire situation more than he ever thought he would.
Titus was the first person to break the silence, and Salisbury stood in front of him taking a few, shaky breaths. He closed his eyes for a moment, trying to stop more tears from forming before he stared back at the redhead. "I suppose you can say that," he said, finally feeling a bit proud of himself for controlling some of the quivering in his voice. Maybe he would be completely better if he kept up this facade for just a bit longer--surely Titus wouldn't face him for that much longer, right? Maybe he would run away like he always seemed to do whenever he saw the gray-eyed British male these days. "I'm sure we've both . . . changed a lot since then."
So now Salisbury was resorting to small talk. Great. It was almost like Salisbury had some other questions that he wanted to ask the male--such as, "How have you felt since I last saw you?", but perhaps that would be like pouring salt to the wound. He flashed back to seeing Titus' face from the last week, and he remained frozen in front of the redhead. He was petrified, and he really didn't want the other male to notice that from him.
Salisbury's emotions were only for Salisbury and no one else, and he didn't want this situation to be any different for someone who surely hated him now.
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Grant ♚ me just o°• ONE ♣ MORE ♣ LIFE ❂
♫ ONE more I needed to make THIS thing ↪ • • R I G H T
♫ ONE more I needed to make THIS thing ↪ • • R I G H T
tab tab tab ♣ Peridot District: Flower Shop tab tab tab ♣ Titus tab tab tab ♣ Afraid tab tab tab ♣ . . .
The traitor XIII