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- Posted: Fri, 26 Feb 2016 18:53:57 +0000
★彡 I HAVE⋱TO ⋉ ⓉⓇⓎ ⋊ TO⋰BREAKxF R E E
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- The man's eyes lit up as soon as the tan farmer opened the door. She seemed so happy to see the artist, and her words for him only made his smile brighter. Visiting her reminded him of the simple times when he visited his mothers, and how no matter the circumstances around their difficult lives, they were still very happy to see him come home from school . . . His chest ached at the realization, though warmth filled him at the blanket Kaitlyn wrapped him in. She soon let go of him though, asking him about what he did moments earlier. Fabrice blushed and ran a hand through his hair. "Oh! Uh . . . yeah, I did. I guess I didn't do a good job of drying my hair out, didn't I?" He slightly laughed. Of course, it didn't help that it was snowing outside a bit and a lot of it probably got onto his hair, dampening it even more. But that didn't change the fact that Fabrice could probably stand to take care of himself a bit more . . .
She coaxed him inside, and at her request Fabrice nodded. He walked through the door, kicking his shoes off at the entrance. The farmer talked about her heater, and Fabrice shook her head at her comments. "It's okay, Kait! I'm sure your blankets are more than warm enough for the season, yes? Just as long as you're keeping yourself warm through some method," he smiled warmly at the farmer. The farmer was definitely smart enough to take care of herself, but he still worried over his friends; it was essentially a second nature to him. Before he knew it, Kaitlyn took her blanket and threw it over his shoulders, soon adding a towel for Fabrice's wet hair as well. He thanked her for her hospitality and then tried to follow her advice of keeping himself warm. The woman placed three mugs on the table and took one for herself, explaining to him that one cup had hot chocolate while the other had coffee. He smiled and grabbed for a cup, blowing the steam that was born from the liquid. "Either sounds good right now! I'll just take one at random and drink it. I don't mind a bit of surprise once in a while."
Of course, being a nice woman that Kaitlyn was, it didn't take long for her to show her true colors to Fabrice. She mentioned not seeing any new paintings in the museum, and that alone was enough to leave him frozen in place. Her comments on his appearance left him in deep thought: "So clean and rough . . . like a new sheet of sandpaper, huh." The male had been rambling, mostly to himself. He hadn't really thought of much regarding his appearance lately; all he thought was that he needed to feel less gross, hence his earlier shower. He had been under a lot of stress, most which was caused by his own doing, but he still didn't give himself time to think how he was appearing. His art was the most important aspect about him, and everything else didn't hold as much water as his oil pastels did.
Fabrice placed his drink to the side, hugging his knees to his chest. The farmer placed her butt on the ground, seeming to join him in his state of self-confusion. His eyes stared at his kneecaps while the farmer commented on his appearance more. Her words about his clean hands stabbed him, even if he knew that all she wanted was to help him. "I-it's not like I'm avoiding my job . . ." He started, his voice quivering. "For the past week I've been in my room, trying to think of ideas on what I could paint next. It just seems like everything I've done has already been done a million times before. Not only by myself, but by other artists who exist in this world." The male took a moment to remove his glasses from his face, and placed them next to his cup. "I guess I'm feeling a lot of hesitation . . . What can I do that would be a 'Fabrice' painting? I've been struggling to find the answer to that for a while."
His eyes widened at a bout of self-realization. "I know none of this sounds troubling, and I'm probably making a big deal over nothing. But even so . . . I wish I could do more for the people in Houseki Meadows."
He wiped the small tears that filled the corners of his eyes. "Even with all this, though . . . I'm glad I can be honest with you, Kaitlyn. I can't even count the amount of times you've helped me out through times like this." It made the male feel comforted knowing that even in his worst moods, he still could trust Kaitlyn to support him. He wondered if he could be as honest with his other friends as he could with Kaitlyn . . . the answer seemed to be no. It had taken him a while for him to open up to the farmer like this. His own self-loathing and inhibition wouldn't allow him to open up to anyone else very easily. Even with as long as he'd known the farmer, a part of him still felt that he was wasting her time, though the woman made it easier for him to ignore his self-loathing for a while.
In the back of his mind he was trying to think of ways to repay the woman for the kindness she had always shown him, and the patience that was by far her most dazzling trait. Surely he couldn't hold a candle to someone like her, even if he was trying his best.
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tab tab HAVE TO MAKE IT RiGHT, HAVE TO FiGHT
'CAUSE I KN↺W ◣ IN THE END ◢ IT'S WORTHWHILE
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