Tikikala
Necrose Macelar
Tikikala
is it sexual attraction, emotional attraction, intellectual, or other kinds of attraction that defines someone's sexuality?
I like to believe it's a weird combination of both all of the above and none of the above. Either you have to do some serious soul searching and experimentation to figure it out or you just know. Everybody's different.
I think I am sexually attracted to men, but I sure am not emotionally attracted to either lol.
intellectually it is also even...
Looks to me like you might need to figure it out, then. It's not so bad, if you've a spine of steel and are sure enough in yourself that you want what you're getting into. You meet interesting new people, learn some things about yourself and your fellow man. I had to figure it out for myself. Kinda not fair that I had to suffer so much indecision when others get to wake up one day and say without even having to try to figure it out, "Yes, I
am gay / bisexual / lesbian / asexual / whatever. I know that." but then, I'm not really good at making these kinds of decisions, so who's to say I made the right one, right? But then, I think I'm kinda blessed in having to figure out my own sexual preferences, as I most likely find it easier to try something else than someone who knew for a fact early they were born one way or another. Just my opinion, though.
So, what do you want? Based on what you said, I think you're going to have to work for your answer.