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I don't want to see
Another "Jinshinjiko"
Good-bye to another
That we never knew
≾ Haruki Kaminaga ≿
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Haru, Haruki, Haruki Kokoro, Ruki-chan
The Street Musician / Waiter
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Haru, Haruki, Haruki Kokoro, Ruki-chan
The Street Musician / Waiter
Silent confessions
Of pain and sorrow
Through this
Now on the train
Of pain and sorrow
Through this
Now on the train
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tab Haru had been working hard as of late. Ever since Loren had asked him to model for him, he had become moderately obsessed with perfecting his body. It wasn’t that he thought he was really in horrible shape, but he did think that prior to exercising he had more or less the shape of a 16 year old boy or younger despite the obvious difference in size. Not that it really mattered anyway since Loren hadn’t said anything about it… Then again, Loren had never really seen him without his shirt off, so he wouldn’t have known what things looked like before. That being said though, the more toned improvements were noticeable even without stripping down as he arms were more toned and the clothes he wore now that his cousin helped him pick out seemed to lay in a more flattering way than they had previously. This may have had something to do with Haru’s fluctuation in size since he had last really gone shopping.
tab In the car he was content to just sit there and listen to the conversation. He was still wondered how he got to be so lucky to go on this cruise with Loren, and part of him wondered why he was so doki doki about it in the first place. Sure, it was the first time for him to go on a vacation, but it seemed extra special since Loren would be there, and so would Carla. As they rode over to the ship and the two others talked slightly, he realized that he and Loren would probably be sharing a room. It didn’t really bother him to think about it so much since he was use to sharing rooms with friends back in Japan, but there was a slightly different feeling here. A sense of nervousness was working it’s way up Haru’s spine since he knew he almost always slept in his boxers alone or with a t-shirt or beater up top… It all depended on the temperature of the room. At home, if it was too hot, sometimes he even slept naked, but he figured that would be going a little too far for his friend to tolerate… And honestly, the prospect of sleeping next to Loren while naked made him feel a little sheepish.
tab ’Doushitan daro… Kokoro ga doki doki shiten no?` (Why is it that my heart is beating so quickly?) he thought to himself as they got out of the car and he saw the ship. ”Uwa! Sugoi jan” (Wow, amazing) the words spilled out of his mouth before he realized he said it in Japanese and not English, ”It looks rearry amazing,” he said smiling over at Loren and Carla, ”I can’t wait to shee what’s inside,” he continued. Though Haru’s English had improved A LOT, there was still an adorable little Japanese accent attached to it that recently people seemed to find charming even if it made Haru himself a little self conscious to have it pointed out. It was something that had come up when the new people started showing up at his lives because they thought he had something going with Carla. The truth of the matter though was that Carla was his cousin, and while he does love the guy, it’s a family type of love and nothing more… The papz did not seem to really understand that though as they kept pushing the issue of him and Carla sharing a roof at the moment… Though it was amazing they hadn’t brought up his frequent visits to Loren’s place as of yet… Maybe they hadn’t taken notice? Or maybe they were waiting for something suspicious to happen there… Though, to those kinds of people, him going on this cruise was suspicious enough, regardless of who they thought he was going with, Loren or Carla.
tab The fact that Carla happened to be on the same cruise Loren had invited him too was amazing, but even if Carla were not going, he would still have wanted to go with his friend. He didn’t know exactly why, but being around the brunette felt so easy. When Haru had first come to the states he hated being around basically anyone who couldn’t converse with him in Japanese, but now, he spent more and more of his time chatting with Loren in English! Yet, the feeling was more than just being happy that he could speak English, there was something about Loren in particular that was comforting and gave him a sense of warmth deep inside, even if he didn’t take it for what it really was it, which was a budding crush on his closest friend. No, the idea of having a crush on another guy had not yet phased Haru yet as he was starting to feel self conscious about sleeping in his underwear next to the male. He thought it strange of himself to feel that way, and yet he didn’t really figure out why it was… Maybe he was too afraid to ask himself that question, for fear of the truth rearing it’s head and making him even more nervous. That was the last thing he wanted, to suddenly feel nervous around Loren ALL THE TIME… But it would only be a matter of time until the answer arose and when it came, Haru would have to confront it… But for now, he could remain blissfully unaware of his own feelings and just enjoy.
tab ”I guess we should go get on and find our room?” since the ticket was given to him by Loren, he had kind of naturally assumed they would be in the same room, but when they got there and he saw they would definitely be sleeping in the same bed, his face turned a slight hue of pink without his consent, and the thoughts began to align slightly as he felt that familiar fluttery feeling in his heart, and it scared him. No, he couldn't let this one out of the bag… He couldn't even admit it to himself yet… He just moved to set down his bags so that no one else would see his pink face and dug around in there to looks for his chap-stick while he waited for his face to cool down a little.
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tab Haru had been working hard as of late. Ever since Loren had asked him to model for him, he had become moderately obsessed with perfecting his body. It wasn’t that he thought he was really in horrible shape, but he did think that prior to exercising he had more or less the shape of a 16 year old boy or younger despite the obvious difference in size. Not that it really mattered anyway since Loren hadn’t said anything about it… Then again, Loren had never really seen him without his shirt off, so he wouldn’t have known what things looked like before. That being said though, the more toned improvements were noticeable even without stripping down as he arms were more toned and the clothes he wore now that his cousin helped him pick out seemed to lay in a more flattering way than they had previously. This may have had something to do with Haru’s fluctuation in size since he had last really gone shopping.
tab In the car he was content to just sit there and listen to the conversation. He was still wondered how he got to be so lucky to go on this cruise with Loren, and part of him wondered why he was so doki doki about it in the first place. Sure, it was the first time for him to go on a vacation, but it seemed extra special since Loren would be there, and so would Carla. As they rode over to the ship and the two others talked slightly, he realized that he and Loren would probably be sharing a room. It didn’t really bother him to think about it so much since he was use to sharing rooms with friends back in Japan, but there was a slightly different feeling here. A sense of nervousness was working it’s way up Haru’s spine since he knew he almost always slept in his boxers alone or with a t-shirt or beater up top… It all depended on the temperature of the room. At home, if it was too hot, sometimes he even slept naked, but he figured that would be going a little too far for his friend to tolerate… And honestly, the prospect of sleeping next to Loren while naked made him feel a little sheepish.
tab ’Doushitan daro… Kokoro ga doki doki shiten no?` (Why is it that my heart is beating so quickly?) he thought to himself as they got out of the car and he saw the ship. ”Uwa! Sugoi jan” (Wow, amazing) the words spilled out of his mouth before he realized he said it in Japanese and not English, ”It looks rearry amazing,” he said smiling over at Loren and Carla, ”I can’t wait to shee what’s inside,” he continued. Though Haru’s English had improved A LOT, there was still an adorable little Japanese accent attached to it that recently people seemed to find charming even if it made Haru himself a little self conscious to have it pointed out. It was something that had come up when the new people started showing up at his lives because they thought he had something going with Carla. The truth of the matter though was that Carla was his cousin, and while he does love the guy, it’s a family type of love and nothing more… The papz did not seem to really understand that though as they kept pushing the issue of him and Carla sharing a roof at the moment… Though it was amazing they hadn’t brought up his frequent visits to Loren’s place as of yet… Maybe they hadn’t taken notice? Or maybe they were waiting for something suspicious to happen there… Though, to those kinds of people, him going on this cruise was suspicious enough, regardless of who they thought he was going with, Loren or Carla.
tab The fact that Carla happened to be on the same cruise Loren had invited him too was amazing, but even if Carla were not going, he would still have wanted to go with his friend. He didn’t know exactly why, but being around the brunette felt so easy. When Haru had first come to the states he hated being around basically anyone who couldn’t converse with him in Japanese, but now, he spent more and more of his time chatting with Loren in English! Yet, the feeling was more than just being happy that he could speak English, there was something about Loren in particular that was comforting and gave him a sense of warmth deep inside, even if he didn’t take it for what it really was it, which was a budding crush on his closest friend. No, the idea of having a crush on another guy had not yet phased Haru yet as he was starting to feel self conscious about sleeping in his underwear next to the male. He thought it strange of himself to feel that way, and yet he didn’t really figure out why it was… Maybe he was too afraid to ask himself that question, for fear of the truth rearing it’s head and making him even more nervous. That was the last thing he wanted, to suddenly feel nervous around Loren ALL THE TIME… But it would only be a matter of time until the answer arose and when it came, Haru would have to confront it… But for now, he could remain blissfully unaware of his own feelings and just enjoy.
tab ”I guess we should go get on and find our room?” since the ticket was given to him by Loren, he had kind of naturally assumed they would be in the same room, but when they got there and he saw they would definitely be sleeping in the same bed, his face turned a slight hue of pink without his consent, and the thoughts began to align slightly as he felt that familiar fluttery feeling in his heart, and it scared him. No, he couldn't let this one out of the bag… He couldn't even admit it to himself yet… He just moved to set down his bags so that no one else would see his pink face and dug around in there to looks for his chap-stick while he waited for his face to cool down a little.
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