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First for any bored lurkers, "Happy Thanksgiving ya'll."

Now for my own recreation... I'm pretty bored... still home.. I'm supposed to be getting dressed and ready to go visit family- not of my own will mind you. I promised my mom I'd go despite my position or disposition with my father, which ever way you'd look at it anyways. Today was the first day we even spoke in what can almost be a month. And i hated hearing his voice. In any case, I was told to there at 1-one only sentence, but enough to kindle some angry fire. I wondered if he knew from our last confrontation, his demands are as much priority to me as blowing out some boogers. Mix it with my mom's wishes though... And I'll eventually show up at least.

I've declared that Thanksgiving is just another day for me it seems.. I gave my thanks in prayer last night- I don't see the use in taking to a full day to celebrate what 5 minutes of sentimental action can do each day. Honestly if you think about it.. all the retarded toils we go through and the selfishness we couple it with.. It's like our sad attempt at redemption for the year of us being complete asses of ourselves. IT sounds lazy when I view it in that was.. despicable.. But now I just sound like a prude on a holiday when everyone should be cheerful... I have the right to be.. but eh, I'll end it at this and shut up and enjoy my day off I suppose...

..Hm... LMAO.. Wonder if I was always so ... emo? gonk LOL

'Tis the seasons all,
Ja ne.