Underneath the surface, I feel me festering:
Impatient. Eager. Excited. Curious.
Loving. Closed. Happy. Bitter. Cold.

Underneath the surface, I feel you fading...:
Influenced. Lost. Alone. Crowded.
Yearning. Greedy. Embarrassed. Shameless.

Some things one can only watch happen, and realize the truths right in front of their eyes... All that chaos underneath us... will swallow us whole again eventually... Until there's nothing there to watch anymore. Before we know it, if ever our roads met once more, we'd wonder who the other was in the first place. Or fear it was us, unless we've become too full of ourselves... In general... we'd wonder...

... What happened?


Ja.