Nickname: Little Bunni or just Bunni [You do not want to know the reason why.]
Gender/Pronoun: She/Her
Age: 22
Birthday: 06/26/2002
Sign: Cancer
Gemstone: Ruby
Blood Type: -----
Fav. Food: Pho with brisket and veggies
Hated Food: Kiwi
Occupation: Just graduated DCU with her degree in business and marketing. Works part time at Ross but her main job is a model for a certain website that ends with Fans. She does not tell ANYONE about her main job for fear of being shamed for the kind of work she enjoys doing.
Hobbies:
Modeling -- Not the runway kind mind you. Noa likes to take pictures in the clothing that her friend makes for her or even just of herself in an outfit of her choosing. It’ll get posted to Instagram and she uses it to fill out an extensive portfolio just in case she wants to get into a more professional setting. For now, the modeling is for fun and only for fun. OOAK Doll Making -- When she has the free time, Noa does make custom dolls using Gen one and Gen three monster high dolls. She loves the different body types of gen three but also likes the slimmer type of gen one. Her style matches something similar to the doll maker Catmeleon. Pole Dancing -- To keep up with her flexibility and fitness, Noa chose to take on pole dancing as a hobby and she absolutely loves it. There is a dance studio that she goes to for classes, and so far it has been a blast learning all the things she has while gaining upper body strength.
Virtues:
Caring -- Noa’s mother always said that she had a big heart, and would take in the whole world if she could. She can often be seen helping children in need, lending an ear to a troubled individual or even becoming a plus one for a friend. Noa loves to just be there for people, and thrives off of the feel good that she can get from it. Spontaneous -- Noa does like to take life by the horns and see what she will get for that day. Does a friend want to go try some weird food that she's never heard of? Bet she will go with them so she can try it herself. She's never been the one to really think twice before leaping in most cases. This type of lifestyle does have its flaws though and has led Noa to do some of the stupidest things. Lighthearted -- Not quite nerdy but nearly there, Noa loves to play around, have fun and use memes when it's appropriate. Sometimes she will even use quotes from movies, manipulate her voice and try to make an oppressive or awkward atmosphere a bit lighter. Noa thrives on being goofy and nerdy, wanting to make sure she can spread that to others if only so they could feel good every once in a while.
Flaws:
Stubborn -- Once Noa has her mind made up on something, it's pretty hard to convince her otherwise. She often butted heads with her younger brother on just about everything when she lived at home, from what to have for dinner to who would get the front seat in the car. As an adult she has tempered this somewhat but she can still be a little bit bullheaded when it comes to things she is passionate about or if she feels the need to hold her ground. Impulsive -- Despite the positives of taking life by the horns, the downsides are the fact that Noa does not think before deciding on something. Could be as simple as grabbing the first pint of ice cream she sees at the corner store only for it to be a disgusting combination of cherry and chocolate. Had she stopped to read the label of the container, this would have been avoided. Her decisions on important things can be just as spontaneous, such as when she thought dating and sleeping with her best friend was a good idea despite knowing how they tend to butt heads often. The relationship did not last very long, but they are still friends. Mischievous -- The unofficial darkside to being lighthearted. Noa likes to push boundaries…A lot. That's not to say she won't stop if someone says no, but as an example, if someone tells her to stop calling them a certain nickname, Noa will get this smug look on her face and say it just one more time to see what the person will do. Almost like a “You won't” moment. Because she likes to challenge things and push till she cant anymore, she has had to learn some very valuable lessons.
Characters: Noa Time: 1:00am Age: 22 Mood: Sad, Confused, Upset Summary:Being rejected is hard, Noa is finding this out.
Word count: 1072
In the end, not even the sex was worth it.
Noa carefully removed herself from the bed of the man that damned near crushed her after literally seven minutes of the most mundane sex she's ever had and yes she counted because she was that bored. Even for one with a low body count, she had to admit that both her exes combined were far superior in that department.
She wasn't going to think about Idri at the moment.
In the middle of putting on her underwear, a hand gave her behind a gentle squeeze. Instead of being angry, she turned around to find the blue eyes of Leonard staring back at her. “You're welcome to stay, you know? I'm not going to bite.” That was the problem, but she wasn't about to tell him that, “You're too sweet, but I do have work in the morning sadly which means I should be at my own place ... .Next time?” As if there would even BE a next time. She had plans to block and erase his number so she could forget about the worst mistake of her life so far and move on. Leonard’s face fell slightly, but he understood job obligations.
“Sure thing~ You have my number, just text me if you need me.”
Noa gave Leonard a smile, feeling a bit bad that she was about to ghost him like this, but it was for the best. He deserved a girl that was sweet as honey and content with mediocre vanilla sex, deserved to have a fair chance and not be used as a method of getting over a man that a girl may or may not have feelings for. Deciding to be sweet, she allowed him to walk her to the door, and even allowed the sweet kiss he gave her. A wave goodbye and she was in her car heading home. Spotifiy had Sugar on repeat and Noa instantly turned the song to something else, Psychosocial by Slipknot coming in next
Yep, this suited her mood perfectly.
She sang at the top of her lungs all the way home, dreading the silence that would come only because it would make her think and she didn't want to do that right now. However, when she stepped foot inside of her home, everything hit her like a freight train. Why were her feelings so intense when it came to that man?! The thought should have angered her but instead it just brought confusion and sadness. Really? Just what had she done to deserve such torment? Having gone through this with an ex just wasn't enough apparently, she had to go through it with a man she barely even knew.
At least her ex was considerate.
Still even as she undressed and started to ready for bed, Idrian’s rejection was still heavily on her mind. Like who does that?! Who just feels something and walks away from it like it's nothing? “Stupid…I'm so stupid…” Her fists clung to her sheets and she grabbed her favorite stuffed animal, curling around it and holding it close. Her ex, while not a bad man in the slightest, couldn't decide what he wanted. Noa often found herself chasing him like a lovesick puppy, just starved for the attention only he could give her at the time.
So when he broke up with her through text, she just didn't know how to cope.
Endless days of depression and trying to figure out what she did wrong made things so difficult that she almost lost her job at Ross. It was with the help of her bestfriends that she was able to get out of that mental funk and be herself again. That was almost three years ago now. As she continued to think, moisture started building in her eyes and she hated it. This should not be affecting her so strongly!
It was a one night stand that just accumulated into the best sex she's had.
That was it. Nothing more, nothing less.
So why did it feel like there was a small hole in her chest? Why did she want to pull up her phone and text Idri to ask for a reason behind his madness? It just didn't make sense, and it…Hurt. That's what got her the most. She squeezed the stuffed animal closer while she wept, eventually falling asleep with puffy red eyes that she was sure she would have to put a cold compress on in the morning. Whenever she would wake up, that's when Noa would decide that it's okay…These feelings would go away and Idirian would quickly become a distant memory.
But….A small part of her didn't want that. It was that very same small part that caused her to wonder what it would feel like to have him hold her cheek like that, to look at her like she was everything, the answer to everything. She enjoyed his attention and wanted to bask in it as much as possible…To feel…Loved. Puffy eyes narrowed, no, that is NOT what this is and she refused to even think on it. Love at first sight did not exist, Noa may have had a perfectly normal childhood with a normal family, but that didn't make her naive.
She was not in love with Idirian. It was just infatuation and nothing more.
When she closed her eyes, all she could see was orange, feel hard yet gentle hands on her hips, thighs, anywhere she could feel, his touch was there. Her body started to light up when she felt phantom kisses on her neck, her hands, fingers and nose. Lips that were surprisingly soft and spoke of the amount of care that went into them. Noa woke up some time later with a gasp of Idirian’s name, holding her heart. She hit her bed in frustration, letting out a small scream into her pillow while kicking her feet.
Great, now she was sad, frustrated, AND horny.
Life just didn't want to give her a break did it?
Sighing, Noa could already feel like she wasn't getting any sleep, so she got out of bed, grabbed a towel and headed to her shower. Maybe if she froze herself to death she could get some sleep.
Characters: Noa Time: 3:00pm Age: 22 Mood: Sad, Confused, Upset Summary:Actions, meet Noa. Consequences? Also meet Noa.
Word count: 544
[Takes place in February 2025]
“......Huh?”
Noa stared at the fifth pregnancy test she took in shock. “P-Positive…..Y-Yeah, that’s a symbol.” She blinked multiple times while sitting on the seat of her toilet. How was she pregnant? Wasn't she on birth control? Last time she checked, she had taken her pills consistently since she was 17. As she continued to sit, it seemed like the reality of what her current status is seemed to hit her like a freight train, and she stood up suddenly. “OhgodImpregnant!” was the only thing she could say while pacing back and forth in her bathroom. What was she going to do?! This wasn't something she had accounted for at all, birth control was supposed to stop this. “Of course I would be that tiny one percent…I should’ve gotten an IUD”
A pause and then Noa was looking at herself in the mirror, studying her figure. “Hokay…So…No noticeable changes, this means I'm probably still in the…First trimester?” She shook her head and rushed out to the bedroom to grab her phone, dialing her best friend right away. “BETSIMPREGNANTHELP!” was all she could say when her best friend answered the phone, surprised at the fact that her eyes were a bit watery. This shouldn't scare her, but it did and it was making her cry because she didn't know what to do and in all fairness, Noa didn't think she was ready to be a mom.
Nor did she think about the possibility of having a kid because THAT'S WHAT BIRTH CONTROL IS FOR!
Then there was the fact that she had to tell her boyfriend [they haven't even made it to the one year mark] that surprise! You're going to be a daddy and not in the fun adult way. Granted, she wasn't scared to tell Idri, she was just scared of what his reaction and answer would be. Bet’s excitement and what the ******** tone drifted into the backround while Noa sank down onto the floor in the hallway of her apartment. “B-Bets? I’ll call you back.” She didn't even wait for her best friend to reply before she hit the end call button and let the phone fall down to the ground. The screen was already cracked so she wasn't worried about it too much.
What worried her was the fact that she was probably going to be a mother at the age of 22 because she didn't have the guts to go to the doctor to terminate. Ultimately, this soon to be human being did not ask to be conceived and well, it was her fault anyway considering the fact that condoms were not a thing as far as Idri was concerned [plus she asked for it anyway]. A small sniffle and the dam broke, which resulted in the flood of tears running down her face. God she would have to tell Chal she won't be available for any work for quite a bit, which was going to be the easy part.
“W-What the hell am I going to do for ******** 9 months?”
Wiping at her face, she picked up her phone again and selected Idri’s number.
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