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Name: Oua
Old Names: Pack A Bowl
Old Names: Kewt Bewty
Year: 2008
Age: 35 in 2025
Enjoy:
I enjoy florals.
Roses and Sun flowers.
Plumeria flowers my childhood favorite.
Hibsicus and plumeria flowers both
reminds me of home of Hawaii nae.
Grass is greener of course,
but flowers in beautiful places!
I love to buy myself boquets.
Been through a lot so I cherish myself
little gifts to remind me to love me better
and I could do better and that I'm
here for me too no matter what the issues is.
For couple of years
people who are supposed
to mean the world to me
before this time period,
used the loving s**t out of me,
abused, lied, tortured, misjudged, and
highly angered me.
I'm getting out of it slowly,
healing, its more recent,
and I think of it as more of
an attack of unjustice.
A lot of times I kept hearing,
"OH hewl nah girl, you needa whoop
they a** and pack your s**t".
lol (I love them a lot for that)
Except for my mother,
she can fight... hewl nawh!
She loves to fist fight!
(off subject though)
Mom, exes, ex friends,
co workers, room mates,
strangers, etc have put
me through hell and I
had to learn to bare them.
I made noise and I also stayed quiet.
I'm actually really ugly scary
because of it.
("...sometimes, s**t gets old")
Example of hell,
my mom husband tried to marry me in 2023.
My half sister, his daughter, freaked out
like she should.
I ran away completely.
Im tired of s**t like that.
Makes you wonder why I became an alcoholic.
I was going through things and no
way of how to handle my anger.
I deal with a lot.
People like him don't understand
that love means doing whats best
for someone else other than yours
(not just the explaination of
putting others needs before yours)
because out of care (which equals love, same frequency)
and justice (doing whats right for the right reasons,
thats why its called righteousness)...
What my mothers husband had for me he is lust,
completely the opposite of love,
cuz of how they contrast each other,
and hate goes with both.
You can love what you hate,
hate what you love, hate what you lust
and lust what you hate.
They sit next to each other side by side.
Yeah I'm not born yesterday...
I don't understand how people get that
s**t misconcepted all the damn time.
Thats why I let go of people for their
safety because I love them for the
right reason. If I'm going through s**t
and don't want to date you,
its because I don't want to bring my
problems to you. If I didn't care about that,
I'd force a relationship on someone.
Sometimes its better letting go than
to watch someone watch you go through hell.
BACK TO TOPIC!!!
I enjoy making anything out of herbal.
Example, making herbal cooking oil, tea,
cake, and food.
I also enjoy mixing them in my candles,
bath, making bath salt etc, and even
legit actual alchemy potions. ^^
Fun stuff and fun experience.
Hobby:
Writting poetry at this time.
Or Amazon window shopping for cool stuff,
mainly arts and crafts work. HEHEHE,
a girl can dream. I also collect crystal rocks!
Usually: Gaming or practicing instruments
or practice vocals. But I have no freedom
at this spare time to share that time a lone.
I love arts and crafty work
such as drawing on canvas on
dresser or mural or creating
table concrete, or making candles,
other diy amazing stuff!
It keeps the bad mood away.
Its like a candy store for a kid for me.
You will never take me out of
crafts store unless you bare gifts
of food! THE SANITY!
Dislike with a passion:
Misunderstanding, manipulation,
assumption, taken advantage of,
hating someone, cursing, hexing,
lying, cheating, mistreating,
and me hulking turns me into a
super maniac angry drunk.
I will unattionally start to drink
too much and hulk my anger somewhere
because I'm only human, stress
only can get so far.
I'm far devastated than normality.
I hope I make a good example out of
myself after coming out of a
weird life scanerio situation.
Not many fight this battle and win
and if that taught me anything,
I hope the best for the ones going
through the toughest hour and toughest
situation or choices.
Hats off to you out there!
#Prayers and blessing I enchant,
send the help that is needed your way,
may you be guided and the help guided
your way and find you in the pre nick of time,
only if you accept! TC! <3
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I mean, we all have issues.
Working on it.
People do leave me like I wasn't
ever worth helping out or etc,
I don't ******** care,
like I don't care anymore,
you could take me,
but never disvalue me.
The ones who stayed,
knew my worth for a long time.
I'm ever grateful of my reminders.
I needed that kind of love too.
I dismiss anyones bad aura
or intention before during and
after. THAT s**t IS LETHAL!
IVE SEEN THAT s**t WORK!
KEEP THAT s**t TO YOURSELF!!!
DONT BRING IT HERE!
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Don't leave your bad mojo with me.
I will throw them at you and you will feel it
and I just blessed it.
GO dump it somewhere else.
I spend a lot of time a lone
to go ******** heal ^^
so that I don't hold unto
hatred anymore.
It's a working progress.
Other wise, take care.
⁺✧.(˃̶ ॣ⌣ ॣ˂̶∗̀)ɞ⁾
Other name "PACK A BOWL"
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