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to tackle anything big like that. I have zero motivation. So I keep to smaller
projects that give me a sense of accomplishment.
However.
I successfully finished NaNoWriMo.
I wrote 2 stories, with 256 pages / 231.100 words.
out of.
I finally started reading "we have always lived in the castle" and it is so weird.
The 18 yeasr old main char is constantly thinking very dark stuff. Like, she imagines
every neighbour to be dead, that she would walk over their corpses. Like totally
Wednes Addams style. When I reached page 18, I literally wondered "what the F*ck
am I am reading right now?" I am now 82 pages in, halfway through, still wondering
what the heck is book is about. Haha.
But plain oats? Uuuuaaaargh. That is not tasty. With water?
They must taste like cardboard. I can not imagine this. At least
a sprinkle of vanilla sugar some sweet milk should be in there.
I just can not imagine eating them more plain.
However I have seen savory oat recepies that look a bit interesting.
But still, not enough to make me want to do it.
I sometimes bake oat chocolate banana cake. But lateley I have
been too lazy. I have been in this depression all year and somehow
I have zero interest in anything. The book I wanted to read two weeks
ago? Still haven't touched it.
concern myselfs with long talks, in times of depression perhaps, but it is nice to have
a topic to talk about, I guess.
You eat oats with water? That sounds... plain and boring, if I might say so. In Germany,
we usually eat bread for breakfast, as we are the country of the wheat and we have over
800 different types of bread, it just sucks for me, as I am gluten intolerant, and there aren't
many options for people like me. The only bread I can buy in the supermarket across the
street is a bread made from seeds and oats. It is hard to chew. Seems to be very healthy
though, my guts are happy, but the taste gets old very fast.
I never heard that bananas gives people night terrors. That is a new one for me. I assume
it must be certain chemicals in the banana that spikes brain activity, so maybe not the best
to eat in the evening. I once heard, a slice of sharp cheddar at night can help to induce vivid
dreams.
A quote that would fit many people nowadays.
I often want to dive into peoples minds, but then it turns out, they just have
a shallow puddle unterneath their skullcap.
Small talk is a waste of time. I can do it for a while, but if there isn't any deeper
things to be discussed, I lose interest in a person. If we run out of topics, it's
over, right? I try to ask questions sometimes, but most of the time you answer
with one line sentences that give me absoluteley nothing to continue.
I was already debating cutting you off more than twenty times, so I felt like I
needed to say something. This is how I feel.
(If I only drop one line sentences, that's a sign that I am annoyed or mad, and
that I don't want to talk anymore. Or I am tored, to build on top of nothing and
I give up and I don't want to put any effort into it anymore).
I was thinking lateley about Oats. When you told me that you often eat Oats
for breakfast. Traditionally, we've been told that eating a bowl of oatmeal is one
of the healthier breakfast options because it's high in fiber and helps to maintain
a healthy blood sugar level.
But lateley, I have watched a podcast with the "glucose goddess", an expert on
sugar. And she said, every form of starch, in their molecules, are pure sugar and
make your blood sugar spike. Especially oat milk, it's supposedly almost as bad
as fruit smoothies or juices. And that honey is the better sugar, is a lie too. Every
sugar is bad, and honey is not better than sugar that comes from a beet or cane.
On the molecular level, sugar is sugar. It's all the same.
I noticed heavy blood sugar spikes, when I dared to eat a banana on an empty
stomache last time. I instantly felt nauseas and then very tired. I am not doing
this again. Bananas are sugar bombs. She said, we should treat fruit as dessert,
as they spike our blood sugar the same way as a piece of cake.
And then - we have the other people on the internet, who claim "alzheimer's is
type 3 diabetes", and that our food pyramid as we know it is completeley wrong,
designed to make us sick.
What if everything we know about food, and health is just wrong?
That means, feeling drowsy, apathetic and having a mushy brain, may be the result
of the wrong diet. Partly.