Chrissy. Age 17. Oregon. Blonde. Green Eyes. 5'9". 120 pounds. One mom. One dad. Divorce in process. One sister. Older. Going to college. One brother. Younger. Starting high school. Three dogs. Chance, Nicholas and Tyler; respectively. The unconditional love they have for me will never cease to bring me happiness. One bird. Cockatiel. Ten years old and grumpy as hell. Yet, I still enjoy his presence. Fish tank. Self-birthday present. I somehow find peace in watching the guppies swim around. One boyfriend. Two and a half years since August sixteenth. Adam. My sanctuary.
Usually, I am a pretty happy person. However, over the summer, my life has spiraled downward and I've been pretty sad. There are ups, but it seems to be less and less of them. I feel as if I am in self inflicted depression, so instead of fancying the thoughts in my mind, I should get them out on digital paper and let it go. This page is also a warning to others and my future self. This will probably be sad and ridiculous. I will say things that I am thinking, regardless of whether they're true or not. But I need a way to vent that doesn't make me lose my friends, so I think this is the best way to go about it. So, fair warning I guess. If you do care about the inner workings of my brain, feel free to read on. But be warned; you will see the monsters in my head.
Chuterr · Sun Aug 18, 2013 @ 05:47am · 0 Comments |