So today was the day that Adam went off to college. I saw him once more this morning, and the night before I saw him. That was probably one of the most conflicting nights of my life.
I was so happy. We went out to dinner and we went to see We're the Millers. I haven't laughed so hard at a movie since Ted. I also saw the ad for another Jackass movie. That looks so funny, I can't wait to see it.
Adam and I were supposed to have the night to ourselves, but my mom decided that we had to go pick my brother up from a football game that he went to last minute. I had been telling everyone for the past month that Friday was the last night to see Adam, but apparently that isn't long enough for my mom to pay attention. My brother had another ride, but he couldn't wait 15 minutes for it. He needed a ride right away, so my night got cut short. Then I spend the next half hour to say goodbye to Adam, he and I both in tears, not wanting to let go. I had such a hard time letting him go, even though I've known this for months. I'm happy I got to see him this morning, but it was still a tough goodbye.
Now, I don't know what to feel. I know I'm sad, but I have too many responsibilities to be sad. I have to take care of my brother, my mom and three dogs. I don't have time to be sad, because I have so many people around me that need to be taken care of.
So not too sad this time around, but I still need a place to get my feelings out...
· Sun Sep 22, 2013 @ 03:50am · 0 Comments