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i would like to tell you, i love you.
but you piss me off.
you, darling, drive me round the bend;;
of all the people to have a mental illness,
of all the people to cope, it was you.
i don't think that was a good choice.
and the main reason that you piss me off,
is i'm jealous, and i'm a loser
who can't cope.
i can't stand your indifference,
your naivete, your narcissism.
i'm sorry.
of all the people to care,
it's me because,
while i can't cope,
i care like hell.
i care so much i ignore you.
which sadly, is the best i can do.
of all the people for you not to like,
it has to be me.
maybe next time you
should veto it.