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she tapped me on the shoulder and said
congratulations. it was nice, her fingers. i bet
that's what you think too.
i was happy she didn't win. who's winning here though
really.
how did i decide i could take you away from her when
you're worth so much and i'm not in the habit of stealing
valuables. not that i can take you away from her. not that i should
but didn't i. some part of you that resides in my throat and leaps back up
every time she's near. some part of you that runs down my face that
itches in my arms. do you think i think you're ******** up. do you think i think
that you need my help. do you think i think
that i deserve anything from you. there is no charity but what
you give to me. throw me a ******** bone let me be your ******** b***h.