Sentinel Sailor Star
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★彡 I HAVE⋱TO ⋉ ⓉⓇⓎ ⋊ TO⋰BREAKxF R E E
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USE THE ♯ TIME ♯ I THAT HAVExI THAT HAVExI THAT HAVE
tab tab FROM THE⋯THOUG HTS⋯IN MY MIND ⇗ ⇗
USE THE ♯ TIME ♯ I THAT HAVExI THAT HAVExI THAT HAVE
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- The Noel Carol who opened the door was not the Noel Carol he expected to see. The seamster's eyes, which were normally bright golden and full of caustic sarcasm, now had red in its scleras, and read of defeat. Defeat of what, Fabrice wasn't quite sure, but he had a feeling that it wasn't something he should inquire about. The redhaired male dragged his blanket behind him, almost as if he had been longing for a sense of security. Noel could try to hide his feelings from Fabrice--he knew that it was something he probably did to everyone--but Fabrice wasn't going to allow himself be fooled this time. Did he pick a terrible time to visit him? He didn't think so. Even if Noel didn't want him there he wasn't going to leave him. Maybe he needed time alone, but Fabrice didn't like the idea of Noel being alone when he looked so . . . despondent. He always wanted to help others when they weren't feeling the best and it wasn't any different for a person who normally placed so many walls for a lot of the residents of this town.
The brunette expected the redhead's response. He didn't seem to be up for anything, and Fabrice placed his own desires to walk around with him in the back of his mind. The male seemed to need time in his home--the last thing he needed was to walk around and signal to everyone else how he felt. Fabrice saw a lot of himself in Noel in that instant. Despite how cheerful and loving Fabrice was towards most people, few things feared him more than having someone feel as if they were wasting their time on him. Whenever Fabrice had been crying--or even if he felt like crying--he would have secluded himself in his house as Noel was doing at the moment. Because Fabrice was always so approachable with people, he felt as if others were only obligated to help him through things rather than wanting to do it from their hearts. Fabrice didn't want to be a social obligation to people. How would the male have explained himself, anyway? He didn't really have many reasons to act the way he had, it was just the way he was. It was stupid in itself and he knew this.
What Fabrice didn't expect, however, were Noel's next words. Even in spite how he felt, he still wanted the painter around? He stood at the doorway for a few seconds while speechless. Most of the time Fabrice was the one who was always wanting to be with Noel, and in spite of the other's wishes he still insisted on hanging around him. It was such a change for him, but he felt that this wasn't for a reason--nothing that Noel did was without a reason. He soon shook his head, removing the shock floating in his mind before smiling to Noel. "Of course! I don't mind staying around with you."
The male allowed himself to walk in the house, wiping his feet on the male's mat to remove whatever dirt, grass and even sand that he possibly could. His hand was extended behind him, gently shutting the door behind them as he walked in. Even the atmosphere of the house was off to him; he didn't quite remember all of the rooms being this somber. Maybe it was from the absence of light, but to Fabrice it still felt heavy on his shoulders. He had a weight in his chest he wanted to remove at that instance, and after a couple of seconds of pondering he bit his tongue, held his breath and stared at Noel with his vibrant green eyes.
"And you know . . . Well, I realize that you're not one to get close to people, and maybe I'm just the same as the others . . ." By the Goddess, why he was he so nervous? It wasn't unusual for him to offer a shoulder to cry on when they needed it, but this was also Noel Carol. Was Fabrice . . . afraid of him? He didn't want to think that he was. He pulled out his shirt's collar while he found the tenacity to continue: ". . . But I'll always be here for you. Honestly, you can find me anywhere if you need me at any time. Drop by at my house, pull me away from the museum . . . you're free to do any of that whenever you want to. I mean, you've done it during the Music Festival," he chuckled. "and it hasn't inconvenienced me at all."
Fabrice finished playing with his shirt's collar, allowing his hand to drop to the side. "I'm not going to make you speak if you don't want to--and that's perfectly fine with me. I'll enjoy your presence all the same."
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I THAT HAVE ✘✘ I CAN→S A Y→ ❝ GOOD-BYE ! ❞
tab tab HAVE TO MAKE IT RiGHT, HAVE TO FiGHT
'CAUSE I KN↺W ◣ IN THE END ◢ IT'S WORTHWHILE
tab tab HAVE TO MAKE IT RiGHT, HAVE TO FiGHT
'CAUSE I KN↺W ◣ IN THE END ◢ IT'S WORTHWHILE
tab tab ❖ Diamond District: Noel's House tab tab ❖ Noel tab tab ❖ Empathetic tab tab ❖ French ⇒ "English" tab tab ❖ He's finally done! I'll be back to Pokemon now. >3<
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