Karoish
Das Mannlein
Is it common at all that people who fall under a category in the GLBT-umbrella don't like to call themselves such?
I recently realised that I can be romantically and sexually attracted to males, something which I'd just never really...thought of before (despite being teased for such during high school and college). I'm not terribly eager to begin using "bisexual" to describe myself, however. It seems to carry unfortunate implications (mostly for females).
I suppose I simply don't like labels.
I was like that at first, especially because I identify as bisexual but certainly don't fit the stereotype as this promiscuous prowling wild animal just waiting to sleep with everyone, or that I'm just seeking attention. But now it feels just as natural as it felt to not-think-about-it-probably-straight. Like I don't actively think about being of some sexual orientation, I just am.
Also I get to go on this great one-woman-campaign to change how people view bisexuals (or homosexuals in my case as people feel more comfortable thinking me lesbian due to my long same-sex partnership. Doesn't change MY orientation though, I'm still bi).
It can take time to get used to not thinking heteronormatively and the labels can feel unpleasant and alien. It's of course up to you if you want to use them or not. In my personal opinion it gets easier with time and you no longer actively process it after you've come to terms with who you are.
It's a lot more pleasant actually talking to others who feel this way, rather than just reading the descriptions for each of the terms. Thank you for replying. I don't really care about campaigning against the stereotypes, but I also am just very new to all of this. I think I'm going to attend my city's gay pride event this summer and see how I feel about being any more 'active'. (I have a feeling I'm going to be working against that same assumption (of being gay as opposed to bisexual, I mean), as my current partner is another man.)
That makes sense. It's not quite like me to worry about what others think, anyway, I suppose I'm just flustered by realising that something as natural to me as my sexuality is suddenly...different, even though I suspect it was of course always like this and I just hadn't noticed.