Jake_Spicer_EvilGenius
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- Posted: Wed, 19 Nov 2014 03:52:00 +0000
I'm an enigma that's haunting you, An astigmatism you can't see through
There's a Shadow on your back, and it's eating out your ℍeart now
As he carried Damien back in he passed Luka, letting him know that Yuki was safe and with friends and that she'd be back soon before laying Damien down with Sendoa, telling Sendoa what had been said over the radio only moments ago. Trying to block out the monster in his head telling him to leave them all, to go kill zombies or himself. He wasn't weak. He wasn't... He wasn't weak!
~Yes you are Jimmy, you're weak~
He swallowed thickly and moved to sit with Luka but realized he was covered in blood. He knew how Luka felt about blood, he didn't like it. So he moved over to the bar, reaching for a rag and some hand wash before moving back outside to start washing himself off in the rainwater. Blood and bits of flesh, bone and brain slid down his body and out of his hair, part of an eyeball and a finger tangled in his hair and he tried to get them out with his fingers, having a bit of a fit as he tried to get his fingers untangled from the strands of hair. He gasped loudly as he finally succeeded, using the rag and the hand wash to rinse some of the blood out, lathering up and trying to wash as much of his body clean as possible, even scrubbing blood and dirt out from under his nails.
~Just face it Jimmy, you've got blood on your hands and it will never wash out~
He scrubbed harder and harder until his skin ached and felt tender, rubbed raw and there was no longer blood visible on his skin, though he knew it had been there and still felt dirty, felt like his skin was still saturated with it, still covered and it was in his mouth and it was in his throat, choking him and suffocating him. He took deep breaths and gripped his head, hands tangled once again in his hair, using it to ground himself, biting his lips and squeezing his eyes shut before falling to his knees, the screaming and whispers in his head drowning out the cold and the pain in his shoulder.
When he finally did get up again, water soaking him to the bone and chilling him to the core, he had gone cold again, but was clean, rinsed out by the rain. He felt better, stronger too. He looked at his shoulder, the bleeding had stopped and he was able to move his arm. He stood on his own feet and walked calmly back inside, wringing the rag out before stepping in and put the soap and rag on the bar, smiling at Roland comfortably and then flopping down on the chair with Luka, pulling him into his chest and holding him tight. He was clean, still soaking wet, but he was clean and his natural body heat was pushing through, making it a warm wet.
Consolation for what you've lost, A constellation that can't be crossed
There's a Shadow on your back, and it's eating out your ℍeart now
Name: Jimmy "Skull" Knox
Back Pack: Knife, machete, Large Crowbar, 2 first aid kits, 3 bottles of water, 1/2 bottle of bourbon, some advil, a tin of peaches, a tin of pears
Health: 98%
Where: Middle of the road > running towards Sendoa
With: Yuki, Sendoa, Aki, Mello, Ell, Quip, Sophia, Roland
OUTFIT (Minus the shirt, it's with Yuki still, unless she got rid of it?)
Out Of Character : Very disjointed post, i'm sorry.