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I never went to pick up my medicine.
Today I had the chance I went to the dollar store which is next to the pharmacy.
I didn't do it..
I don't know why.
I have yet to sleep.
I made myself cry a little while ago though.
I was listening to freakin' Ice King.
Ice King's always ******** my emotions over.
He's so ******** cool.
I don't really get why it hurts so much, but I don't really mind I guess.
I can't fight the unknown so why stress I suppose.
I really need someone or anyone pretty much anyone I'm so alone
Won't somebody tell me what's wrong me? Anybody anybody anybody
Grod in the sky please tell me why!?
Mood change!
We are Chaos, Chaos is strong!!!
WHY HAVE YOU FORSAKEN ME!!!???
The God's of Olympus have abandoned me.
Now there is no hope.
So I hopped off a ******** cliff.
I'm not good enough to be a God though so that's it.
Splat.
No glory.
No happy ending.
Nothing.
Was it really worth it?
“Those who find ugly meanings in beautiful things are corrupt without being charming.
This is a fault.
Those who find beautiful meanings in beautiful things are the cultivated.
For these there is hope.
They are the elect to whom beautiful things mean only Beauty.
There is no such thing as a moral or an immoral book.
Books are well written, or badly written. That is all.”
Heh...
Only the immoral realize what a load of s**t morality is I suppose.
Maybe we're just immoral because the moral ones realize this.
Silently judge me for vocally judging someone else.
Know you're probably a lot like me even if you don't want to admit it.
You'd kill someone if they bugged you enough.
What's the difference if I wouldn't feel anything.
When I was walking earlier some homeless man was crying.
He looked absolutely pitiful.
Maybe the ugliest thing I have seen in awhile.
I had to suppress my laughter while the light was changing.
Honestly quite a fun time.
I would've never met him if Jessie's uncle hadn't started acting stupid.
Maybe this is something I have to thank fate for or maybe destiny.
The funniest thing I've seen in awhile.
Yet I'm sitting here crying like a baby and my dog doesn't know what to do.
He's licking various my feet and trying to get my attention.
I don't really know what's wrong either.
The sun is coming up soon though.
Another night filled with all the horrors.


"When one is in love, one always begins by deceiving one's self, and one always ends by deceiving others. That is what the world calls a romance."