I haven't done this in a while.
I don't know why I decided to.
Maybe because I got a b*****b while sending a message to who is probably my favorite ex of all time.
It feels weird to call her and ex.
I don't think about it a lot.
I at least try not to.
I don't know.
My d**k feels gross now.
I should shower.
The lady just left.
I forgot her name.
This is the second time.
Starts with a J.
I get by without saying people's name much anyway.
Nobody really expects you to say names.
At least that much I've noticed.
I don't know what to talk about.
I do realize I should do this more.
I have been really really really angry lately.
I explode at little things.
Which is weird cause like I shouldn't be able to explode if I'm not bottling anymore.
Just the word bottling has that shitty connotation to it.
I wanna eat eggs.
I'm going to see a movie tomorrow.
I'm not paying for it.
So that's good.
I still play League of Legends.
I have a PS4 now that I use a lot of I guess.
I need to get a bigger T.V. though but those shits are ******** expensive.
I don't know what else to say.
My mind is so blank lately.
Maybe if I do this more often I'll go back to being more emotional.
At least.
I think so?
I'll just laugh a lot and be loud and no one will tell the difference anyway.