Day 30, Highs and Lows

The ups and downs of life, for most people they seem like slightly hilly back roads. But for someone who isn't normal, someone who lives on two poles, the ups and downs of life are more like a wild roller coaster ride. Twists and turns, ups and downs, loopty-loops, upside-down, and so much more can happen in a single day. These things don't just effect the person who feels them, they effect everyone near by. They even effect random people on the street who get caught up in the maelstrom of emotion and thought that runs through our heads. I should know, I deal with it every day. There is no stopping it from coming, only coping with it when it hits. Medication, therapy, they aren't cures, they only make things a little easier and they don't always work. It isn't the same for everyone either, just because something works for someone doesn't mean it will work for everyone. And oh the ups and downs so fast and confusing, a never ending whirl wind through your head. And yet, at times, I love it.