Name: Elio Andrea Ferrari
Nicknames: Andy
Gender: Male
Age: 22
Category: Life
Personality: - I am my own person: Demands of his life have always been made, and when he tried to live up to them, there was no passion, no joy in it. Elio suffers greatly from the conflict of tradition, family, loyalty and desire. He is not the man his parents wanted, and yet he's also not the man HE wants to be- mostly due to the fact he doesn't even know who he wants to be. His life has been one that was written for him, and now in taking control of said life, he's trying to figure out not just his life but himself as well.
- Indecisive and yet not: Elio is terrible at choices. He'd take both or neither because they have pros and cons and really cant he just do that it's far easier. This is a deflection as he often waffles because of his feelings of want and need. He's on the fence... just sort or? Not really? Maybe. He'll get back to you on it.
- Just this once: In spite of his 'lack' of decision making skills, Elio enjoys 'not' making decisions and often just doing whatever is easiest or utterly divergent. Borderline hedonistic, Elio will try new things and can be fairly easily roped into whatever it is that needs to be done. Or what wants to be done. He also is fairly gung-ho about trying things on his own under the banner of figuring himself out. If he feels good about something already, later he'll have an easier time if the choice came up. But he wont know until he tries. And Elio wants to try a lot of things.
- Easily impassioned: If Elio becomes infatuated with something, he often devotes himself to it. People, hobbies, places, things. In being easily roped into new adventures, he's also easily spun into his self perpetuating ideas of what he thinks is right, feels good, is bad, etc.
- I ******** up: He knows he's on a path of uncertainty, he knows he's often self destructive. Yet things are good, they're nice- and he likes not having to play pretend anymore. His flaws are grossly apparent to him, yet he willfully ignore them. After all why bother fixing what's been broken since as long as he can remember?
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