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 Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:17 pm
[Rah-sigh-ell]
[Ob-sc-ur-ih-tee]
The book is delicately put together but poorly treated. There are music scores erupting from the pages as the only distinguishing things about this plain black leather book was it's big gold music note on the cover. Below it, the name "Rasiel Erihk Broken". Next to it is a small music box playing an out-dated tune; a melody from long ago. Farther away sits an empty carrying case which looks to have kept a violin but is not there.
**This journal is currently being updated by Broken_Illumination.**
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:25 pm
05-16-2007:: Alice leaves the academy.
05-17-2007:: Kae leaves in search of Alice.
02-16-2010:: Andy is introduced into my life.
02-21-2010:: Alice returns to the Academy.
03-16-2010:: Obscurite is finally gone.
03-21-2010:: Deskri told me he loves me.
05-02-2010:: I became a girl for a day
.::General::. ...Actual Name// Rasiel Erihk Broken
...Nicknames// Raz, Rasi
...Gender// Male
...Item// Black Violin
...Race// Demon
...Birthday// October 24, 2006
...Sign// Scorpio-Dog
...Gemstone// Topaz
...Relationship Status// Sort of With Andy
...Likes// Music, Top Hats, Black, Violins, Roses, Strawberries
...Dislikes// Alice, Hyper people, Cake, Alice, Easter, and Alice
...Main Goal// Nothing.
...Main Fear// Hurting the people he loves; AKA Deskri, Kae, Alice, and Andy.
...Orientation// Bi
...Power Source// Blood and Music
...Commonly Known Facts// Everyone now generally knows that he's gay, and more so that he's dating Deskri. Most people might know that he's not always "himself" as he tends to act like a completely different person at times when his eyes change color. He also has an obsession with strawberries, if there is anything that could change his mind or get him to be bribed for anything, it's strawberries.
...Highly Protected Facts// That he loves his mother more than anything in the world, and also despite the fact that he hates his sister with a passion, he actually likes her and constantly seeks her approval but denies it to the point of fight her every step of the way for anything. He also hates Easter, the reasoning behind it being completely unknown to anyone.
.::Hobbies::. ...Music// Raz has a love for any kind of music involving violin or piano. He also enjoys to play those instruments as well. He is constantly toting around his violin in such case of emergencies.
..Cooking// Raz is an excellent cook. From being alone most of the time, he bided his time by cooking himself food. He loves to cook for others, and normally ends up getting carried away sometimes in his cooking. He's been known to cook extravagant meals and especially loves to make various desserts including cheesecakes and chocolates.
...Dancing// Surprisingly, Raz actually knows how to dance, and very well. He's skilled in the art of ballroom dancing and enjoys learning a few new dances at time. However, he isn't fond of people knowing he is a good dancer or that he knows how to dance, so he usually doesn't go announcing it to the world, but rather will show people when he feels its okay to tell someone.
...Deskri// Being his boyfriend and practically his only friend, Deskri takes up majority of his time as they try to spend every minute together. They truly are bound at the hip as wherever you see one, you'll most likely see the other. Do to this, Deskri is a sort of hobby to Raz as they spend a lot of their time together doing lord knows what.
.::Virtues::. ...Loyal// Raz is not one to back down when his friends need him, and like a dog, he'll always be there for them. He will never leave his friends in their time of need and you'll never see him betraying them. He's as loyal as they come, which could play to his weakness at times, since once he's considered you a best friend, he'll never give up to keep you as a friend and always be there for you.
...Courageous// Raz will always run in guns a blazin' with much thought on consequence. He's never afraid to go places he's not familiar and he's definitely not afraid to speak his mind when he knows the result might end up with him getting hurt. He's not afraid to do dangerous things when they are needed as he'll always find a way to find confidence in the things he does.
...Endurance// He is known to endure a lot of things, pain being one of them. Though he is not a masochist which means he does not enjoy pain, he can handle quite a bit of it to an extent. He's not quick to give up as he'll keep pushing to reach his goals even if it kills him. This also includes patience for a lot of things his family and friends put him through, as he's reluctant to give up so easily.
...Assertive// Again, Rasiel is not afraid to speak his mind, as he usually will retort the moment he thinks it. He's first to act when it comes to situations involving him, and is usually first to suggest a lot of things. He's assertive in that he takes control of situations when needed without being bossy or nagging. He's never slow on taking a chance when it comes up.
.::Flaws::. ...Hot-Tempered// If there is one thing the Rasiel is known for, it's his quick temper. It's not hard to push his buttons, and if you push the right ones, it won't be long before he's yelling and ready to fight. He's defensive, and tries his best not to be angered so easily, but it's easier said than done as he's not above screaming about how much of an a*****e someone is and then proceeding to roll up his sleeves to kick their a**. If there's anything that pushes his buttons quick than anything, it would be Obscurite, Alice, Kagyaku, and anything involving questioning his loyalty to his friends.
...Jealous// Raz is a jealous person, he's quick to jump to the assumption that he may have been betrayed rather than see it was a misunderstanding. He's not beyond questioning who his friends are calling and measuring the time his friends spend with others in comparison of time spent with him. He is especially jealous of siblings when it comes to his mother's love. If he has any suspicions that he's not getting enough attention as someone else is, he may just do something extravagant to regain that lost attention.
...Self-Conscious// Raz is self conscious about a lot of things, like his sexual preference, his love for certain activities like dancing, or his want for constant attention. He becomes defensive when questioned on these matters, and tries not to make a big scene or make things obvious when regarding such matters as these. This also means he's constantly obsessing over what others think of him, as telling him something negative about himself is a huge hit below the belt, as he will obsess over that comment for weeks sometimes years before he even confronts that person again about the matter, and usually becoming angered and throwing a fit to go along with it.
...Eye for an Eye// The second thing the Raz is well known for is his ability to hold grudges for forever. Once someone reaches his enemy list, it is ridiculously hard to be seen otherwise. This is especially the case if that person has hurt him, his friends, or the ones he loves. He is unforgiving and believes that with every crime they committed to his close friends, that they should receive a befitting punishment given by yours truly.
...Drama Queen// When Rasiel gets the hint that something may be slightly wrong, he acts as though the world is going to end. Everything becomes an emergency, as he becomes quite irrational and displays tendencies to be plain dumb. He also seems to be very emotional when in high-stress situations, never taking a small problems as what it is: a slight problem.
.::General Apperance::. ...Eyes// Red, usually stern
...Hair// Rasberry colored medium length emo hair, usually covering his left eye.
...Height// 5'6"
...Stature// He's tall with a stance of confidence. He's usually looking like he could take on anything as he normally keeps his shoulders back and chest slightly puffed unless relaxing with Deskri, where he shows the most vulnerability.
...Expression// He usually looks a bit annoyed or displeased when anywhere. He doesn't show much likeness for anything. He's happiest when with Deskri, especially when they are alone, but even when it's just them out and about, he's usually not fond of showing others his fondness for being out.
...Dress// He is usually wearing a top hat, and wears a lot of black white, and muted reds. He wears a specific collar which is black with a white pendant containing an image of a black cross. He wears black pants with white boots and varies different black or muted red shirts or jackets. He never wears gloves and it is rumored he goes commando. (XD)
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:26 pm
+Dr. Broken+
:: Mother ::
Name: Dr. Kae Broken
Gender: Female
Race: Dark Elf
Age: 29
Occupation: Scientist
Personality: A deep personality, very constrained in her feelings. Usually picking on her older sister for her immaturity. Something about her is strange with her cold, blank expression she gets when she's not around her sister. Known for finding the children of the academy.
Likes: Honey, Blackberries, Red lipstick, eyeliner, corsets, and mesh.
Dislikes: Rainbows, sunrise, wastefulness, interruptions
+Alice+
:: Sister ::
Name: Alice
Age: Child
Gender: Female
Race: Demonic
Item Given: Moon Globe
Personality: As deep in expression as her mother, Alice talks with high class charm. She seem very well educated for her age. She seems shy but willing to be friendly. Curious about the world around her, always wanting to learn new things.
Likes: Moonlight, Shadows, Fairies, Snow, and Music Box Melodies
Dislikes: Bright Light, Cockroaches, Tomatoes, Rats, and Having to Wait
+Dr. Eternal+
:: Aunt ::
Name: Dr. Elaena Eternal
Gender: Female
Race: Elf
Age: 31
Occupation: Scientist
Personality: Relaxed and friendly. Sometimes found arguing with her little sister. Very immature to her age and asks younger than her sister often. Humorous and occasionally random.
Likes: Strawberry Cheesecake, Bunnies, Rain, Ocean Water, and Blueberry Pie
Dislikes: Cinnamon, Bees, Insects, and Root Beer
+Andy+
:: Cousin ::
Name: Andy Shiloh Eternal
Age: Toddler
Gender: Female
Race: Demonic
Item Given: Black Microphone
Personality: Always clings to Rasiel, as she feels safest with him. She's outspoken by herself but quiet around Rasiel.
Likes: Rasiel, music, singing, eyeliner, being outside, and black.
Dislikes: Anything that Rasiel dislikes.
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:28 pm
Name/Thoughts
+Enemies . Dislike . Haven't Met . Aqquaintances . Friends . Best Friends. Crush+
Deskri/
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Sonnet/She seems nice. I feel so bad that I hurt her, though. Deskri would probably hate me if he knew the truth...
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Alice/I feel bad for her. I hope I can help make her better.
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Syth/Why the hell isn't she here taking care of Alice?! I knew that woman was no good.
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Andy/She's been there for me... that's all I could ask from her...
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Obscurite/He hasn't showed his face in a long while.
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Hayden/Deskri's Little Brother
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Kagyaku/I'll never be like him..
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Kae/My mother.. Where the hell did she go?
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"Monochrome Girl"/Whoever she is, I hope she stays away from me..
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Daemin/He's alright, I guess.
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Delilah/She's very sweet and intelligent for her age. Her speech is lacking, but that alright with me. I'm her father now.
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Sono/Deskri's older brother. Kinda quiet. I like that.
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Oron/I don't know where he went...
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Yoko/Haven't seen her in a while.
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Lucian/One of my nephews. I'm raising him now. He's quiet.. I like quiet..
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:33 pm
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:35 pm
Black Violin that I received from my mother
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:36 pm
Powers/Abilities
+Emotional Overload+
-Level 1- From the sound of the violin, can intesify any one emotion on one person at a time.
-Level 2- From the sound of the violin, can intensify any one emotion on up to two people at a time.
-Level 3- From the sound of the violin, can intensify any emotion on up to three people at a time.
+Sweet Dreams+
-Level 1- Can put a person into a drowsy sleep for a small time.
-Level 2- Can put others into a light sleep for a extended period of time.
-Level 3- Can put a group of up to three people to sleep for an extended time or put one person to sleep for a few days.
+Hallucenations+
-Level 1- When playing, can cause one person to hallucinate at a time, what they hallecenate is completely randomized.
-Level 2- When playing, can cause up to two people to hallucinate at a time, what they hallucinate is completely randomized.
-Level 3- When playing, can cause up to three people to hallucinate at a time, what that hallucinate is influnced by what he wants but still randomized.
+Blood Weapon+
-Level 1- The ability to create small projectile blades made of his own blood. (Obscurite can somehow create a sword, but it takes almost all his energy to do so)
+Fly+
-Level 3- The ability to fly with ease.
Resistances
+Music Resistance+
-Level 1- He can resist music type attacks up to level 1, and is less affected by attacks up to level 3.
-Level 2- He can resist music type attacks up to level 2, and is less affected by attacks up to level 4.
-Level 3- He can resist music type attacks up to level 3, and is less affected by attacks up to level 5.
Weaknesses
He is most weak to attacks that involve light, electricity, and anti-sound.
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:37 pm
+Musical Inspiration++[Current Theme Song]+Days Gone By
By: Gavin MikhailI won't break Down this way I will hold on for one more day If you'll help me make Myself feel Something so much more than this Something that's real I'll live, I'll love, I'll carry on Pretending I don't notice that you're gone... But, god I miss you So much it hurts sometimes And, I can't bring us back to All the days gone by Why didn't I notice That you were not quite fine? Now I can't bring us back to All the days gone by... Tell me why Make me see How my giving up giving in isn't what's best for me You know I've tried But, I am terrified by all I should believe I need to know to carry on Pretending I don't notice that you're gone... But, god I miss you So much it hurts sometimes And, I can't bring us back to All the days gone by Why didn't I notice That you were not quite fine? Now I can't bring us back to All the days gone by... And I may not always Be there when you call my name And I cannot promise That the things you love in this life won't change But I will be with you In all that you say and do 'Cause you are part of me And I will always love you... But god I miss you So much it hurts sometimes And I can't bring us back to All the days gone by Why didn't I notice That you were not quite fine? Now I can't bring us back to All the days gone by I took for granted That you were in my life Now I can't bring us back to All the days gone by I always loved you I miss you all the time I promise I'll remember All the days gone by... +[Past Theme Songs]+How to Save a Life By: The Fray Calling You By: Blue October Forever by Dee Dee The Kill by 30 Seconds to Mars Until the Day I Die by Story of the Year Sober by Tool Pet by A Perfect Circle Rose by A Perfect Circle Running Up That Hill by Placebo Over and Over by Three Days Grace Endlessly by Muse Save Yourself by Stabbing Westward Just Like You by Three Days Grace Animal I Have Become by Three Days Grace Pain by Three Days Grace Microcuts by Muse
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:38 pm
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:42 pm
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:46 pm
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:46 pm
#How are you?#
A soft melody filled the house as Rasiel played a melancholy song. It seemed to trill as he played. Kae entered the room and Rasiel halted his playing.
"Are you alright? Adapting well to your new home?" she asked with a slight smile.
Rasiel looked up at her. "Oui, I am fine. But you are not, are you?" he replied softly. "Tell me why you are so sad inside."
Kae frowned, "It's my daughter, Alice. Your sister. She's out of her mind, going off and attacking me and leaving me for that Syth girl." she explained, giving a sigh.
Rasiel hugged her. "Do not fret, mother. I will make sure that Alice does not hurt you again."
Kae was silent as she was hugged, tears in her eyes. She felt like she'd lost Alice forever.
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:48 pm
#Replacement#
Alice had returned home late that night, feeling remorse for what she had done. She came in with the intent to apologize and to return home for good.
As Alice approached the front door, she heard soft music coming from inside. She was curious as she entered, wondering where the music was coming from. She traced the sound to her room which confused her since it sounded like a violin, an instrument in which she didn't own. She opened the door to see Rasiel sitting on her bed, playing the violin. "Who the bloody hell are you?" she demanded, stepping forth to stare angrily down at him.
Rasiel stopped playing and stared up at her with his cold, red eyes. "Please leave, you are not welcome here anymore." he answered softly.
Alice was appalled by his remark. "Where is my mother?"
"Our.. mother has left to the laboratory to finish her research."
"What in god's name are you yammering on about? Who are you and why are you here in my room?"
"My name is Rasiel, I am mother's new child now. This is going to my room and you are no longer welcome back here."
"WHAT?! You've got to be joking. Mother would never do such as to replace her very daughter! This is most absurd and uncalled for! Get out of my room!"
Rasiel glared at her, holding his violin to his chin, he began to play a fast paced trill that sounded overpowering and dark.
Alice was suddenly overcome with fear as she backed away from him. "Wh-what are you?"
"I am your replacement. Mother does not want you anymore. She is my mother now and never to be yours again. Now leave or I shall make you leave." he replied in his usual soft tone, yet his words were filled with hatred and evil.
Alice shook her head, shaking off his spell from her mind and creating a field around herself to reflect the sound away from her. "You will not beat me. I am better than you. And just you see, 'Rasiel', she is my mother, and my mother only.
Rasiel smirked, and without a word stopped playing and took a swing at Alice with his violin.
Alice was surprised and was hit by the instrument as she fell to the floor and Rasiel continued to hit her, evil laughter erupting from his lips as he repeated beat her. Finally finding her strength, Alice used her shadow power to manipulate the violin to halt in midair.
Rasiel was confused as he tugged on the violin as it didn't budge an inch. After a moment, it began to lift him up, shock coming over his face as it threw him into the wall and pinned him there. His feet dangled as he attempted to unpry himself.
Alice stood slowly and walked over to Rasiel, eyes glowing redder than his own. "Look here, Rasiel. Take my room, but know this. I will not be subject to your world. This is my territory, and you're most definitely on thin ice. Watch your back, little brother. I'm far stronger than you and I have no remorse for killing scum like you." she threaten. "I will be back. And when I do, I expect you to step aside and let me through next time. Otherwise, mother and I will gladly attend your funeral. You got that, PUNK?" she growled as the violin tightened its grip on Rasiel.
Rasiel nodded and violin released him, both falling to the floor. He coughed, holding his throat. "This isn't over yet, Alice."
"Oh, I know that. Have a nice day, little brother." she commented sarcastically as she flicked her hair back and left the room. Deep inside, she was broken for the fact that her mother had so quickly replaced her. The only thing she didn't know was that Rasiel knew that too.
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:49 pm
#Blood and Tears# [Diary Entry]
I've seen a side of Syth I'd never expect. She slashed me pretty badly. It hurts a lot as I can feel my heart beating through my open flesh. I snuck inside the house so as not to be seen by mother. I'd rather not worry her and heal myself.. Or at least numb the pain with tranquilizers. The room is spinning and my vision is short. If I hadn't known any better, I'd say I was falling into a sleep. As for Syth, she has the mark. Alice will definitely want to act upon it, but can never do so. As the night grows longer, I feel my eye lids closing in on me. It is my time to sleep. Let me just take a few more tranquilizers will last me until the morning. I've taken so many, I'd believe I could go into a comma any minute. There's nothing wrong with that, is there? In a small sense, I just wanted to truthfully say.. Sister.. I'm so--..
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Posted: Sun Feb 21, 2010 11:50 pm
#Never Ending Song of Myself# [Diary Entry]
When the world fails to amuse me, I return to the land I once knew. This is my haven of darkness, my army of sadness. Where the pills matter and the cuts are never deep enough. Razors and drugs are things of the past as they always come back to haunt me. My nightmares too strong, my will too misdirected, my insanity too far gone. This is a world of lights and magic and none of it is for me. The room is shadowed and bewildered. My small little pills, only the size of my nail, too many to count. They disappear and reappear only to become stars and colors I've never seen before. Razors come to sweep me away to a land never known. They mean well, but are fierce enough to make a deep impression. My sister, I see her pray, she's the only one left to betray. Approach her too quick, you'll make a hound out of her. I can see it, my blood, it's dark and warm. It flows out like a timeless river into what seems to be like a never-ending sad story. For the rest of us, it will be over now. No one will survive the last dance of the cold. Lay down to rest my head as the world turns upside-down before my eyes. The colors bleeding up into the ceiling as my blood overtakes it all and the world turns black and ceases to be. All of myself ceases to be until I awaken the next dawn to merely start the process all over again.
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