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Where Is My Mind?
Yep. My Journal. On gaia. About my ways and such.- []-
Disappointments are Full of Life
So..I went to the Emergency Room.
I was vomiting anything I ate for three days.
It was so terrible.
So sucky. T ^T
They put an IV..T []T
I hate needles!! That was just so scary!!
It felt weird.
Then they gave me one of my medications, sumitriptan.
That always gives me dry mouth so I just had this terrible feeling in my throat.
It was torture!!
Just cringing in that bed or chair or whatever it was!
Ugggh!!
What I had ended up being the worst migraine headache of my life.
With a stomach ache, vomiting, and dehydration.
Yep.
Oh yeah, I was wearing one of those robes.
It was funny..they're so breezy.
There was a guy there who cut the tip of his finger off with a folding chair..it was cool.
So, that was my first time in the ER.
It sucks..I had to miss my Senior Portraits.
*sigh* - n-
Its all good.
I'm sure we've all been disappointed before.
Like when I would open up an umbrella in the house and jump off the couch with no luck of flying.
Damn you Mary Poppins..
All those times...
But my biggest one that was just so clear in my head was when I was in 3rd grade.
I loved Powerpuff Girls and I remember seeing a commercial of these new shoes and the girls in the commercial were flying.
When I got mines, I wore them to school so proud and when it was recess I stood on a bench, jumped, and landed on my feet..
BIGGEST DISAPPOINTMENT OF MY LIFE!!!!
I wanted to cry!!
So, that's that.
I guess theres nothing else.
I feel better, by the way.
I hate feeling down..
At least I'm going back to school tomorrow.
That's something to look forward to.
I hope everything goes well. I don't want to get sick again.
Cause that just sucks.
Should I put lyrics?
'kay.


Dogs by Pink Floyd

You gotta be crazy, you gotta have a real need
You gotta sleep on your toes, and when you're on the street
You gotta be able to pick out the easy meat with your eyes closed
And then moving in silently, down wind and out of sight
You gotta strike when the moment is right without thinking.

And after a while, you can work on points for style
Like the club tie, and the firm handshake
A certain look in the eye, and an easy smile
You have to be trusted by the people that you lie to
So that when they turn their backs on you
You'll get the chance to put the knife in.

You gotta keep one eye looking over your shoulder
You know it's going to get harder, and harder, and harder as you get older
And in the end you'll pack up, fly down south
Hide your head in the sand
Just another sad old man
All alone and dying of cancer.

And when you loose control, you'll reap the harvest you have sown
And as the fear grows, the bad blood slows and turns to stone

And it's too late to loose the weight you used to need to throw around
So have a good drown, as you go down, all alone
Dragged down by the stone.

I gotta admit that I'm a little bit confused
Sometimes it seems to me as if I'm just being used
Gotta stay awake, gotta try and shake off this creeping malaise
If I don't stand my own ground, how can I find my way out of this maze?

Deaf, dumb, and blind, you just keep on pretending
That everyone's expendable and no-one has a real friend
And it seems to you the thing to do would be to isolate the winner
And everythings done under the sun
And you believe at heart, everyone's a killer.

Who was born in a house full of pain
Who was trained not to spit in the fan
Who was told what to do by the man
Who was broken by trained personnel
Who was fitted with collar and chain
Who was given a pat on the back
Who was breaking away from the pack
Who was only a stranger at home
Who was ground down in the end
Who was found dead on the phone
Who was dragged down by the stone





 
 
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