What am I supposed to say?
Now?
When I feel so stupid about so many things I've done, thought, or never did.
Things I've said, things I never meant to say, things I don't have the guts to say, or even try..
It sucks..at this point I'm not sure whether I regret things or not. I used to say I don't have regrets, because things would be different.
I don't know..I guess I still think the same thing. Well..no one ever told me I couldn't be bummed out about it..
I'm pretty bummed..
I'm messing up..
I think I'm letting too many things get to me..
Today was a long day, and I had fun, but I was also bummed out, because, apparently, life doesn't want me to go to the places I really want to go..I had one day..and all my energy built up for it..and I didn't get to go..I went other places but I'm not feeling very good..
I have a migraine..I might throw up..I'm counting on it.
I might not go to school tomorrow..just because I don't want to draw naked people all day..its not all day, just four hours..
Ugghhhh...I actually don't have a clear reason..
I'm broke..I'm tired of keeping secrets..I don't get much sleep, and I'm having crazy dreams..
Hmmm....I can't keep this entry up..
I have nothing more to say to strangers right now.
I guess I'm done for the day.
We'll see what goes on tomorrow..
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