I really should..but I can't.
I think I'm troubled. By many things.
So many things, that I have to fragment my sentences.
Oho, so sad.
So dumb.
I was feeling ugly lately, but today I kept getting honks and whistles.
While I admit it's flattering, I still find it very unpleasant.
Mainly because my dad does this too. Always stuck with me how he did it to so many girls. - _-
He's only human, I suppose.
He's actually really sick right now. At least, he's not drinking.
Haha, this has nothing to do with me being sad, though.
My ideas with all the characters I create are flourishing.
It's an amazing feeling..
So why am I still sad?
Maybe I'm just lonely.
Too alone lately, now that I think about it.
I miss my friends, but my chest gets so tight when I see them.
So tight..
I'm lonely, sure, but I can't help being misanthropic. I can't stand most of the people I meet in my school. An art school. I'm quiet. Keep to myself..
Doesn't stop people from annoying me.
Ohhhhhhhhhhhh weeellllllllllll....
I should get to that bed of mine, but damn...am I sad.
I look fine though. ' u' see?
Friends..
Uggh..someone needs to save me.
I obviously need help. <insert sarcastic tone>
Or just slap me.
The Clash- Train in Vain (Stand By Me)
You say you stand by your man
Tell me something, I don't understand
You said you loved me and that's a fact
And then you left me, said you felt trapped
Well some things you can't explain away
But my heartache's in me till this day
You didn't stand by me
No, not at all
You didn't stand by me
No way
All the times, when we were close
I'll remember these things the most
I see all my dreams come tumbling down
I can't be happy without you 'round
So alone I keep the wolves at bay
And there is only one thing that I can't say
You didn't stand by me
No, not at all
You didn't stand by me
No way
You must explain why this must be
Did you lie when you spoke to me?
Did you stand by me?
No, not at all
Now I got a job but it don't pay
I need new clothes, I need somewhere to stay
But without all of these things I can do
But without your love, I won't make it through
But you don't understand my point of view
I suppose there's nothing I can do
You didn't stand by me
No, not at all
You didn't stand by me
No way
You didn't stand by me
No, not at all
You didn't stand by me
No way
You must explain why this must be
Did you lie when you spoke to me?
Did you stand by me?
Did you stand by me?
No, not at all
Did you stand by me?
No way
Did you stand by me?
No, not at all
Did you stand by me?
No way
You say you stand by your man
Tell me something, I don't understand
You said you loved me and that's a fact
And then you left me, said you felt trapped
Well some things you can't explain away
But my heartache's in me till this day
You didn't stand by me
No, not at all
You didn't stand by me
No way
All the times, when we were close
I'll remember these things the most
I see all my dreams come tumbling down
I can't be happy without you 'round
So alone I keep the wolves at bay
And there is only one thing that I can't say
You didn't stand by me
No, not at all
You didn't stand by me
No way
You must explain why this must be
Did you lie when you spoke to me?
Did you stand by me?
No, not at all
Now I got a job but it don't pay
I need new clothes, I need somewhere to stay
But without all of these things I can do
But without your love, I won't make it through
But you don't understand my point of view
I suppose there's nothing I can do
You didn't stand by me
No, not at all
You didn't stand by me
No way
You didn't stand by me
No, not at all
You didn't stand by me
No way
You must explain why this must be
Did you lie when you spoke to me?
Did you stand by me?
Did you stand by me?
No, not at all
Did you stand by me?
No way
Did you stand by me?
No, not at all
Did you stand by me?
No way
Boohoo, I cry way too much without shedding any tears.
Ridiculous me.
Ridiculous me.
