Idha Lu
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- Posted: Sun, 29 Jun 2014 02:19:53 +0000
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I may have lost all of my ϻϵϻɵʀɪϵȿ, but it isn't really so вдĐ.
❀ I have a ϲндɴϲϵ and a ʀυʟϵ. ❀
I have the ғʀϵϵĐɵϻ to live my ғυτυʀϵ any way I choose.
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I may have lost all of my ϻϵϻɵʀɪϵȿ, but it isn't really so вдĐ.
❀ I have a ϲндɴϲϵ and a ʀυʟϵ. ❀
I have the ғʀϵϵĐɵϻ to live my ғυτυʀϵ any way I choose.
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Ylaine had taken her conversation with Roi to heart. His regaling of her brief life story in Speranza had made her laugh a good deal but it also made her realize that even if she didn't have a good portion of her life to relate to, she still had something. When she got home she said goodbye to her hair. For as long as she remembered she'd kept having it dyed and dyed it herself out of attachment to her past self. She'd treated it as if it was an important part of her, but it wasn't anymore. Chopping it off at her waist and stripping it of the pink dye took a good portion of the night. It wasn't as if she spent long amounts of time sleeping anyways. When she awoke the next morning, she awoke to a head full of fluffy, aqua colored tresses. She felt naked. Ylaine went about her morning chores feeling something akin to fear for the first person she ran into that she knew. When she finally encountered Maryn, the inn owner gave her a light pat on the head and said she looked adorable and that her head must feel a great deal lighter. She even gave a very small smile, something the woman never did.
Instilled with confidence and done with her morning chores, Ylaine ventured out into the town. There wasn't really anything she was obligated to do as long as she was back at the inn around noon with a few items from the general store and clinic. Walking about, the amnesiac became painfully aware of the reason she'd struck up the conversation with Roi that she'd had the previous evening. There were so many people she hardly knew. Would they even recognize her? People that she could name but had never really spoken to doubled the number of people she was even mildly close to becoming friends with. Friends. Those were even more scarce. Six people. Two that were actually very close. By the time she reached the Cereus district the feeling of awkwardness she had while doing her chores had returned. Her hand reached for the door to the restaurant and then faltered. Maybe she could skip the lesson for the day. Yah, she'd do that. It'd be better than Roi not recognizing her.
Instead, she headed to the bakery, bangs shadowing her eyes. Once again, she stopped at the door. Bailing on her lessons was irresponsible. She liked them. Plus if Adrian didn't recognize her she'd be equally upset. Perhaps she just needed to go somewhere entirely new, where she wouldn't even have to worry about that. In the end, she found herself sitting on a bench between the restaurant and bakery, staring at the ground. A few green weeds sprouted up between the stone bricks that paved the road. It was impressive how things managed to grow in such harsh environments. Everything except her. Her life was stagnant and the only change she'd instigated was only making her fret. She pressed the front of her foot against the weed and ground into it. Twisted off the stalk felt right, even if it was a horrible thing to do. "Maybe I'll just go back to the inn and dye it back. Just the length should be good enough. It won't drag on the ground anymore…"
Then she remembered the smile Maryn had given her. She'd complimented her. That was something Maryn almost never did. The only times she'd even come close were times when Ylaine had made mistakes. The inn proprietress would say things like she'd done very well and that it was all right and that she knew she'd do it even better the next time. The brunette had only ever complimented her to reassure her. A smile stretched across Ylaine's face and she got the courage to head back to the bakery. Walking right up to the display case, she scanned over it's contents. "Three sample slices for the price of one, so…citrus poundcake, chocolate dream and the merengue topped cheesecake." It was the same deal she'd always had with Adrain. That way she could get a taste of everything she wanted without being overly indulgent. After eating, she'd go to her cooking lesson too. She wouldn't miss it for anything.
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ʟɵϲдτɪɵɴ / / Bakery
ϲɵϻρдɴү / / Adrian
ϻɵɵĐ / / Happy
τнɵυɢнτȿ / / It'll be just fine.
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ʟɵϲдτɪɵɴ / / Bakery
ϲɵϻρдɴү / / Adrian
ϻɵɵĐ / / Happy
τнɵυɢнτȿ / / It'll be just fine.
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