• I was there...
    When you needed a shoulder to cry on...
    When you felt like nobody cared...
    When everything seemed to be crashing down on you...
    Every time you wanted some attention or when you needed a last minute friend...

    I was the willful idiot who tagged along,
    the idiot who cared all that time.
    The one you mocked and used to your hearts content.

    Now i am still waiting here...
    Waiting and knowing that you would come back and use me again...
    Still wanting for you to hear me as your friend again...
    Wanting you to realize that I never would have done you the way you did me...
    Wanting you to see what you left behind...

    How many nights did I spend with you, crying...
    How many days were we best friends...
    Why did you let some guy ruin us?

    Many days I wanted to grab you and shake you silly...
    Even to this day I want to scream and cry because of the broken thing you left behind...
    Did you ever care?
    Why did you bother to ask me back if only for a small while?
    Why did you even care how I was doing, when you were too busy for me?

    But like an idiot, I keep these things buried and wait for you to finally come back and see your wrongs. you were and still are my best friend and I miss you so much. Maybe tomorrow you'll be back to the person you used to be...