• i am in so much pain that i can feel my heart being riped into little bits but do you care. NO, because you have her now. i wonder if you ever really cared about me. i wish i knew but, it is to late to tell me. because i sit here with a knife in one hand and my broken heart in the other. i can't bare it anymore. i feel so much pain and emptyness. that i just want to... i can't even say it. i just want to be happy again. maybe this isn't the answer, but no one cares to stop me so i am going to do it. i am going to do the thing that i never thought i would ever do in a million years but you made me do it. and now you can live with knowing that you are the only reason why i ------ myself.

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