Her heart was pounding
Fighting tears she once could not find
She never expected this day
She felt as if there was a heaviness she couldn't bind
She could hardly bare it
This was an emotion for which she had never felt before
Her eyes began to water as she stared in to his lost and long gone spirit
As her tear hit his lifeless body she prayed
She prayed he would come back to life for at least a mere moment
To say what she hadn't
She kissed his forehead wanting his life to return
She was angered with God for taking him
She wondered why couldn't God have left him there with her
She told him she loved him before and after he died
She hugged him every chance she got
She began breaking down
So many emotions were hidden after that day
This day they came
Like a bullet they struck her
Hadn't her heart suffered enough
Thinking of him day by day
Made her want him back again...
All the Whys
All the Hows
All the What ifs
And Where is he Nows
All those miserable school days
All the torture
All the hurt
Turns out it never left...
All those flowers and promises
All those Christmases without him
And it hurts her this way
Why does this happen?
The Answer Sadly hasn't let her discover it...
Will she ever get over?
No, but maybe she will find a way to be happy again.
- Title: Death and A Binding Wall
- Artist: helenisaghost
- Description: Parting of Long Lost Loved ones Takes a Toll on You..This girl lost her older step-brother as a 12 year old child shes remembering it well..
- Date: 05/21/2011
- Tags: death