• The more you try
    The worse it gets
    The more I cry
    My weakness submits
    To this pain
    I lose everything alone
    I am no longer sane
    How could I have known
    Something so perfect
    Could be so twisted
    Warped into something you can't reflect
    Fake smile that always existed
    Sitting here next to you
    This is what's best for me
    The only thing I knew
    I'd never been happier to see
    Now in isolation
    More than a punishment,
    Friends were what i needed for consolation
    On the edge of endangerment
    I admit I was
    Pulling me in tighter
    Only pushed me off the edge, does
    That make the situation lighter?
    Cast into the dark
    Searching desperately for something
    Worth my time, a spark
    To light the way for those who cling
    The path I chose
    Has burned away
    Complications arose
    I can never stay
    In this place
    I need something more
    Without a trace
    My life leaves me, you swore
    You would never let
    Them take me
    Away; Filled with regret.
    I can't see
    I never got love
    From my family
    Gentle shove
    Into insanity
    Blood isn't thicker
    Than water
    My family is sicker
    Internal slaughter
    My family is in my heart
    Not my veins
    They're a part
    Of my mind, not my pains
    "Family will never leave you"
    Is a lie
    Nothing is forever
    Everything must die.