• I dont know whats going on.
    These plans we had for the future.
    they are gone, lost ,never to been seen again.
    We will never be able to fulfill them.

    It was a joke,
    and i over reacted.
    I thought it would just be another bump in the road.
    I did not know it would be the end.
    No matter how much i want to i know we will never drive on that road again.

    I would apologize....
    ..If you would.
    You said some nasty things.
    Apparently... i can not do anything,
    but write.
    Yet i am not useless.
    And you say it like you mean it.
    But im not completely sure,
    i think you are wrong.

    Sure it has been a couple of weeks.
    And i decide to say this now
    I really truly am sorry,
    for the names,
    the abuse,
    everything.
    Add what you will, i just want you to know im sorry for it.

    As i write this i almost cry,
    But i hold it in the best i can letting a few tears get free.
    It's sad that i can not say this to your face.
    But you know how well i express emotions.
    The only way i can is on paper.

    And another thing,
    I miss you.
    I miss the fun times we had.
    Yet i dont expect you to forgive me, or apologize.
    It seems like you let it all out in those messages.

    This might get you mad,
    But i had to put my opinions down.
    I am debating whether or not to give this to you,
    I think i will.

    Dont worry i am not forcing you to forgive me.
    Thank you for your time.