• It seems like
    Anything I do will never help in the end,
    it's always
    Beating out my life and throwin' me for a bend,
    it's always
    Seein' how far I can twist, then twistin' me more,
    and it just
    Beats me to the line, I'm tryin' to balance the score.

    My life is
    Falling from my hands, I try to catch it, but fail
    it's just that
    Everything I've tried never seems to come to avail
    it's scary...
    twisting through the madness, but I'll never hold back
    to no end;
    the fire of angry penance is burning me black...

    but still, I'll

    Never get ahead, never fall behind, never lookin' back, never lookin' up, always lookin' for the light,
    Playin' out my cards, playin' out my life, tryin' to resist, tryin' to desist, always tryin' to make it right...

    WHY can't you see that there's pain in your eyes,
    That there's hope in your heart and there's fear in your lies?
    Now forever, remember, through perilous night,
    Through the dawn and the darkness, I'm holding you tight.

    And it has come to the point
    Where I can't put up a fight
    and always / never look back
    When I act, but still can't see right
    and tryin' to look for a path
    to help myself realize
    that I've been self-gratifying
    with useless, self-generated lies.

    I need to prove I'm not ********' around,
    Weight all that near-empty sound
    Stop bein' insecure,
    and turn my whole life around...
    The story of everything.
    But the fact that I tried to run...
    Admitting to saddening you
    Is easier said than done.

    I'm living

    Always breakin' up, always breakin' down, always breakin' bank, always breaking hearts, never breakin' up the lies
    Forever runnin' round, running' circles round my heart, my dreams, my hopes, ignoring the needy soul that cries

    to me

    WHY can't you see that there's pain in your eyes,
    That there's hope in your heart and there's fear in your lies?
    Now forever, remember, through perilous night,
    From the darkness 'till dawn, I'll be holding you tight.

    So it's like this, all...

    And I crossed a line when I tried to set myself free,
    someone get down and save me
    lost myself in the darkness where
    no one ever goes and I'm dying all the
    time, double time, step it up, hit my prime,
    And I'm makin', breakin', stakin', wastin' away
    all the things that your God gave me
    It's a parody of the life that I lived, it's a
    tragedy of fates, of broken crates of dreams that never
    lifted up off the ground, and I know I'll never
    leave all this s**t for a while, this infinite torture will never
    end in harmonious sound, a lose-lose situation that
    we're stuck in, ********' wasting our lives, trying find a key
    to the chaos around us. Then a light shines, 'cause I've found it, and it's
    Sounding out an ageless design, and the narrow blind
    Between hysterics and hypocrisy dissolves into time.

    I'm houndin' and poundin' that truth,
    I've found all I ever wanted sittin'
    here, right now, like this...
    It's stupid simple

    'cause there's just one word that explains
    Why I stay in the game, all this pain, this hurt
    won't go unwasted, untasted, just copied and pasted,
    Erased all this face, just for what,

    It's

    [YOU.]
    WHY can't you see that there's tears in my eyes,
    Though it's pierced through my heart and it's punished my lies?
    But forever remember, through perilous night,
    And through fire and darkness, I'll still hold you tight.