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It seems like
Anything I do will never help in the end,
it's always
Beating out my life and throwin' me for a bend,
it's always
Seein' how far I can twist, then twistin' me more,
and it just
Beats me to the line, I'm tryin' to balance the score.
My life is
Falling from my hands, I try to catch it, but fail
it's just that
Everything I've tried never seems to come to avail
it's scary...
twisting through the madness, but I'll never hold back
to no end;
the fire of angry penance is burning me black...
but still, I'll
Never get ahead, never fall behind, never lookin' back, never lookin' up, always lookin' for the light,
Playin' out my cards, playin' out my life, tryin' to resist, tryin' to desist, always tryin' to make it right...
WHY can't you see that there's pain in your eyes,
That there's hope in your heart and there's fear in your lies?
Now forever, remember, through perilous night,
Through the dawn and the darkness, I'm holding you tight.
And it has come to the point
Where I can't put up a fight
and always / never look back
When I act, but still can't see right
and tryin' to look for a path
to help myself realize
that I've been self-gratifying
with useless, self-generated lies.
I need to prove I'm not ********' around,
Weight all that near-empty sound
Stop bein' insecure,
and turn my whole life around...
The story of everything.
But the fact that I tried to run...
Admitting to saddening you
Is easier said than done.
I'm living
Always breakin' up, always breakin' down, always breakin' bank, always breaking hearts, never breakin' up the lies
Forever runnin' round, running' circles round my heart, my dreams, my hopes, ignoring the needy soul that cries
to me
WHY can't you see that there's pain in your eyes,
That there's hope in your heart and there's fear in your lies?
Now forever, remember, through perilous night,
From the darkness 'till dawn, I'll be holding you tight.
So it's like this, all...
And I crossed a line when I tried to set myself free,
someone get down and save me
lost myself in the darkness where
no one ever goes and I'm dying all the
time, double time, step it up, hit my prime,
And I'm makin', breakin', stakin', wastin' away
all the things that your God gave me
It's a parody of the life that I lived, it's a
tragedy of fates, of broken crates of dreams that never
lifted up off the ground, and I know I'll never
leave all this s**t for a while, this infinite torture will never
end in harmonious sound, a lose-lose situation that
we're stuck in, ********' wasting our lives, trying find a key
to the chaos around us. Then a light shines, 'cause I've found it, and it's
Sounding out an ageless design, and the narrow blind
Between hysterics and hypocrisy dissolves into time.
I'm houndin' and poundin' that truth,
I've found all I ever wanted sittin'
here, right now, like this...
It's stupid simple
'cause there's just one word that explains
Why I stay in the game, all this pain, this hurt
won't go unwasted, untasted, just copied and pasted,
Erased all this face, just for what,
It's
[YOU.]
WHY can't you see that there's tears in my eyes,
Though it's pierced through my heart and it's punished my lies?
But forever remember, through perilous night,
And through fire and darkness, I'll still hold you tight.
- Title: Fire Without Light
- Artist: SharadSun
- Description: This is the final version of Holding You. Please don't steal it =/ this belongs to Sharad Sundar (me) and he finished it a few months ago. (C) MC Riser/Fallen Rising.
- Date: 12/28/2010
- Tags: lightless fire riser raphiphop
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