• the silence
    the emotions
    they're killing me
    i grab the razor
    this will get rid of it all
    this will end my sadness
    the sharp silver edge
    sliding slowly and painlessly
    it doesnt hurt
    at first
    then pain rushes over me
    then it stops
    everything just stops
    i see red and black
    then everything fades in to the darkness
    its done
    over
    i've finally found a way to end my pain
    a permanent solution to my problem

    no this is not more of the poem. I jut wanted to let you know, no this is not about me. I am not going to kill myself. I stopped trying because i found that life is worth living. I wrote this about when i used to feel that way. i just now wrote it but something made me think of those days and this is what came out of my thoughts.
    If anyone who reads this is thinking about suicide just please dont do it. There are good things in life. You just have to keep going. Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. No matter what you think, there is someone out there who loves you or someone who you will meet later in life and they will love you more than you love yourself. I've already found that person but you just need to keep going and not give up. Suicide is like admitting that the people who made you do it win. They shouldn't. Don't let what other people say or do take over your life. Its your own life and they souldn't dictate how you live it or when you end it. Coming from a person who used to be in your situation, just dont do it. Life will get better, you just have to stick around long enough to find that out