• i remeber the times we used to spend together;
    the good and the bad
    i cant ever forget the times when you gave me words of wisdom;
    even tho i didnt get it then i do now
    i cant remeber a day when i didnt talk to you at least once
    at least until you passed
    you where the rock in the family
    and now you are gone
    we all miss you dearly
    but time you have none
    i remeber the time i sat on ur lap at 16 and cried
    that is something not even my mother can have
    you where there for the best times of my life
    and even the worst
    you stuck by me through any decision
    even if it meant me leavin the state
    its been three months now and yet i cant think
    i sit here and wonder what to do next
    but not a word of advise
    not even a hint
    no laughter
    no crying
    not even a serious face
    my life is now in jumbles
    i know not what to do
    you died too early
    but even then we must learn to understand as much as we can
    the saddest day of my life
    tho you where not here to see it
    was laying you in the cold ground
    after i helped dig your grave
    that day i will always hate
    no matter the year
    for it marks the day of the end
    and not of a beginning