• Just wanted to say I’m sorry
    for being a total d**k.
    I never wanted to hurt you,
    and frankly I feel sick.

    I will remember us always,
    from our very 1st kiss.
    Even back to the phone on the fouton,
    I have memories I will truly miss.

    Everything reminds me of you.
    I wish I could say I was lying.
    Our song came on the radio,
    And I bursted out crying.

    I'm broken down in agony,
    in misery and in grief.
    This pain I brought upon myself,
    When I shouldn't care in the least.

    I hope you post this next to the other.
    The other I wrote in the beginning.
    The one that started it all,
    The one I keep reading.

    I guess it’s better to feel pain,
    then nothing at all.
    I don't know how you changed my life forever,
    for the time we had was so small.

    I want to believe that I could of lived on.
    But I knew our friendship would never last.
    I want to be stronger than this,
    but right now I'm as fragile as glass.

    I want to keep writing
    I don't want this to go away.
    But you will be with me in my heart,
    forever and always.

    These feelings I have felt,
    have never been more true.
    I wrote this because I can't talk,
    just know I still love you.