• I've tried to work harder,
    Trying to gain your interest
    Hoping you would notice
    What I'm attempting.
    I notice everything you do,
    Forever recording them
    In an archive in my mind
    Set for eternity

    I ask you politely on what you like, or what you do
    You ignore me
    And stare at that blue wall
    Silently
    Sometimes I wonder if you even heard me
    I know what you do
    I know what your good at
    You're just a perfect boy
    But it's better than being nothing
    Like me

    You can do anything I can think of.
    The only thing that I do that you don't
    Is play a flute, in which I lose my consciousness
    I bet you don't even notice these scars that littered on me.
    You stand so perfectly,
    Ignoring my every move.
    Acting like you just don't care.
    Do you really hate me?

    I ask you politely on what you're doing, or what you're planning
    You ignore me
    And stare at that gray wall
    Quietly
    Sometimes I wonder if you even listened to a word I said
    I know what you do
    I know what your good at
    You're just a Perfect boy in my eyes
    But it's better than being nothing
    Like me

    Just thinking of you
    Makes me want to cry
    I know I'm just that pathetic.
    These words tumble out my mouth
    In a jumble
    The knife is raised high
    I just want to stab this skin
    But I'm not suicidal
    Like people think.

    I ask you politely on a question I have
    I asked "Do you hate me?"
    You face me
    And ignore the bleeding wall
    Which is crying
    Not saying a word, which I'm accustomed to
    I don't know what you're thinking
    I don't know you anymore
    You've become perfect
    Compared to me

    I ask you quietly, to answer my question
    You ignore me (again)
    And stare at that disappearing wall
    Emotionless
    Sometimes I wonder if you even knew
    What I felt for you
    I know that you'd be happy if I were not to
    Exist at all
    I know what your good at
    You're being held with the deserved respect
    But it's better than being nothing
    Like I am now

    I'm just another person
    Who's is nothing
    Compared to you
    I wish you'd at least
    Say "Hello" to me