• My life as I knew once,
    Has shattered and gone,
    I'd been such a dunce,
    Despair has taken over and won.

    I hadn't seen it coming,
    It took me by surprise,
    There is no running,
    I'll have to pay the price.

    Those I once pitied,
    Have become my friends,
    My life is so crappy,
    With no ends.

    I cry and cry,
    All alone in my room,
    Till my eyes are dry,
    I wish this would end soon.

    The tension is thick,
    The sadness present,
    You here the tick,
    Of a bomb sent.

    The music in my ears,
    Does nothing to drown,
    The words cause tears,
    To fall, fall down.

    Our possesions divided,
    Our family torn,
    I wouldn't have minded,
    Any scorn.

    My dog is playful,
    I am lazy,
    He is forceful,
    Whilst I am crazy.

    My only grace,
    Is nothingness,
    I need a mace,
    To escape craziness.

    My brain won't shut off,
    As I lay on my bed,
    I can't stop my cough,
    As I see red.

    A shadow falls,
    Over my life,
    I ignore all calls,
    They just cause strife.

    My parents cry,
    Even my dad,
    I want to die,
    It makes me mad.

    I feel a crack,
    And I can't get my life back.