• This time? ...
    No not this time…
    The bells do say when…
    Not till then will we share truths…
    Cause now the truth hurts me and you are true and my love is pain.
    Tormenting myself…
    Why I don’t see anything to gain.
    While I wait out for you your in love.
    It’s selfish I know but I hate you.
    At times I want to take you.
    Steal you…
    But I respect you…
    I find you to be a necessity of life.
    I want you to find a cure.
    The remedy for my sickness.
    Pay me what you owe at least forgiveness.
    Unsure of how I feel and what I want.
    I just want to extinguish the flames that make me desire you.
    I’ll lose the hold on life.
    Truths say I feel cold.
    Times are slipping by.
    One day I’ll fly away.