• Why does it seem that everything in my life just seems to be falling down i used be a class clown cause i didnt like to see anyone frown.But a few weeks ago i started to wonder if anyone would miss if i wasn't here so i put out a poll a quiz if u call and wrote it on paper and even posted it in school to find out .Seemed my doubt had came true no one cared i was basically invisible no one even cared that i was there i went home that night crying inspite of this fact that i was the guy who would give my life to fight for these kids who have no hype no one to look up to no one cared . I put my neck on the line so many times i just felt like i got shot with a gun 2 times in my chest and i was gasping for breath to exspress these feelings i had .Well i geuss its to bad atleast it came from my front and not from the back always new everyone would just turn there backs and walk away its like i got buryed in a grave .But before i crashed and fell i felt a hand lifting me up it was this girl i know and she said*its ok i was falling to but only thing that got me threw was a thought of u just letting me know it'll be ok i made it now im doing u the same way i love u and i just wanted you to know that i'll ways be here for u so stop falling into this pit the abyss is endless *.