• To be in the class of the immortals.
    To have longevity.
    Could one live a normal life?
    To see your friends grow crippled and old while you, not fazed and untouched by time, look the same as you did when they first met you?
    Be bitter towards you for having such a gift that's really a curse?
    They shouldn't for they know not the additional pain one must go through.
    The cuts and bruises, the countless funerals, freak accidents in which only you survive, favorite places/things being torn down and replaced/no longer being of any use to the current times, and seeing the world change for the worse instead of the better.
    Time either stopped, forgot, or abandoned you at some point in your life.
    To dull the pain is to avoid contact with the outside world and stay close to the nearest corner.