• there you go.
    walking right on by.
    but i think you know
    i didn't want to say goodbye.
    you don't care that i love you.
    you don't care that i'm still here.
    you don't have a clue
    how many times my eyes tear.
    i'm standing by your side.
    hoping you will see
    that my love for you never died
    and that this is just a dream.
    right next to you, i stand.
    hoping for an answer.
    that you will finaly take my hand
    and i can be your lover.
    you made mistakes but i dont mind.
    i like you with your imperfections.
    i still question why i was left behind.
    was it because of my words or my actions?
    i'm right by your side,
    yet feel so lost.
    so lost in the tide
    and my heart payed a cost.
    im here with you now,
    in your eyes, a friend.
    i'm sorry i did not know how
    to let my broken heart mend.
    i'm right here if you want me.
    i won't wait much longer.
    we are not meant to be,
    and i know my heart is getting stronger.
    i'm not always gonna be
    here by your side.
    but we will see what tomorrow brings
    in along with the tide.
    by your side is not a permanant position.
    why do i insist on loving you and going on with this tradition?
    it's been so long.
    i waisted time.
    i must be strong.
    and this mountain, i must climb.
    now i take a stand.
    and walk away from you.
    never will you grab my hand
    or come to my rescue.
    i don't want to do this.
    this is unbareable pain.
    but when we had gone amiss,
    i had to walk through the rain.
    i'll miss being by your side
    but it is the right thing.
    now i must come in from outside
    and end the things i'm feeling.
    now i stand next to his side.
    but it's still not the same.
    my feelings for you did not subside.
    and i still shake when i hear your name.
    i don't like his side as much as i liked your's.
    he is very kind and will help me through hard times.
    when i walk into a room, he opens the doors.
    but i suppose we must bare pain now matter what sometimes.
    i lost myself in you.
    i gave you my all.
    but walking away is what i must do
    after you let me fall.
    i miss being by your side.
    but it is what God wants.
    sometimes the rules, we must abide.
    and give the Lord our best response.
    she is by your side.
    loves you like i did.
    although i am dieing inside,
    i must grow up and not act like a kid.
    please don't break her heart.
    she loves you so dearly.
    dont make her world fall apart
    because being without you makes it hard to see clearly.
    the days still roll on.
    but every now-&-then i stroll down Memory Lane.
    but yesterday is gone.
    whats left: memories and pain.