• Phone is ringing.. Piercing the silence in my mind.. The calm that is you.
    Phone is ringing, ringing still.. A sound on the other end and your voice is ringing through.
    Just like that, from white and black my world jolts to color scenes.
    And in an instant, habits change and nightmares turn to dreams.
    Pictures develope, reels playing themes, fast forward in my mind..
    I'm seeing this discovery with patience and with time.
    Couldn't have wanted it like I do just now.
    A month ago I wanted out.
    Love was not in cards for me, fleeing the only hope..
    Of a life to be lived, and a greater gift to give, but now I see.. I know.
    You've talked me down from a ledge so steep and from a decision not meant to be made..
    And now my heart is yours to keep, turning away from being afraid..
    Now in the end, a beginning made- giving up is all I lost,
    And with this bold decision, I'm not finding how to trust.