• As I sat, in the dark alley, soaked with the rain that hid my tears, I wondered if you would ever want me. Someone as low as I didn't deserve you. I wanted you, and I knew i would never get you. It was.. unhealthy, how I felt about you. To know that something so close was, yet, so far away. It hurt in so many ways that you wouldn’t think possible.
    I suddenly got the notion that i was so small that no one would ever want me. Ever. I had to - yet again- accept the sad and depressing truth.
    As I thought of things I could compare myself with, only one thing kept coming up. I was like the air. I was there, but no one could see me. Invisible. You might need me, but who would want to spare their energy to want me.
    The rain fell harder, like my tears that were flowing out of control-I didn't care. The more I thought of you, the harder they both came. I sighed.
    After a long while I came to a decision. I would always be watching, waiting, and dreaming for you to want me. I could be patient, though it was probably for nothing.