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"You’ll feel the pull of the moonlight equilibrium,
Pitch black transmission of the soul.
Instincts from within rise,
We’re all but beasts that hunger from inside,
Cannot repress these urges to kill,
To taste the red your only will,
There’s no salvation."


That's from a song that I like. Black Dahlia Murder sings it.
Well the reason I pulled that part out should be obvious.
Cannibalism it's something we've all thought about.
Well I'm sure most of us anyway. I know I have.
I'm not entirely against the idea, but I can only see myself doing it to survive.
I'm no Jeffery Dahmer or anything, but I can see why he liked flesh.
It's warm and squishy, the people wearing it are often interesting.
Ahem!
Anyway I am really bored right now, and just kinda sobered up so yeah!
This really has no significance....
I just really have nothing better to do than type up the thoughts that are going through my head. Not that there is any other fish in the sea I'd rather have on my plate than you! Lol.... I set my Friends on Fire....Band, not literally....though that would be nice to see. Oh I'm only making things worse, I hardly have friends at this point :/



Oh well!!! Infant Annihilation!!!
JK!
Sorta...
I've never seen a dead baby, they aren't on bestgore...
I've seen a p***s in a blender though >>
Good stuff
The lacerations......
I've seen all organs disemboweled... it looks nothing like how you'd imagine it..
>> lol... Decapitation Fornication...
lol idk... it rhymes...
I saw a guy with a cinder block tied to his foot, the way his body moves in the murky waters...
LOL!!!
They took pictures before they pulled him out of the water. His face was so blue.. and swelled. Human abominations really...


Anyway on a lighter note I am not going deaf.
Which is really surprising to me, but my hearing is almost perfect.
My eyesight though is really bad..
My back hurts right now, I gotta stop slouching...
....
I don't know...
Lots of people looked at my profile lately...
It's nice...
I made four friends..
I don't think they'll talk to me much..
Oh one of them has a shitty life, because of family problems..
I so enjoy people with emotional problems...
It's just soo cute in a way...
I don't know???
I still haven't seen any girls crying lately either come to think of it...
Boring life of Calvin...




Sometimes I think I have a split personality in mah head!!
Then again that's probably me just trying not to accept the fact, that I am pretty twisted..

PRETZEL TWISTED ONLY NOT AS SALTY AND DELICIOUS...
LOL...



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Well...
If you like the sky get your feet off the ground/.


>> ._. m/(0.0)m/ idk....
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Yes I'm a bad little boy but not little lol...
Okay! I'm done with this s**t for now!


"I know I can do it," Todd Downey said, helping himself to another ear of corn from the steaming bowl. "I'm sure that in time, every bit of her will be gone and her death will be a mystery... even to me."