Don't other people and their problems make you take a look at your own life? Somehow everything ties in with you. I don't think that makes you shelfish or self absorbed. I think it makes you care about how people look at you. (And there isnt anything wrong with that) I've changed so much from the beginning of this school year to the end of it. And when summer's over I'll have changed again. Sometimes I look back on my old self and wonder if I miss her and if I'm a better person than she was. She was more carefree, and she had a big heart filled with love for...people. I don't know if I have that. I don't know if I like what I am now. This entry is so confusing I honestly don't know how to put what I feel into words. It's like only you know what's really going on inside of you. How there be a key to your heart? Other people can't unlock of you and your secrets. Sure they can get close but nobody will ever know exactly how you felt about anything in any moment of your life. Which is why life is so hard I think. Because it makes you study yourself.
the_coolest_loser_ever · Wed Jun 01, 2005 @ 04:13am · 2 Comments |